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So I went to court yesterday and now it's official. I'm going to Germany with my father.

I'm so happy, but scared at the same time... and now my mother is angry with me. She refuses to say it, but her passive aggressive messages are clear enough. "I'm sorry that I forced you here and that you hated it." Even though I said to the Judge that I enjoyed my current location, but believe that Germany would be a great experience. "I mean, we'll need to go through your stuff once you get home. You won't have your room anymore at home because you won't need it. You know, since you'll be living in Germany." Which she's clearly doing out of spite considering that even when I lived with my dad before, I had a room in her house and vice versa. And my favorite, "Oh, I'm sorry. I keep saying home. I forget that it's not your home anymore. I mean our [she and my brothers] house." That one hurt me the most. It hurts so bad. It's not just saying that I'm no longer living with her, but that I no longer belong there. That it's only another house for me, not a home. It wasn't like I dropped it on her out of nowhere. I told her it was what I wanted and that it was what I was going to do. She knew that we were going to court and she knew that I was going to make my case to go to Germany. I didn't even say anything negative when making my case. All I said was that it would be a great opportunity.

I go back to her tomorrow (I lived with her until yesterday, so I had visitation with my father and so I've been with him for the past few weeks) and I'm scared. She's not one to be openly angry, but she's insanely passive aggressive and will definitely make snide remarks towards me. My dad, stepmother, and sister left a few minutes ago to go to the airport so that they could go ahead to Germany and I can't stop crying. I"m with my grandparents at the moment, but I feel so alone. My father, who was with me through all of this and was supportive, is on his way to Germany (I'll be going there at the end of the Summer) and my mother is a few hours away and angry with me.

I just feel so upset and scared and stressed and I don't know what to do. I know that it'll all pass over soon. I only have two years before I'm off to college and then I'll start my own life. But that's later on. Right now I'm stuck in this hell. My father being across the world and my mother being angry with me.

At least all the stress from before is gone. Now I just have to deal with this.

I just need a hug.

[My Immortal]

So I went to court yesterday and now it's official. I'm going to Germany with my father.

I'm so happy, but scared at the same time... and now my mother is angry with me. She refuses to say it, but her passive aggressive messages are clear enough. "I'm sorry that I forced you here and that you hated it." Even though I said to the Judge that I enjoyed my current location, but believe that Germany would be a great experience. "I mean, we'll need to go through your stuff once you get home. You won't have your room anymore at home because you won't need it. You know, since you'll be living in Germany." Which she's clearly doing out of spite considering that even when I lived with my dad before, I had a room in her house and vice versa. And my favorite, "Oh, I'm sorry. I keep saying home. I forget that it's not your home anymore. I mean our [she and my brothers] house." That one hurt me the most. It hurts so bad. It's not just saying that I'm no longer living with her, but that I no longer belong there. That it's only another house for me, not a home. It wasn't like I dropped it on her out of nowhere. I told her it was what I wanted and that it was what I was going to do. She knew that we were going to court and she knew that I was going to make my case to go to Germany. I didn't even say anything negative when making my case. All I said was that it would be a great opportunity.

I go back to her tomorrow (I lived with her until yesterday, so I had visitation with my father and so I've been with him for the past few weeks) and I'm scared. She's not one to be openly angry, but she's insanely passive aggressive and will definitely make snide remarks towards me. My dad, stepmother, and sister left a few minutes ago to go to the airport so that they could go ahead to Germany and I can't stop crying. I"m with my grandparents at the moment, but I feel so alone. My father, who was with me through all of this and was supportive, is on his way to Germany (I'll be going there at the end of the Summer) and my mother is a few hours away and angry with me.

I just feel so upset and scared and stressed and I don't know what to do. I know that it'll all pass over soon. I only have two years before I'm off to college and then I'll start my own life. But that's later on. Right now I'm stuck in this hell. My father being across the world and my mother being angry with me.

At least all the stress from before is gone. Now I just have to deal with this.

I just need a hug.

*hugs* I'm so sorry, this sounds so sad.
I am glad you will be living with your dad, he sounds more... Accepting... Than your mom. I really hope things work out.
I don't know the situation really,but I am sorry it's happening to you.

[.rin okumura.]

So I went to court yesterday and now it's official. I'm going to Germany with my father.

