What's your current mood [V.5]

[quitting wizard]

anger where is that banner

[yeena]

im actually a bit out of it. im on the verge of thinking my friend hates me and its scary and its upsetting and i cant really find comfort in talking to anyone because of this ?? like its not that hard to cover everything up but its,, definitely there and its like a parasite lmao. i think im just a horrible person and maybe i deserve this. i get all of the busy and stuff and hey i understand,, and i definitely treasure the times they do manage to get somethin out to me !! but it all seems strained and forced and i feel like im bothering them. maybe i should just,, let them start the conversations and stuff ?? maybe. if they ever do see this i hope they knew that i love em and wish them luck with getting better and all of that cool stuff,, stay strong friend. on another note my grandma is just,, she doesnt get that,,, i dont know. she knows i dont like her, shes always asking me why im always acting annoyed and hissy around her and if she just,, took a look at herself sometime i swear. she keeps reminding me that me nd her are gonna go clothes shopping and i just ?? dont care. she always tells me she hates how i act when i go clothes shopping for her and she says she never wants to go shopping with me again and im just,, why the hell doesnt she stick to her promises,,,,, ever. she is the biggest hypocrite even, whines and moans about every. little. thing. and treats me like im her personal rag doll,, she acts like my mother and legit ?? hey thanks for raising me for eight years when my dad wasnt around, but listen, youre not my mom. my mom is here in spirit, not in the form of you. i still have grudges against my grandma,, hence why i just. eh. she thinks ill just forget about the night she intentionally upset me because she was upset that i was hanging out with my parents. no. i wont ever forget that and ill keep it stored in the back of my mind just so i have that reminder. do i hate her ?? no,, but its hard to actually be comfortable and happy around her. shes got a new job and now we are actually starting to get ?? food back in the house,, its still a struggle but i mean. kudos to her for getting us out of the broke ditch. moving on again i sorta am just. in a mood. its hard to explain but its just a sadness that comes out of nowhere for no reason ?? i dont think im good enough for a lot of things, i sorta hate myself, im just angry, all of that. its a confusing mess of emotions,, but hey my cousin is here and i legit just,, dont like him. i can survive a day with him being around; a week ??? no dude. he wont leave me alone and go mind his own stuff sometimes and its uncomfortable to be around him and im just. someone help me please.
bit tired,, my wrist is hurting again i need to stop twisting it tbh

[Sombra Main]

Bored

[lisica,]

relaxed after visiting a 5 week old baby aw

[Sylea~]

happy and a little nervous.

[breadstick]

happy. tos is the best honestly

[greyjumper.]

Upset

Gotta go to the doctor in a bit.

[bailey;]

Disgruntled; Why is my body always in pain? If it's not one thing it's another.

[Hellagia]

Cinemasins has ruined my life.

[V..]

lovesick... heh.... (/_;)