TheComfortCorner | v.6

[lohikeitto]

i feel worthless.

i know i'm not perfect. far from it.

i know i'm not worth anything.

but why do i feel like crying when you tell me so?

you're worth everything and more <3
what they say is a lie, don't let it bring you down

[Jodjo]

im a picky eater so typically there is nothing to eat around the house.
im kinda young so i ask my dad if i could have chicken strips because he asked us what we wanted for lunch.
i was happy about that because i didnt have any breakfast due to the lack of motivation i have to eat and keep myself healthy because im super lazy, and again, nothing for me to eat except chicken strips because im picky and dont like a lot
my sister asks for a sandwich and he says for her to make it herself
then she asks for chicken strips too
my dad says sure and says there are only 8 left. Most of them would be small because there at the bottom
my sister says she take 3, and i say 5 isnt enough because they are small and i didnt have breakfast
then she says "well.." really bratish and i repeat what i said before and ask if she can make a sandwich for herself because she will eat that
she says no and says you have to deal with 5
im getting kinda teary because im feeling sick im so hungry and theres nothing to eat but the strips
my dad walks in and says stop complaing or you wont get any and i tell him what i said before and he says i cant get any and i start crying
what am i supposed to do now? my dad is so mean and there is nothing for me to eat and i just wasted all my energy trying to express i needed something to eat and now i feel sick and i cant help myself
im just gonna text my mom whos at work to get me something but by the time she comes back i dont think it will be enough because im starving and i need something to eat quickly
im shaking wayy more than usual

[ander]

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[[deleted user 39490]]

You know what's fun? Being told you're going to hell by your Grandmother unless you repent your "sins". What sin, you ask? The fact that I'm biromantic. The idea of going to hell doesn't hurt me, as I'm not a religious person. What hurts me is that she believes that who I like is a choice, that I'm going to hell because I chose to. That's what hurts. She believes that it's a choice and that I can turn straight if I try hard enough, that I can "save" myself if I repent my "sin" and put my faith in Jesus.

Sorry for coming here to complain about something so stupid, I just had to get it off my chest. I don't need a reply, I just needed to clear my mind. At least my mother and father accept me for who I am. That's all that matters to me.

[Hemalily]

im so socially awkward i can't function
heck my own family thinks it's ridiculous
i always fall for people who are too cool for me
im just mess
my adhd is going nuts
idk if i can finish this year

edit: im looking back at my exes social media
he never posted a picture of us together
he posted more pictures of his friends
did it even happen?
how did love and happiness turn into hate and horror
he told me i was going to hell
i just dont understand
am i really that despicable of a person?

[SilentMelody]

You know what's fun? Being told you're going to hell by your Grandmother unless you repent your "sins". What sin, you ask? The fact that I'm biromantic. The idea of going to hell doesn't hurt me, as I'm not a religious person. What hurts me is that she believes that who I like is a choice, that I'm going to hell because I chose to. That's what hurts. She believes that it's a choice and that I can turn straight if I try hard enough, that I can "save" myself if I repent my "sin" and put my faith in Jesus.

Sorry for coming here to complain about something so stupid, I just had to get it off my chest. I don't need a reply, I just needed to clear my mind. At least my mother and father accept me for who I am. That's all that matters to me.

I totally understand...as a lesbian in a Christian family, I am viewed as "sinful" and "diabolic" simply because I feel love only towards females.

They don't see the similarity of a heterosexual couple and a homosexual couple. They both love each other the same way.

[dakotapaws]

so i tried to be nice
and give the dog a bath
since shes been scratching a lot
but no.
as soon as im done
i start getting yelled at
for not doing it right.
????? i know how to bathe
a dog.
but fine.
please, yell at me.
make me feel more like crap
than i already do.
guess it doesnt matter
anymore, huh?

ive a million other things
that are breaking me,
but god forbid i try
to be nice around here.

whatever. im done.
im officially giving up.
but- because i want to talk to her
at least once more.
i give it one more day.
then im done.

im not worth much anymore,
i get that.
but please...why cant
i have a break...?

im already broken, okay.
i cant take more of this.
it hurts, and i dont
have ANYONE
to talk to.

well. not anyone that cares.
or even understands.
so why bother.
im sorry im such a bother.


and my beloved...?
im sorry i cant help but talk to you
when you havent been able to be
online for two weeks.
i know its annoying...
i know im a lost cause..
but...i care about you

even if you gave up on me,
and im scared you did.

