by Dana Scully » Thu Jun 02, 2016 2:28 pm
Oh my gracious, my mother came in to tell me "I'm sorry, but I forgot to tell you that you have a dentist appointment at 8:30 AM tomorrow". I'm freaking out. I can't do dental stuff. I can't. Last time I was there, they told me I had "a small cavity, that is so easy that you won't even need anesthetic". I think I may WANT ANESTHETIC. If I feel pain, I may just cry. Aesthetic freaks me out, too. Ive never had it, and I was always scared of the idea of it. Doesn't it make you loopy? Oh Lord. The idea of loosing control.. I have a problem with public sleeping(sleeping on a bus during a competition, falling asleep in class, etc.) and its mostly due to the idea of not being able to control my exhaustion. Whenever I loose consciousness for a few seconds, I snap fearfully awake, my heart pounding.
Ive never had a cavity. "It won't hurt" they say. They said the same thing about pulling out my loose tooth, but that ended up with me passed out in the orthodontist office. Also, my mom's appointment will take longer than mine, and that means I will be done and have to wait out in the lobby alone. What if they ask me questions? I can't just make my mom take care of it. Oh dear. V-V
Excuse the chaotic structure, I'm sorta ranting. Sorry