I'm so happy, but scared at the same time... and now my mother is angry with me. She refuses to say it, but her passive aggressive messages are clear enough. "I'm sorry that I forced you here and that you hated it." Even though I said to the Judge that I enjoyed my current location, but believe that Germany would be a great experience. "I mean, we'll need to go through your stuff once you get home. You won't have your room anymore at home because you won't need it. You know, since you'll be living in Germany." Which she's clearly doing out of spite considering that even when I lived with my dad before, I had a room in her house and vice versa. And my favorite, "Oh, I'm sorry. I keep saying home. I forget that it's not your home anymore. I mean our [she and my brothers] house." That one hurt me the most. It hurts so bad. It's not just saying that I'm no longer living with her, but that I no longer belong there. That it's only another house for me, not a home. It wasn't like I dropped it on her out of nowhere. I told her it was what I wanted and that it was what I was going to do. She knew that we were going to court and she knew that I was going to make my case to go to Germany. I didn't even say anything negative when making my case. All I said was that it would be a great opportunity.

I go back to her tomorrow (I lived with her until yesterday, so I had visitation with my father and so I've been with him for the past few weeks) and I'm scared. She's not one to be openly angry, but she's insanely passive aggressive and will definitely make snide remarks towards me. My dad, stepmother, and sister left a few minutes ago to go to the airport so that they could go ahead to Germany and I can't stop crying. I"m with my grandparents at the moment, but I feel so alone. My father, who was with me through all of this and was supportive, is on his way to Germany (I'll be going there at the end of the Summer) and my mother is a few hours away and angry with me.

I just feel so upset and scared and stressed and I don't know what to do. I know that it'll all pass over soon. I only have two years before I'm off to college and then I'll start my own life. But that's later on. Right now I'm stuck in this hell. My father being across the world and my mother being angry with me.

At least all the stress from before is gone. Now I just have to deal with this.

I just need a hug.

Aww sweetheart :c *Infinitely Hugs*

I know it seems like everything is falling to pieces but just hang in there. She may be angry now but if you just pull through this she might not be angry very long. Perhaps you could call your father and talk to him, he could help you not feel so scared. He may be across the world but that doesn't mean he's not there for you.

I hope this all works out and you don't feel so scared and stressed

Many hugs ~ Musicals

[Dinolil1]

So I went to court yesterday and now it's official. I'm going to Germany with my father.

I'm so happy, but scared at the same time... and now my mother is angry with me. She refuses to say it, but her passive aggressive messages are clear enough. "I'm sorry that I forced you here and that you hated it." Even though I said to the Judge that I enjoyed my current location, but believe that Germany would be a great experience. "I mean, we'll need to go through your stuff once you get home. You won't have your room anymore at home because you won't need it. You know, since you'll be living in Germany." Which she's clearly doing out of spite considering that even when I lived with my dad before, I had a room in her house and vice versa. And my favorite, "Oh, I'm sorry. I keep saying home. I forget that it's not your home anymore. I mean our [she and my brothers] house." That one hurt me the most. It hurts so bad. It's not just saying that I'm no longer living with her, but that I no longer belong there. That it's only another house for me, not a home. It wasn't like I dropped it on her out of nowhere. I told her it was what I wanted and that it was what I was going to do. She knew that we were going to court and she knew that I was going to make my case to go to Germany. I didn't even say anything negative when making my case. All I said was that it would be a great opportunity.

I go back to her tomorrow (I lived with her until yesterday, so I had visitation with my father and so I've been with him for the past few weeks) and I'm scared. She's not one to be openly angry, but she's insanely passive aggressive and will definitely make snide remarks towards me. My dad, stepmother, and sister left a few minutes ago to go to the airport so that they could go ahead to Germany and I can't stop crying. I"m with my grandparents at the moment, but I feel so alone. My father, who was with me through all of this and was supportive, is on his way to Germany (I'll be going there at the end of the Summer) and my mother is a few hours away and angry with me.

I just feel so upset and scared and stressed and I don't know what to do. I know that it'll all pass over soon. I only have two years before I'm off to college and then I'll start my own life. But that's later on. Right now I'm stuck in this hell. My father being across the world and my mother being angry with me.

At least all the stress from before is gone. Now I just have to deal with this.

I just need a hug.

