TheComfortCorner | v.6

[נוריאל]

MY FRIEND JUST MAILED ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT
AND I LOOKED AT THE ADDRESS I SENT HER
AND I REALIZED I GAVE HER THE WRONG STREET
oh my god ;_;

oh my gosh, i am so sorry to hear this! i can only imagine how you feel, and
i'm literally feeling your pain right now. hopefully the person it gets mailed
to will be a decent enough person to send it back.

but please if you are, don't put yourself down for it! everyone makes mistak
es, it's just a part of life and it doesn't make you any less of a human being.

i really wish you the best, and i hope that everything gets resolved and turns
out right! ;w; <3

I really hope so. I'm so mad at myself right now. ;v;

[- Alice -]

I know its a really selfish thing to talk about..but i'm worried about my relationship.. My bf and i are happy together. But occasionally he has bursts of saying he isn't right for me..but i love him..he doesn't get that and i'd scare him if i even mentioned the L word.. He was meant to come to mine today for a couple of drinks to celebrate a local carnival of sorts.. But he didn't tell his mother so she said no.. Which is fine i understand. But i gave him a week to tell her. He cancelled 20 mins before he was gonna get here. Ok so i'm upset about it and tell him that.. And he has one of this outbursts. Honestly i had the hardest day of my life and i couldn't deal with it.. I put it too him bluntly that i was fine and that he needs to stop acting like its the end of the world.. He ignored me so i started panicing.. Ended up hyperventilating.. And eventually calmed down. Fb messaged him and he replied...i said that i am happy with him and that if he wasn't he should end the relationship.. But i didn't want that. He responded with 'lets talk tomorrow. Good bye, see you in the morning' no kisses or anything so i am really scared the man of my dreams and hopefully be in a LONG term relationship is going to dump me...

Edit: not only that but this is how my last relationship ended... My ex said that he would talk the next day and then dumped me... So i am freaking out a lot cause it just feels like the same if gonna happen

I'm sorry that i have written this... It must seem reallg selfish so i am sorry...

[✦ nemuri]

it happened again. he kept yelling at me, and I sort of broke down again.

why cant he accept that I'm not freaking perfect?? I'm sorry if I don't understand dhow to do it, it's my first time. I know my hand position is wrong smd whenever I hit the birdie in an under stroke it will almost automatically go in the wrong position. The fact that you keep screaming at me won't help me improve. I take a while to fully wake up, and you woke me up minutes before my badminton practice.

this feeling of not being good enough... I hate it. I hate it so much. I want to stop feeling it, but I honestly can't. I can only see the world in terms of "black" and "white" now...

it seems to me like I'm never going to be good enough for the rest of the world.

[dakotapaws]

i can feel my chest
getting tighter
its so hard anymore
to stay in one piece
when i keep getting hurt

please come back
i cant do this alone
i need you so much
please please please

please dont forget about me
i love you
its been two weeks since i spoke
to you..
its killing me
i need you to hug me and to tell
me its okay. that we're okay
please

[button.]

I was going back through my old roleplays and i came across a relationship one. and the weird thing is that even though it was a year before the start of my 2 year relationship, it ended the exact same way. he started getting cold and distant, talking to other girls to make himself feel better. and when i found out i said cruel and harsh things, causing an intense break up that left both of us scarred. the funny thing is that the characters in the roleplay met back up and apologized and ended up falling in love again and being together happily. my girl said almost word for word the things id said in my head. its been half a year and im still waiting for that moment when the love of my life comes back and we can settle things.

[Roadhog]

I'm all salty because I didn't win a furtopian (it's an adopt.) hahahah I keep trying but I am just upset rn. lol

also my birthday is coming up soon but I don't care that much... It also sucks because it's the first day of the school year, AND it's on a monday. rip...

sorry just a small vent, needed to kinda talk about it.

[0000007]

there are so many things wrong.

[sparrow;]

*hugs everyone* You are not ignored. Just want you to know that <3

[vertigo]

I know its a really selfish thing to talk about..but i'm worried about my relationship.. My bf and i are happy together. But occasionally he has bursts of saying he isn't right for me..but i love him..he doesn't get that and i'd scare him if i even mentioned the L word.. He was meant to come to mine today for a couple of drinks to celebrate a local carnival of sorts.. But he didn't tell his mother so she said no.. Which is fine i understand. But i gave him a week to tell her. He cancelled 20 mins before he was gonna get here. Ok so i'm upset about it and tell him that.. And he has one of this outbursts. Honestly i had the hardest day of my life and i couldn't deal with it.. I put it too him bluntly that i was fine and that he needs to stop acting like its the end of the world.. He ignored me so i started panicing.. Ended up hyperventilating.. And eventually calmed down. Fb messaged him and he replied...i said that i am happy with him and that if he wasn't he should end the relationship.. But i didn't want that. He responded with 'lets talk tomorrow. Good bye, see you in the morning' no kisses or anything so i am really scared the man of my dreams and hopefully be in a LONG term relationship is going to dump me...

