TheComfortCorner | v.6

[Lucifer]

i have a lot of acne and its gross does anyone know of a good facewash bc its really bummin me out (i have oily skin)

[Coyote Ugly]

ive just been stressed out lately ; exhausted.. i cant even be a good enough person to finish up the last couple arts tha i have to do for people.. i can.. and i want to i just feel exahsted so bad i just cant even make my own trade i wait for other people. i cant even edit a trade im so exhausted. the past week ive been bouncing back and fourth between tests ect for my heart at the hospital and doctor for my heart. i have almost like mini heart attacks and it hurts my chest and it just drains out my energy. they have been happening ever since i can remeber, but its never been a problem up until now because they are more frequent then usual and harder and more energy-draining. when it happens it feels like my chest is disinigrating and that all my energy an mind enery just flows out of me.... its so weird.. i know i need to get my commisions done, honestly the commisions are stressing me out even more because i know i need to do them but i physically and emotionally cant. its no-ones fault for ordering the commisions .. i am just in a bad spot and i dont like making people wait but i PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY CANT EVEN FIND MYSELF TO PLUG IN MY TABLET

[nocтιѕ;]

look. i'm sorry that i haven't be active. I'm sorry that i haven't here to give you hugs, or even talk to you. But i been though some pain. I just lost my only dog, who i can say is my life, my world. I feel like someone has ripped my heart out and stomped on it, okay? can you just back off? can you just listen to me, as i explain why i been so depressed? please.

and i'm sorry that i haven't finished your signatures, or forums or avatars or anything! i been busy k? i moved to my aunts house so i could possible have a good night sleep, but its not working. my night terrors are getting worse ever day, and i'm not really ready to go to the loony bin. not now. not ever.

i'm tired you calling me names, saying that my face is ugly and all. i'm sorry that i gotten abused for nearly four years of my life. i'm sorry that i haven't been able to talk to anyone, that i been hiding in my hole. i'm sorry for any of this. i just want the pain to go away. but you know what, you pestering me is not helping me, so go way.

so what. you saw me on today. you saw me roleplaying. good for you. maybe thats my way to relief stress. but no. you never stop and think "he maybe busy. he maybe taking a break." no you just have to pm me saying that you are furious. well listen here buddy. i'm done. i'm done with you. i'm done with everyone.

everyone thinks i'm perfect because i have a dad who works as a lawyer, and mums a nurse. well i'm not. i'm a pretty messed up teen. i'm not perfect, i'm way too far to be called perfect. truthfully, i don't think anyone perfect. so why do you think everyone gotta be so frickin perfect? huh? i'm sorry that i was not born normal, or anything else. i'm sorry that i do nothing but sit at home, and cry about most of the time because of everything i'm going through. well you now hat, i could care less if you dropped from the face of this earth. from the way you have treated me and everyone else at school, i am sure anyone could care less what happens.

Lucas, im tired of having to come and pick you up from the police station. one more time, and iswear to god, i will have to murder you. not litterly, but i will do it. im tired of having be called 3 to 4 am in the mornign to hear you say "hey uh Jay, pick e up please?" well im getting sick of it. stop partying. worry about your family and grades. your in high school, almost college and your gonna be like this? i think not

dad, im done with you. you have done nothing but abuse me for four years. well im done. im in my Junior year. let me do what i like okay? and no i dont need to get on one foot for you, and beg you for anything. im almost an adult, and im tired of you thinking your the ebst. youabused mum too much and im tired of it. but im tired of seeing mum go through so many divorces, okay? this is her fifth one. just stop, and change ti all. change it all please. im not ready fr this anymore.

i give up. this world has done and killed me.
im sorry if anyone read this. please just ingore it and walka way from it, pretend its all sunshine and flowers.

[vertigo]

yes i am a picky person im so sorry i cant help it. i dont LIKE WHEN PEOPLE LOOK AT ME. so oops my bad. you talked about HOME COOKED MEALS but when I ask for you to cook, you don't feel like it. I ALREADY GOT MY HAIR DYED AND PULLED AT THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO SHAVE MY HAIR THEN. I DONT WANT TO GO BAD AND GET IT SHAVED AGAIN. and here you are yelling at me making me feel like the worst person in the entire world because everything revolves around me. im so sorry i cant be the perfect daughter or be like my brother. im so frickin sorry.

aw sweetie, i am so sorry that you're going through all of this right now. you really don't deserve it,
so please don't feel like you do. there's nothing wrong with you not liking certain things, because y
ou're your own person, and you're free to be yourself. things are gonna work out okay, just give it t
ime, and keep trying, because i know that you are. and we are all proud of you for it! keep your ch
in up - as difficult as it might be - and everything will be okay with given time.

i promise.