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I can't say much, but I really do hope it turns out to be alright. Your mum will miss you, so she's lashing out. Maybe trying to talk to her, saying that you do love her, and that her passive-aggressiveness is hurting you. It may be scary, but it may ease it all out. It might not work automatically, so maybe talk to a friend, or even your grandparents, and they can sort it out.

[Dinolil1]

It's beginning to hit... No more pretending it didn't happen.
My neighbor passed away.
I feel so bad.
I was not there for her enough.
She was helpful all the ambulance rides I had.
She gave me a beanie baby, and was always so sweet.
I just...
How could she die?

Death. Such a bitter thing.

Its sad you weren't there, but You knew her at least.

Which is in a way a good thing.
Maybe you can hold a tiny memorial for her, in your own way.

[alleyway]

finally i let my friend come over. and we are going to go swimming and to the lake eventually. i am so proud of myself because i finally let my friend come over after i kept pushing away.

[Dinolil1]

@Feliks.


I know you said nothing would change.


But friends come and go. Maybe something happened to him while he disappeared?
Why not ask? Its okay to ask, if you really want to know, but if he continues being mean, then I am afraid there is no other option but to move on. Be stronger.

[ĸιndle]

I'm sorry for this but I am feeling very uncomfortable.
I get that a lot of people are putting stuff that is seriously not even close to happy but I'm scared.
I'm going to church camp Monday.
Problem?
Dramatic girls who care about nothing but themselves and who they can make feel like crap. Counselors who were "dramatically saved by Jesus as they were going through a hard time". It's all the same. And why am I so upset about this? I'm an atheist and I've told my mom that, yet I keep getting dragged into this same damn camp. I feel like a fish out of water. I don't want to leave. I have to get up at 6 in the morning there and I don't fall asleep till about 1am every night. Example: Right now.
I don't know why I do this. It upsets me because I miss spending time with my family and I'm always stressing out about my dad's place which right now is in a hell-like state because my "step mom" can't get her damn act together and treats my dad like he's just a little kid and argues with him every day and night and makes him sound like an ass. They both act like little kids and I feel like its always up to me to keep them in line without cussing them out in the process. I've tried so hard not to just flip her the bird and say something I'll regret with half of my face with a tiny red handprint. That wont fix anything. I just feel so emotionally unstable right now and I don't trust anyone. I'd go to a guidance counselor but I feel like all they're going to do is tell my parents and I can't have that inner family drama because I don't want them to know the other sides of the story.
Those sides repeatedly cave in on me and i can't escape. Who do i run to? There's only a few people left in this world that i can trust.
My dad. He makes me feel free to sit shotgun or listen to something i probably shouldn't listen to. Even though he isn't the best financially i feel like he needs to let me know he's struggling. What the hell am I supposed to do about it?
My mom. She lets me have free time and takes me where i need to go. They both do. She loves me so much. They both do. She's my wingmom.
My music teacher. I've been learning from him for about 3 years and i already feel like i can tell him anything. Well, not anything...
My crush. I feel a bond with him that I've never felt before. I mean, yeah I'm young, but maybe its the sensation you get when you know that you're not alone. Not that he feels like this. He has a damn good life and if he doesn't see that I'm going to scream.
Why am i wasting valuable time i could be sleeping? I'm a weird-ass kid. I don't feel safe. I'm not suicidal because i don't know where I'm going from here.. I'm not sad because i know that I'm not alone. I'm not happy because my dad might not have a house if he breaks up with my almost step mom. I don't feel alone because your damn eyes are reading my story. My ass is going to sleep. I wish my vocabulary wasn't so limited on here. I'd spill everything that I've wanted to do, wanted to say, wanted to make sure it happened right now. I wish i could just privately have a place to get my feelings out.

[danibo]

okay, i feel like i post here too much oops.
so i want to open an art shop, right? well, my dad doesn't tell me how good my art actually is.
i can't. i don't know how good it is.
i'd like someone to care.
i don't want to be lied to anymore,
i can see right through you.
please, just be honest?
please.
that's
all
i
ask
of
you.
that's the only thing. if you want to you can pm me to see some art i made yesterday to try to cheer myself up. it didn't work because i can tell my dad didn't think it was good. fantastic.

[guy fieri]

i don't understand why i ruin everything.
i'm just so stupid and i wish i'd keep my mouth shut.
i've got nobody to talk to and my friend keeps telling me what a perfect life i have and i just feel so isolated and alone.