i'm sorry for posting here two times in a row but i just feel so down...
i want to stop worrying, but i can't stop worrying.
i'm so unmotivated and don't want to do anything right now, but i have a lot of homework due tomorrow, and i don't know how i'm supposed to finish it with my mood right now.
why do i hate myself? why am i being so hard on myself? i could try seeing a therapist right now but i don't want my parents to worry about me more, especially since they see me as a smart, totally not mentally messed up teenager...
if you're reading this, thanks for your time, i appreciate it if you took the time to read my rambling. do have a nice day/night/whatever.















