TheComfortCorner | v.6

[Thalassic]

Why do problems love showing up when you cant afford to deal with them?

I've been feeling sick to my stomach every single night for like 2-3 weeks now. It wont stop and I can't afford seeing a doctor. Heck I can barely afford taking my cats to the vet. Ugh. I don't know what to do. I have no idea what this could be, or what to do..

[Yak]

I just found out that a guy that I was dating is still with his old gf and have been lying to us for all this time
I can't believe I trusted him, I should have known... in the beggining I just liked him, but I'd be okay if he didn't care about me... now I love him and I don't know what to do
I feel so heartbroken... But it's my fault, I always knew nobody would be really interested in me anyway :(

I just feel like laying on my bed and crying forever ._.

relationships are tough, you never know what to expect
so you always have to be prepared for the unexpected.

what he did was really uncool and you have every right
to be upset, but don't take this out on yourself.

i get why you might be feeling like "you're not worth it",
but i want you to know that you are. you're worth the world.
you might be trying to analyze where you went wrong or
what you could have done better to make him leave her
permanently, but whats done is done and he's not worth
your precious tears. you put your all into your relationship
and if he can't appreciate that, then it's his loss.

[wolfkingdom372]

I guess i never had any good friends in real life. I've been backstabbed quite a lot. I turned to internet friends but it didn't work so well.. My two friends one quit our two main games we talk on because of the drama one friend caused. SO basically that left me and my other friend. She hurt me so much telling me horrible things. Such as, "I HATE YOU WOLF YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOU dang WANNA MAKE ME DIE AND SCREAM" How she said she always wants to die hurts because i had sucidial friends. They're all okay and living and love life. But she still kinda hurts. We never fight anymore but my actual internet sister is NEVER on anymore. She still has school and stuff but i feel like im going insane. Such and such i get jealous VERY easily.. My friends know this but sometimes they forget and its horrible. My friend constantly finds other people in a public room. (If you play aj the pillow room) She finds people and its fine okay.. But she after meeting said person im just kinda sitting there while they have fun and laugh a ton.. Usually when i say im alone or im in the lonley corner usually she notices but doesn't do anything about it.. Now days my friends i feel have stronger relationships to my OTHER friends than me. Where do i stay when they're all hanging out..? My friend and sister have on their other game profiles and such that shes my life! Who am i someone's life? I cant take it anymore i try to be happy but i cant anymore. I never tell them anything which never helps. I know, but i put it on a google doc.. I used to cry everyday in school so all the last things are from the school year but, i constantly feel like a ghost or replacement. I'm sorry..

EDIT :cuddles rose: ;~;

[Lexi<3]

I had my really good friend go against me.
he asked me what happened to suicide? He told me methods on how to do it. Told me how everyone would do better off without me.
My family also tells me they would be better off without me.
I don't have any friends;
They always leave me
I feel so unloved and worthless
I just can't take it anymore.
I feel so hopeless
I'm done.

[klance]

rant 1
i'm never going to be what you want me to be.
i'm not that girl that you want me to be.
i don't want makeup.
i don't want long hair.
i don't want "girl clothes"
i'm a boy.
i'm not going through a phase.
i didn't choose this.
i know that it is hard but i need support.
i'm not a real boy.
i wasn't born a boy so i'm not.
you don't want me because i wasn't born that way.
i'm weird.
"don't go near them. you might get it too."
"why are you in here? this is the boys bathroom."
"why are you in here? this is the girls bathroom."
"why do you look like that? is it because your transgender?"
it wont stop.
i'm not normal.
i'm never going to be what you want me to be.

rant 2
i'm not good enough.
i ruin everything.
i'm not good at math.
i'm not good at writing.
i'm not good at sports.
i try but i don't get anywhere.
"idiot!" "fat." "ugly." annoying."
i bottle it all up until
pop
then you see even more of me.
you see me crying.
i'm stuck in a place for a week.
then i'm back home.
wait for it though.
it happens all over again.
i lose you.
i lose myself.
it's too hard to get out of bed.
"take care of yourself"
why? i wasn't good enough when i did.
nothing gets me out of this.
i can't find happiness.
you give me some medication.
it works for a little bit.
then it doesn't.
and then we are back in the darkness.
i'm not good enough.

[Thalassic]

I can't stop crying

[r.ddler]

I can't remember, my worst fear is becoming a reality, and fast.
I can't remember if I intentionally timed my joke so that my sister would choke on her food,
why would I? I know I do stupid stuff to rebel against you though. And logically it's stupid
because I could have tore my sisters throat in the second degree. You had literally just told
me to not make jokes are her or anyone while they were eating. You had already warned me.
I remember that, but I can't remember. I can't remember what I was thinking, or why
I did it. And I feel so terrible, a sob had literally just welled up in my throat when you realized
I truly didn't remember, the realization on your face, dad... it was hope shattering. I'm a freak
my memory is getting worse isn't it, I pride myself in my stupid cheesy jokes... and I can't
remember. HELP ME. Please, I'm losing myself, and it'll only be time before everything is gone.

I know it's irrational and I'm going hysterical but my greatest fear isn't being forgotten by
anyone else, it's being forgotten by me. I don't want to forget me, and everything integral to
me. I don't want to forget my daughter or son when I'm older like grandma did. I don't want
to insist I live in a neighboring town I've never set foot in. I don't want to lose all of my friends
to something so simple and... and natural. I'm scared and I can't explain it or talk about
it because I don't want to upset my parents any more than I have. My sister sees it, she's worried
now. What is wrong with me.

[beautea]

I believe I may have lost my best friend over the stupidest thing honestly
I literally told her I was trying to avoid all this relationship drama and she misunderstood me completely
She's cheating on her boyfriend with a very close friend of mine and he's okay with it?? Like wth?? They're both going along with it and acting like it's okay?
And she gets mad at ME for saying it's not okay? My parents are DIVORCED because of cheating, so yeah I'm not going to be alright with it. Of course I'm going to say something when you make out with him in your bathing suit in the pool while there are so many of our friends watching and disgusted by this. And we're so young? Like we're still in high school and you're already beginning to cheat on your first boyfriend with my other friend?
Go ahead and ruin your own damn life then but don't expect me to give you my shoulder to cry on when everything turns into a wreck even when I warned you and you did it anyway. Find another friend to deal with you because you're toxic and I honestly don't even care if I lose you as a best friend. This is ridiculous and I hate dealing with all this absolutely STUPID drama when it's not my problem, especially when you get mad at me for trying to save you from getting yourself in a mess you can't get out of.

I'm sorry but I had to get this out I'm honestly so frustrated and I know it's a stupid thing but it makes me want to scream

[jinsoul]

can anyone please tell me how to study hard and better? Anything that is not chewing gum ;-;
i almost failed history class last year, my GPA was 2.0/4.0 now I CAN'T fail again

[aquamiao]

I failed math this last year and I want to succeed next year so I can go to camp