TheComfortCorner | V.7

[autobot.]

My parents hate each other.
Urrrgh, I'm so stressed!!!

[chon]

i broke down the other day.
the wall i've built for the past two years just came crashing down and i don't know how to fix it. these past few months have been so unbearable and i'm never happy. i've been trying everything to get my mind off of these problems that keep reoccurring. i don't know how to make them go away no matter what i do. i tried opening up to my friend about some things but it didn't help at all. they said some encouraging words but i couldn't find a way through my problems. i'm not sure what to do at this point. these past couple of days, i've been trying not break down again in front of anyone and i fear that all my efforts are going to fail. all i want to do is shut down and push everyone away but i know that it isn't healthy. i'm trying to prevent things from getting to where i was two years ago but i feel as if it is inevitable. my family doesn't understand that i'm not okay. my mom doesn't want to believe that i am depressed so she can't help. my sister and my brother don't understand what is wrong with me, i don't expect them to. i'm not sure what to do now. do i just go with the flow and left myself go or do i keep doing what i've been doing? the first options seems like it could go either way and the second option seems like it will lead me nowhere. maybe it's too early to do anything at all but i feel that if i don't reach out, it'll be worse that i think.
i guess i'm just kinda lost right now? i don't know. there's just a feeling i can't describe. it's a mixture of sadness, disappointment, loss, and confusion. i've never felt this before and i just want this feeling to go away. i didn't think it was something i needed to pay attention to until i realized two years have passed of dealing with this. if someone understands or can somewhat give me an idea of this strange emotion, please let me know. otherwise i'll just leave this here, i don't expect a response anytime or ever.

[䏠xote]

why does everybody hate me?

[neferp1tou]

Accepting PM's as always, I love talking, shoot me a pm about anything!

[Unleashed Squiid]

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[OKULTRA]

I want to run.
Far, far away from this dreadful house.
I know the only reason they keep the computer out in the open is because
1. They can't trust me
2. I will never leave my room
I wish I never left my room, in fact.
I want to run far away from this dreadful house.
I can't deal with this.
There's so many things that I want to say.
But I can't, not even on here.
It would make me feel so much better to discuss all the things wrong with me.
But I can't.
I can't cry.
My grandmother would find out, try to comfort me, fail, not sleep, talk about it to my mom, have her ask me why I was crying, and then I would have to look for a reason that was not "I'm depressed and I hate myself."
i can't talk about it.
Lord knows what my family would do, and they especially wouldn't believe me. Of course my dad would just think i'm looking for attention as always.
I can't make it any better.
I can't take anything like therapy or pills for personal reasons, and there's nobody to seek help from.
I'm so helpless and i'm a problem child and i can't
I don't know what to do anymore.

[.zombie]

honestly why are people so salty about the smallest details

i need someone to rant to. please pm me if you can <3

[nana]

I asked for a pm and never got one. I have waited a day thinking nah people are probably just busy... nope. I've waited. That's all I ever do. Wait. Well. I won't be waiting anymore.

[Mewfle]

x
nope.

[kolechia]

why do I constantly keep changing my mind about everything??

ugh just make up your mind, brain!