Edit: not only that but this is how my last relationship ended... My ex said that he would talk the next day and then dumped me... So i am freaking out a lot cause it just feels like the same if gonna happen

I'm sorry that i have written this... It must seem reallg selfish so i am sorry...

you're not selfish at all, please don't say that. this is a safe place, which means that you're safe here, and pretty much anything you can say will not be thought wrong or put against you. don’t keep it all bottled in. i know you do that. it’s ok to let it out, so don’t forget to do it once in a while. i feel this so much oh my goodness you have no idea. the thing is (some) boys (sometimes) are sorta rude and the thing with them are that they first put in a boatload of effort to impress and get you and then now that they know they have you, they sort of pull back on that. i don’t think you should let him get away with that, obviously telling him and communicating with him would be the best bit even if you just go a day without texting him and show him you can live without him, it should send a strong enough signal to snap him back into reality and see you deserve the entire world. they need to know that you won’t stand for any of that stuff, and if they expect your relationship with them to continue, they need to learn to take responsibility when they mess up, apologize, vow to not do it again, and then follow through on that vow. communication, including an ability to make direct requests, listen and take in criticism, make amends, and be willing to improve and grow as a person, is a HUGE part of what being an adult means.

these outbursts from him are NOT okay, and it kind of brings up the topic of a toxic relationship. if you're feeling more hurt and upset in your relationship than happy, please, look up more information about being in a relation ship that's toxic.

my greatest wish is that you’ll be healthy and happy for a long time. i'll always be here for you if you need to talk, my pm's are always open.

I was going back through my old roleplays and i came across a relationship one. and the weird thing is that even though it was a year before the start of my 2 year relationship, it ended the exact same way. he started getting cold and distant, talking to other girls to make himself feel better. and when i found out i said cruel and harsh things, causing an intense break up that left both of us scarred. the funny thing is that the characters in the roleplay met back up and apologized and ended up falling in love again and being together happily. my girl said almost word for word the things id said in my head. its been half a year and im still waiting for that moment when the love of my life comes back and we can settle things.

you are worth so much, don’t let anyone make you think any less, please remember that. sometimes you need to stop yourself for a while and ask yourself, who are you? what do you like? what do you not like? what at this very moment can you do to improve your quality of life? sometimes you just need to do this. clear your mind - please try to take your mind off of this boy for a little while. i know it'll be hard, but i promise you that it will help.

it happened again. he kept yelling at me, and I sort of broke down again.

why cant he accept that I'm not freaking perfect?? I'm sorry if I don't understand dhow to do it, it's my first time. I know my hand position is wrong smd whenever I hit the birdie in an under stroke it will almost automatically go in the wrong position. The fact that you keep screaming at me won't help me improve. I take a while to fully wake up, and you woke me up minutes before my badminton practice.

this feeling of not being good enough... I hate it. I hate it so much. I want to stop feeling it, but I honestly can't. I can only see the world in terms of "black" and "white" now...

it seems to me like I'm never going to be good enough for the rest of the world.

aw darling, i promise you that being alive is worth the shot. it might not seem like it now, but one day when that big ol' sun rises in the sky, you'll be glad it did. please look forward for the day when you no longer feel like dying, for the day that you can say "i made it.". and although you may have no idea how you're going to get there, you must believe that someday you will, and i know you will. please keep hope alive, hang on until that day comes. because it will all be worth it some day, i promise.

YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH. don't let anyone else stop you from thinking this! there is no such thing as not being good enough. your worth is not a resemblance of those who have doubted you. sometimes you just have to stand up, dust yourself off, and keep going. sometimes all you have is one foot in front of the other.

i can feel my chest
getting tighter
its so hard anymore
to stay in one piece
when i keep getting hurt

please come back
i cant do this alone
i need you so much
please please please

please dont forget about me
i love you
its been two weeks since i spoke
to you..
its killing me
i need you to hug me and to tell
me its okay. that we're okay
please

even if things aren’t okay now, they will be. nothing last forever. someday you’ll be in a better place, with people who love you, and you will look back on all this and think “i’m glad i never gave up.” i know everything is hectic now, but one day this will all be a memory. you will get through this. be gentle with yourself. you’re doing the best you can. i know this distance must be extremely painful for you, but just know that you’re not falling apart. you’re just simply falling into something different, with a whole new capacity to be beautiful. you’re going to be alright.

I'm all salty because I didn't win a furtopian (it's an adopt.) hahahah I keep trying but I am just upset rn. lol

also my birthday is coming up soon but I don't care that much... It also sucks because it's the first day of the school year, AND it's on a monday. rip...

sorry just a small vent, needed to kinda talk about it.

i know the feel. i've put so much effort into certain give aways, and ended up losing. but you know what? we can't always get what we want all the time in life. and it's normal, and it's okay. that person who won it? maybe they previously lost something and they were feeling just as upset as you are right now. but now? they feel great, they're happy. they've finally achieved something. one day, this will be you. don't give up. you can do this.

life is really unfair and cruel, but we have to learn to deal with it.

there are so many things wrong. i keep rewriting it, but i cant.
i cant even begin. im building it all up inside, its killing me
its KILLING me

being a semi-literate/advanced writer myself, i know exactly where you're coming from. being a writer can be extremely difficult, and there will be times where you have all the motivation, but you just don't have everything figured out. and that's okay. but please, don't pressure yourself. because doing this will not help you, and it will most likely only make it worse. however, do keep trying - keep trying to write, even if it's just for 5 minutes at a time. when you can't think of anything - take a break! breaks are okay, and they're really worth it. eventually, something will come to you.

[yinsum]

i feel worthless.

i know i'm not perfect. far from it.

i know i'm not worth anything.

but why do i feel like crying when you tell me so?