TheComfortCorner | v.6

[ᴄᴀʟɪᴄᴏ]

I woke up this morning and my dad and sister where crying, i instantly panicked and begun to think things like what if my grandma died? and things like that. i asked.. my guinea pig, Hobbes died. He was the closest thing to my heart, the one fluffy, perfect thing that i would hug when i was sad and tell all my problems too. now i can't. We just buried him and i cant stop crying, i cant manage to do my homework as im just shaking so much and i cant think properly. I- i know he's with his brother now and you'll all probably say he had a good life but the thing is i still want him here, i need him here..

[Julia]

Okay. So I need to calm down.
I'll get my blood work done tomorrow and twenty minutes later I have an appointment with an internist.
And if they find nothing I'll arrange an appointment with an oncologist.

Seeing an oncologist will be like my worst nightmare. I just hope the internists find something and I can avoid to arrange this appointment. I'm driving myself crazy because I'm so worried.

Not to mention that I have a very important Chemistry exam on Tuesday and a German exam on Thursday.

[Arthur Morgan]

I woke up this morning and my dad and sister where crying, i instantly panicked and begun to think things like what if my grandma died? and things like that. i asked.. my guinea pig, Hobbes died. He was the closest thing to my heart, the one fluffy, perfect thing that i would hug when i was sad and tell all my problems too. now i can't. We just buried him and i cant stop crying, i cant manage to do my homework as im just shaking so much and i cant think properly. I- i know he's with his brother now and you'll all probably say he had a good life but the thing is i still want him here, i need him here..

I'm so sorry. I know what it's like to lose a small pet and have people think it doesn't matter because it's not a cat or a dog, but if you held it close to your heart then it can be really hard. When it comes to having someone to talk to, I'm always here and I swear upon everything I've ever loved that I won't have you matter what. As to the passing of Hobbes, I promise it'll get easier. He's not suffering. He's not in any pain. He's okay and you will be too (:

[acatalepsy]

I'm honestly a bit scared of myself. Anyone who doesn't know me, and even anyone knows me, can't tell that I have this trait if I don't tell them explicitly, but I'm scared of how violent my mind wants me to be. I'm worried that I possess two copies of the so-called "Warrior Gene"- which, being a recessive trait, would mean that I express this trait- and although genetics do not 100% determine my thoughts or actions, the way my parents interact with each other and with the family, as well as the multiple other mental disorders I have, may very well have triggered the "Warrior Gene" to become active. Those with the active "Warrior Gene" are more likely to be successful or make successful decisions in risky or critical situations, and in a way this is what allows those with the gene to trigger more easily and be more inherently impulsive. Logically, they are also much more of a rapid-response thinker and rapid-fire action-taker. I do not know if there is a correlation, but I have found it very, not easy, per se, but much easier than the average person, to help someone who is going through a crisis, a difficult situation, or perhaps is thinking about taking dangerous actions, even when the situation becomes precarious. I have saved a good number of people, and while I have always thought that I'm just naturally an empathetic person to whom people listen, perhaps people listen to me when they're struggling because it is evident that I, much like them, am internally struggling and impulsive and perhaps dangerous. I say things and take actions that, while they end up saving people, are risky and which the normal person would not dare, for fear that it might set the person who needs help off. I also test extremely well, without studying or extra preparation, and that may be a combination of the smarts and the fact that those with the gene make good decisions in critical situations, although I think that the gene has nothing to do with that, as it is not that I guess on answers, but that I only need to learn the material once before it engrains itself in my mind.
I myself, if I do possess this active trait, find that even with my extremely, insanely large amount of self-control and restraint, find it difficult to quash the thoughts I have on actions I want to take. I'm scared for myself and for those around me, if I do have and express the gene. I want to get genetically tested, but that would be difficult for me to explain, as I would possibly be seen as a danger, and I am already known to be sharp, clever and resourceful.
I'm worried, but I hope that I am able to live a sufficiently pleasant life whether I have this gene or not.

[Montgomery Gator]

Do i have the right to not like reading? It's just not my thing! and my mom tells me I have to read 24/7 And i just don't like it. I like making comics or my own stories. If i try to tell her she gets upset with me.

She thinks im becoming a '' teen with a emo ego'' or ''angstey'' and I hate that. I'm Not! I like whales and goldfish for gogs sake!
Just because Im a older kid doesn't mean puberty is taking over and making me a mean teen that hates her parents!

I feel like i'm always wrong! I feel like i'm annoying to them! If i try to try out something and they always say it won't work out. and of course it doesn't. makes me just want to stop being creative. Every time im making a cosplay I try to do something and she proves me wrong.

Yesterday I was working really hard on a staff/cane with a clay gem on top and a bunch of other things on it and it fell over and shattered after hours of work. And guess what i'm told. ''you can make it again'' NO I CANT. I give up. I don't feel creative anymore.

My sister was nervous about a part she was going too and i was trying to talk to her about it and my mom said i was being really loud. I'm sorry i tend to have a loud voice. I want to be heard sorry >:( and my mom wouldent let me help her!

Like, im the one who had 5 panic attacks in 3 hours everyday a while back i know how to deal with them. let me help.

I feel worthless. I want to do something other than sit on my laptop all day and try to not be bored.

[Khrusolophos]

I dyed the underside of my hair a really vibrant red and I'm not sure if I love it or I hate it T~T
It stands out on my blonde hair wayyyyy too much for my liking but I also feel really cool with it and ughhhhh I don't know what my friends are going to think of it because I haven't told anyone.

[Anaphea]

Hi..
So I had a near panic attack a second ago because I hadn't removed my nail polish for school tomorrow (but I've done it now - I ran to the bathroom and got rid of it). Problem is, I have no idea what to tell my parents. I mean, they know about my OCD, it's just the depression and anxiety. I know everyone says that telling is the best option, I just don't want my family to judge me differently. I would tell my friends... But they've sort of abandoned me. I'm the black sheep. My only purpose is to smile and pretend and act like everything's okay. Both of my friends have depression and anxiety, but they'd never believe me if I said I have it.

Sorry. I needed to get that out. Rough night. And I have school tomorrow.. Yay, being picked on! My favorite thing.

Luckily, I have my custom-made Kittycorn (my only friend - other than real life animals - at the moment). So, I'm okay. Don't worry about lil ol' me. I'm back to smiling again.


See?

[Anaphea]

Apparently I cause people to hate me no matter where I go, even on the internet. I hate myself... I cry too easily. I'm terrified, can't breathe... Uh. I wonder what happy me would have said a few years ago??

[lohikeitto]

I had another bad day and they just don't seem to end. It's been five months, no change. I just don't have much strenght to hope anymore, the damage is already done and I don't know if I can fix it.

[hainu]

so um, i lost my best friend because he lied again + broke another promise and he just, cut all ties with me when i approached him about it.
kinda hurts?? kinda, doesn't. it's bittersweet because he wasn't a very good person but he meant a lot to me and he just gave up on everything we had.