-why does the salt blog even exist
-why do people complain so much
-why are people so greedy?
-why can't anyone answer my questions without getting furious
-why can't i communicate my ideas with those i trust and love most.

it's frustrating, i know it is. i just want you to know that i understand everything COMPLETELY that yo
u are going through. and it's tough, really freaking tough. unfortunately, we're always going to have t
o experience things we don't like, and there's always going to be people out their who don't appreciat
e what they have, and are greedy/etc. we just have to try our best to get past these things, and i kno
w that one day, or maybe sooner, you will.

you can always talk to me about whatever you like. vent, let out your feelings - i don't judge, and i n
ever will. my inbox is a safe place.

i have a lot of acne and its gross does anyone know of a good facewash bc its really bummin me out (i have oily skin)

i deal with the same exact thing, and it's honestly such a big insecurity of mine. for facewashes, i woul
d try to go with something as natural as possible. because even with all these facewashes out there that
seem great and amazing, most of them are packed full with chemicals that can actually be harmful to y
our skin and worsen it. however, here are some tips that i hope can help you!

drink water. drink lots and lots of water, wash your pillow/pillowcase/whatever you're face is on when y
ou sleep frequently! oils from your skin and dirt get on these things and worsen acne! reduce stress! try n
ot to eat right before bed. wash your face before bed even if you didn't wear makeup - i cannot stress th
is one enough - you need to clean the dirt out of your face, get a face wash ( i recommend pretty much
any facewash/scrub from lush ) and a moist towel and scrub away, gently though thoroughly. do not tou
ch your acne. for one, your hands get dirty throughout the day and you touching your face up will get dir
t right into your pores and make it worse. touching your acne a lot will irritate it and make it red and pa
inful. and i know it's annoying and very hard not to, but if you pop it, you risk scarring. just let it heal. h
ave you ever tried toothpaste? it dries up pimples so it shrinks and goes away fast. ( though don't use too
much! ) try to eat more fruits/vegetables/fibers and stay away from diary products or even limit your use
s of them! here is also a site that is a HUGE help, i promise.

ive just been stressed out lately ; exhausted.. i cant even be a good enough person to finish up the last couple arts tha i have to do for people.. i can.. and i want to i just feel exahsted so bad i just cant even make my own trade i wait for other people. i cant even edit a trade im so exhausted. the past week ive been bouncing back and fourth between tests ect for my heart at the hospital and doctor for my heart. i have almost like mini heart attacks and it hurts my chest and it just drains out my energy. they have been happening ever since i can remeber, but its never been a problem up until now because they are more frequent then usual and harder and more energy-draining. when it happens it feels like my chest is disinigrating and that all my energy an mind enery just flows out of me.... its so weird.. i know i need to get my commisions done, honestly the commisions are stressing me out even more because i know i need to do them but i physically and emotionally cant. its no-ones fault for ordering the commisions .. i am just in a bad spot and i dont like making people wait but i PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY CANT EVEN FIND MYSELF TO PLUG IN MY TABLET :(

what you need is a break, and a long period of just pure relaxation. and that's exactly what i want you
to do, because it's completely okay to take a break, and it does not make you any less of a human bein
g. go, let yourself rest. the weight of the world does not live on your shoulders. treat yo self, take a ba
th, wash your face, do your makeup, moisturize!! do what makes you feel physically good and less stre
ssed.

everything will be okay.

look. i'm sorry that i haven't be active. I'm sorry that i haven't here to give you hugs, or even talk to you. But i been though some pain. I just lost my only dog, who i can say is my life, my world. I feel like someone has ripped my heart out and stomped on it, okay? can you just back off? can you just listen to me, as i explain why i been so depressed? please.

and i'm sorry that i haven't finished your signatures, or forums or avatars or anything! i been busy k? i moved to my aunts house so i could possible have a good night sleep, but its not working. my night terrors are getting worse ever day, and i'm not really ready to go to the loony bin. not now. not ever.

