by FoxScarf » Mon May 29, 2017 4:04 pm
just needing a place to whine because things aren't bad enough for me to wanna reach out for help but it's too much to keep to myself
- I've been living on my own and today I left my apartment to move back in with mom for the summer - 9 hours away. Mom's having surgery in July so I wanna be home to help around the house because I know my sister won't.
- Before I left, my boyfriend of 4 years and I went to Cali for a week and it was the best week ever, but now I have to get used to being without him again and every little thing is reminding me of him right now.
- I hit an armadillo on the drive home and it really bummed me out, and now I'm paranoid about cleaning the front of my car because armadillos are known to carry leprosy, so I want nothing to do with that.
- My dad is overseas and I miss him a lot, we chat every now and then but he's 9 hours ahead and working all day so it's hard to get a hold of him.
- My drawing II professor still hasn't posted grades though they were due like two weeks ago, and as it's illegal for professors to share a student's grade through email I have to wait til my university revises my degree audit to see my grade.
- I got a severe kidney infection coming home from Cali, and we ended up having to go to the emergency room before we even got to my apartment because the pain was so bad.
- My boyfriend's parents live near my apartment and invited us to stay with them after they heard I was sick, but I feel like we overstayed our welcome because his mom seemed really irritated with me before we left and oh man I hope she doesn't hate me.
- My grandma's dog Maddy got hit by a car, and I'm hoping the vet can help her because she's such a sweet dog, and her sister Marley would be devastated if she doesn't make it.
- My boyfriend was talking about proposing to me but then my mom scared him out of it. I mean I know that she means well, I'm young and still in college so I shouldn't be worried about getting married, but that's just it. There's a huge difference between getting engaged and getting married.
- I know this summer is gonna suck because I won't be here long enough for anyone to want to hire me but I'll be here too long to sit around all day. None of my old friends here seem to wanna talk to me though so hanging out with them isn't an option.
- my mom and my little sister are always at each other's throats. They both take every single thing very personally so they're always fighting. It's really hard to be upbeat when you're stuck in a house with them. I love them to death but God I wish they would take a deep breath and not fight about every single thing.
^^ sorry for the long post, I just needed to rant/list what's been on my mind. Makes me feel a lot better to get it out into words.