TheComfortCorner | v.6

[critter]

My best friend is gone, she moved away without a goodbye, she never answers my texts or calls. I have no motive to do anything. I feel...empty? I have felt this kind of thing before, but it feels like its getting worse. I really need a hug. :< Also, I'm moving, that just- I can't even put it to words. Its so far, I wont see my other besties ever. I feel like trash.

And, to top it off, I don't know anyone there, and the reason we are going is because my brother can't keep his mouth shut and be happy. He does somethings he shouldn't do, He knows how to hurt someone and I am afraid to tell. But I did, Its for him, He needs to get better. My mental case is also bad, when i'm not focused on anything, I don't feel anything, just blank emptiness. Or when i'm doing something like writing, watching, talking, anything, No emotions. The only way I felt emotion, was with my friends, and I won't see them again for a long time. I know that is not normal. I know I will not be normal. But should I even try to fix anything?

[chesster.]

really upset and frustrated because my help request seems to be being ignored
also I can't make my art shop because my account is new and every single post with an image has to be checked by moderators - so desperate to just get my old account back :c

[Montgomery Gator]

Why dose my mom think i over eacct>

[lisica,]

skye's paws are getting worse i want to cry

[lohikeitto]

skye's paws are getting worse i want to cry

Have you taken her to the vet? It might just be something lodged between her toes.
I hope that she gets better, stay strong. <3

[lisica,]

skye's paws are getting worse i want to cry

Have you taken her to the vet? It might just be something lodged between her toes.
I hope that she gets better, stay strong. <3

im dying to take her to the vet but i dont know if my parents will (i can't since it's a bit more than a walk away and i obviously can't drive)
i don't know if it is though, she essentially screamed in the park the other day she's never done that before
thank you so much though, i really appreciate it <33 sending a dogo hug to you

[Silkala]

My depression comes randomly. I'm happy one minute then suddenly feel heavy. I told my sister, I thought she would help me.

I guess I was wrong. She just said I wanted attention. I only told one person after that. I told her And her reaction was to act like she was too. She sometimes calls us 'depression Squad' with a smile on her face. She always laughs and smiles all day. I can't bring myself to laugh anymore, although I have a permanent smile on my face. She's not depressed. She's the farthes thing from it.

I also have anxiety. The smallest things trigger it. A teacher yelling at a student down the hall, a mother scolding her child in a restaurant. My own parents fighting. Sometimes fighting with me. I feel like I can't breathe and my legs shake. I sometimes cry, but not always. I usually go to my room if I can, but I can't excuse myself without raising suspicion from a restaurant. I usually just sit there and quietly shake and sob. I'm a crybaby too. If I get in any heated argument I get teared up.

Insomnia is no fun either. I haven't got a 7-hour long sleep in 2 months. If I do sleep, it's in short bursts. I sometimes cry. My parents are starting to notice. They think I'm on my phone all night.

I'm almost done.
I want to leave now.
I usually loves joke, but this isn't funny.
Let me go.
I want to go.
I want to leave.


Help me.

[forgive!]

i just want to cry and cuddle up with rory but she's so far away
i don't have anyone to comfort me
if i could get a pm that would be great,,

[DELETE-PLEASE.]

-- why do people even put up with me?
all i do is annoy them like jc, they even tell me i'm annoying
they talk about me when i leave and i know they do, the way they look at me
my mom says i'm just paranoid no she doesn't understand what it's like
they're all liars
i'm tired of feeling this way, i want to stop
i need to stop
i can't
i just, i really can't
i've tried
i was doing good, then suddenly the thoughts came back
i want to do bad things, and i want to get help, but i can't, because everyone will get mad at me and tell me i'm seeking attention or call me some depressed freak and no one will want to be my friend oh god why am i like this why can't i be normal i just want to be normal

i think i annoy everyone everywhere and i just get this feeling that people don't want to talk to me, whether it's on skype or at school. i don't know what to do anymore, i just want to feel good about myself and feel confident around others.

I feel the same. pm me if you need a chat about it, you can rant all you want because I'll understand it since I'm going through it too. I have depression and generalized anxiety disorder.

[.bookbound.]

My dad went to Idaho to interview for a job there. It's closer to family.
They've been looking at houses. Some have backyards big enough to get horses, which would be awesome. I'd love to own a horse. They have 5 bedrooms, too. I could finally have my own room.
And then I thought about school. I'd be going to a new school with friends, anyway--and if we moved there this year, I could start fresh when people know each other less. It's better than in the middle of the school year.
But I won't know anyone. I won't make any friends within the first year, I'm fairly certain. It takes years for me to make a close friend, and it took seven years for my best friend and I to grow so close. I can't leave.
There's also a smaller concern of mine, that the band classes there won't be as good as ours. I'd give up. I'd quit another good instrument and a skill that I've spent four years on. I don't want to risk that.
It will be so different.. I'm overweight, quiet, antisocial, self-conscious every second of my life... it's like I'd die and leave one life behind, and move to a crappier one.
I'd rather die in a car crash here than move to a new high school with people I don't know...
I'm hoping we don't decide to move.. and that we do. I don't know which hope is stronger.