i'm tired you calling me names, saying that my face is ugly and all. i'm sorry that i gotten abused for nearly four years of my life. i'm sorry that i haven't been able to talk to anyone, that i been hiding in my hole. i'm sorry for any of this. i just want the pain to go away. but you know what, you pestering me is not helping me, so go way.

so what. you saw me on today. you saw me roleplaying. good for you. maybe thats my way to relief stress. but no. you never stop and think "he maybe busy. he maybe taking a break." no you just have to pm me saying that you are furious. well listen here buddy. i'm done. i'm done with you. i'm done with everyone.

everyone thinks i'm perfect because i have a dad who works as a lawyer, and mums a nurse. well i'm not. i'm a pretty messed up teen. i'm not perfect, i'm way too far to be called perfect. truthfully, i don't think anyone perfect. so why do you think everyone gotta be so frickin perfect? huh? i'm sorry that i was not born normal, or anything else. i'm sorry that i do nothing but sit at home, and cry about most of the time because of everything i'm going through. well you now hat, i could care less if you dropped from the face of this earth. from the way you have treated me and everyone else at school, i am sure anyone could care less what happens.

Lucas, im tired of having to come and pick you up from the police station. one more time, and iswear to god, i will have to murder you. not litterly, but i will do it. im tired of having be called 3 to 4 am in the mornign to hear you say "hey uh Jay, pick e up please?" well im getting sick of it. stop partying. worry about your family and grades. your in high school, almost college and your gonna be like this? i think not

dad, im done with you. you have done nothing but abuse me for four years. well im done. im in my Junior year. let me do what i like okay? and no i dont need to get on one foot for you, and beg you for anything. im almost an adult, and im tired of you thinking your the ebst. youabused mum too much and im tired of it. but im tired of seeing mum go through so many divorces, okay? this is her fifth one. just stop, and change ti all. change it all please. im not ready fr this anymore.

i give up. this world has done and killed me.
im sorry if anyone read this. please just ingore it and walka way from it, pretend its all sunshine and flowers.

remember, it’s okay that you’re not okay as long as you know that one day you will be. life can be scary and
crazy unpredictable but I believe in you and I know you can get through this. i know it’s scary and stressful r
ight now, but i promise you will be okay and I’ll be there every step to support you. i wish you the best, and i
really hope that things get better.

[hakuu]

my mom doesn't understand how anxious it makes me to have to go out and do something with anyone. be it my best friend or my boyfriend, im scared to invite them to anything fearing that my parents will act like idiots and embarrass me once again. they play it off and think that it's acceptable to act in a way that makes me more anxious, and I give up trying to reason with their stupid homophobic, racist, idiotic, judgemental selves.they don't understand the pain in my stomach from the infection, or the pain in my back when I try to draw, the only thing that keeps me going. not to mention they favor my little brother more than me, constantly call me names and berate me. its most of the time my stupid mother. she thinks that im being dramatic when I describe my pain. she thinks my anxiousness in social situations is me being backwards and stupid. she thinks my depression is nothing. i hate her and I want to get out of here, which is why I try to walk to the library every day and ride my bike and draw there. now, the one chance i get to go with my boyfriend, she becomes a hypocrite like usual and says that I'm annoying and dumb. she just wants me as her slave to help her do stupid things that she's already capable of doing. i hate her, i hate this life, i want OUT.

[~NinjaCatBlue~]

Hi. It's been a long week. I'm not sure how much more I can take before I take the easy way out of this. Could someone message me . I really need to just talk to someone who is removed from the situation. Thank you.

[vulpes vulpes]

I'm currently at a sleep over for a friends birthday, and everyone litterally left me ;o;
I don't know if there asleep because they are upstairs but they have been kinda leaving me out all night. They all made the volley ball team except me, but I didn't try out ha. They decided to play volleyball without even caring about my opinion, and even f it didn't matter if I was good I didn't want to play anyways. They just leave me out. The whole night I have been making jokes that no one even comprehends I guess... And I feel like everyone here thinks I'm a total idiot! But back to the leavening me out part, they decide to stop and 2 of 6 girls not including me asked if I wanted to join them or asked if I was ok. I didn't know some of the girls well, while everyone was having good conversations and laughing I was sitting in a chair just listening. Every now and then I would say something but get ignored. 2 girls which I know well decide to see what's wrong with me and they fought over who got to talk to me. I wanted to talk to the girl I don't talk to that often over someone who I consider a close friend. And of course they got jealous. She even asked which one I wanted to talk to. I have been being alone for most of the night now. I'm not even sure where to sleep because I have no blanket or pillow or even a place..?