[SilentMelody]

im so socially awkward i can't function
heck my own family thinks it's ridiculous
i always fall for people who are too cool for me
im just mess
my adhd is going nuts
idk if i can finish this year

edit: im looking back at my exes social media
he never posted a picture of us together
he posted more pictures of his friends
did it even happen?
how did love and happiness turn into hate and horror
he told me i was going to hell
i just dont understand
am i really that despicable of a person?

honey, I totally understand it all. my family thinks it's odd that I have panic attacks every time I step out of the house because I'm so afraid of people.

And about your ex, it's understandable as well. My ex never did that either. And after a while, they didn't love me anymore, and they fell in love with someone else. It happens.

But I promise you, no matter what you think or what other people say, you're not despicable in any way.

[Jodjo]

so i tried to be nice
and give the dog a bath
since shes been scratching a lot
but no.
as soon as im done
i start getting yelled at
for not doing it right.
????? i know how to bathe
a dog.
but fine.
please, yell at me.
make me feel more like crap
than i already do.
guess it doesnt matter
anymore, huh?

ive a million other things
that are breaking me,
but god forbid i try
to be nice around here.

whatever. im done.
im officially giving up.
but- because i want to talk to her
at least once more.
i give it one more day.
then im done.

im not worth much anymore,
i get that.
but please...why cant
i have a break...?

im already broken, okay.
i cant take more of this.
it hurts, and i dont
have ANYONE
to talk to.

well. not anyone that cares.
or even understands.
so why bother.
im sorry im such a bother.


and my beloved...?
im sorry i cant help but talk to you
when you havent been able to be
online for two weeks.
i know its annoying...
i know im a lost cause..
but...i care about you

even if you gave up on me,
and im scared you did.

Your worth the world and more. Dont let anyone else tell you your worth less. They arent worth it.
And you can talk to me, i care. I like to care about people. It makes me feel good. And your not a bother!
People will call you annoying and think you are a bother but the people who care wont. I promise.

[nocтιѕ;]

sorry i just cant bare typing this in any color right now..

so recently there been a lot going on here for me, and i'm kinda about to call it quits. I mean, i lost my closest friend because i told him he needs to quit partying and start worrying about school. but no, he just tells me go and die. yeah thanks that really helps, Lucas.

plus it doesn't help that my family is getting split yet again for the fifth time. but i see why. i mean he was frickin stalking my mother everywhere she goes. so i don't blame her. not to mention, he stares at her when she sleeps. sorry butt hats creepy. i freaked out so much that i didn't leave my mum side. good thing i didn't because he came back up the stairs, with a frickin
jebvhe\
i'm tired of this. i'm tired of my family splitting, i'm tired of being bullied at school because i have a pretty messed up face. i'm sorry for being abused. im sorry that i was exposed at a young age to things that a kid should never learn until middle school at least.
i was exposed to the wonderful thing called reproduction, but the thing is, it was different. i was the one who got stuck with that part instead of a female.

to be honest, if you asked me if i'm ready to give up, my answer would be "i been done." "I been waiting to lose everything so i can leave." and to be honest, only two people are keeping me here. that's my only friends, and my mother. i care about her to much to even leave. i don't want her alone anymore, but every day i bring her even more problems because i'm such a trouble teen. i'm sorry for who i am, okay?

the thing is, i come home every day and hear them yelling, cursing and all, telling to each other that they would gladly kill one another. and the sad thing is, he did it. he tried to kill her last night. and i was so scared, that even if someone got to close me, i would jsut bust down crying. so i called the police and all and hes in jail. i'm thankful but i'm really worried about my mother.
i mean, shes my only family member. i cant lose her. i just cant. I have gone through enough pain. i don't need her dying be the reason why i fricin did it. that i just call it quits and walked away from my only given life.

removed this, sorry against cs rules.
i jsut need someone anymore, but i cant turn to any of my friends because im their feelings bin. they dump their feelings on me, and ill gladly sort them out for them, but yet, im unsure if i can sort mine out. they are everywhere.

im really sorry but, i give up, okay?
im done.
im done with this world
and im done with myself.

i cant help anyone anymore, and no one can help me. im sorry.
im sorry that i was such a bother.
im sorry for everything. im sorry that i was not a spoiled brat.
im sorry that i have depression.
im sorry that i had six dads.
removed, cs rules
im sorry for not talking to anymore.
im sorry for not telling one that i need help.
im sorry for not finishing what i started.
iim sorry.