On other news, I have some friends that can be very violent. Or one friend..
She always hits or kicks me when I'm "being annoying" to her. I would just be talking to one of my friends and she would hit me out of no where! I even yelled and told her to stop but no one even comprehend what I had said. I even asked one of my friends who I consider my best friend if she knew why I was upset and she didn't even know. She was right by me when I yelled too. She has been through a lot though, and her life's pretty complicated right now. I understand but I don't at the same time. But if she gets in a fight with my best friend she doesn't hit me or kick me and is a lot nicer and easier to talk to. It's like all my friends don't need each other.. In not even sure anymore.

[forestfolke]

I'm currently at a sleep over for a friends birthday, and everyone litterally left me ;o;
I don't know if there asleep because they are upstairs but they have been kinda leaving me out all night. They all made the volley ball team except me, but I didn't try out ha. They decided to play volleyball without even caring about my opinion, and even f it didn't matter if I was good I didn't want to play anyways. They just leave me out. The whole night I have been making jokes that no one even comprehends I guess... And I feel like everyone here thinks I'm a total idiot! But back to the leavening me out part, they decide to stop and 2 of 6 girls not including me asked if I wanted to join them or asked if I was ok. I didn't know some of the girls well, while everyone was having good conversations and laughing I was sitting in a chair just listening. Every now and then I would say something but get ignored. 2 girls which I know well decide to see what's wrong with me and they fought over who got to talk to me. I wanted to talk to the girl I don't talk to that often over someone who I consider a close friend. And of course they got jealous. She even asked which one I wanted to talk to. I have been being alone for most of the night now. I'm not even sure where to sleep because I have no blanket or pillow or even a place..?

On other news, I have some friends that can be very violent. Or one friend..
She always hits or kicks me when I'm "being annoying" to her. I would just be talking to one of my friends and she would hit me out of no where! I even yelled and told her to stop but no one even comprehend what I had said. I even asked one of my friends who I consider my best friend if she knew why I was upset and she didn't even know. She was right by me when I yelled too. She has been through a lot though, and her life's pretty complicated right now. I understand but I don't at the same time. But if she gets in a fight with my best friend she doesn't hit me or kick me and is a lot nicer and easier to talk to. It's like all my friends don't need each other.. In not even sure anymore.

Friends who constantly leave you out or hurt you might be toxic, just consider how much they really mean to you and if you're willing to be used and abused just to be friends with them
If you can, find your friend(s) if you can and try to talk to them, it might be hard if they're ignoring you but try to sit them down and just tell them that you're tired of being left out and that you're here and just as important, I'm sorry that they're not being very considerate of you, I promise you that you're worth it ^^ as for where to sleep, are the girl's parent(s) home? if they are and you can bother them, maybe bring it up to them, or find a couch or a chair that might be comfortable to sleep in

and for the friend who keeps kicking you/hitting you, just talk to her maybe when she's in a calm/happy mood and firmly but kindly ask her why she does that stuff to you, and tell her to stop it. If she doesn't stop, consider if she's even a friend worth keeping, or try to distance yourself from her a bit

If you need anyone to talk to I'm here, best of luck with your friend troubles ^^

[נוריאל]

MY FRIEND JUST MAILED ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT
AND I LOOKED AT THE ADDRESS I SENT HER
AND I REALIZED I GAVE HER THE WRONG STREET
oh my god ;_;

[vertigo]

MY FRIEND JUST MAILED ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT
AND I LOOKED AT THE ADDRESS I SENT HER
AND I REALIZED I GAVE HER THE WRONG STREET
oh my god ;_;

oh my gosh, i am so sorry to hear this! i can only imagine how you feel, and
i'm literally feeling your pain right now. hopefully the person it gets mailed
to will be a decent enough person to send it back.

but please if you are, don't put yourself down for it! everyone makes mistak
es, it's just a part of life and it doesn't make you any less of a human being.

i really wish you the best, and i hope that everything gets resolved and turns
out right! ;w; <3