inconspicuous; wrote:Can I get a hug? Thank you and have a good day. ^^
Of course! *big hug* I hope you are having a nice day. C:
inconspicuous; wrote:Can I get a hug? Thank you and have a good day. ^^
Annakova wrote:Okay, I just burst into tears in the middle of the night.
Because of breathing.
I really wish I had my own room. I want to stay in the bathroom but it's too hard and too cold. The living room is too dark and scary. I can't sleep in my own room, her breathing is there and it's too loud. I can't sleep. What the hell can I even do?




winged-backpack wrote:Annakova wrote:Okay, I just burst into tears in the middle of the night.
Because of breathing.
I really wish I had my own room. I want to stay in the bathroom but it's too hard and too cold. The living room is too dark and scary. I can't sleep in my own room, her breathing is there and it's too loud. I can't sleep. What the hell can I even do?
Have you tried sleeping with headphones on? If you play some quiet music so that you can't hear her breathing it may help.
Annakova wrote:winged-backpack wrote:Annakova wrote:Okay, I just burst into tears in the middle of the night.
Because of breathing.
I really wish I had my own room. I want to stay in the bathroom but it's too hard and too cold. The living room is too dark and scary. I can't sleep in my own room, her breathing is there and it's too loud. I can't sleep. What the hell can I even do?
Have you tried sleeping with headphones on? If you play some quiet music so that you can't hear her breathing it may help.
I always like sleeping on my side, and I recently got earrings in, so sleeping with headphones isn't very comfortable. I stayed in the bathroom for a while until I calmed down and she's not breathing so loud now. I guess I can probably play music but not wear the headphones, just have them beside me.






leverage wrote:How come every time it seems like things are getting better, even just slightly better, reality hits me in the face and knocks me to the ground. I don't know if I can even pretend to be the slightest bit optimistic anymore, since I know it's nothing better than a lie.
I wish that I could just stop screwing up. I can't stand knowing that I'm the cause of it all. Me.
I'm doing it to myself but I can't seem to stop.
Why am I so awful? So broken? Why is it that I can't seem to do anything but hurt the people around me?
I don't know how much longer I can live this way before I lose it completely. As of now I'm so close. So close to just letting go and giving up. To quitting.

blink 182 wrote:leverage wrote:How come every time it seems like things are getting better, even just slightly better, reality hits me in the face and knocks me to the ground. I don't know if I can even pretend to be the slightest bit optimistic anymore, since I know it's nothing better than a lie.
I wish that I could just stop screwing up. I can't stand knowing that I'm the cause of it all. Me.
I'm doing it to myself but I can't seem to stop.
Why am I so awful? So broken? Why is it that I can't seem to do anything but hurt the people around me?
I don't know how much longer I can live this way before I lose it completely. As of now I'm so close. So close to just letting go and giving up. To quitting.
nah pal, don't quit dude!!
don't quit on life because it's amazingly beautiful.
imma let you lot in on a 'lil secret.
i'm not optimistic, not even close.
however, gotta fake it until you make it, right?????
just pretend, because one day you might just wake up
and think about good things and be shocked because you're like "woah. i didn't fake that."
wouldn't that be cool?
you aren't awkful or broken. talk to the people around you about how you feel,
about the situation you're living with. get help, please.
things will get better one day boo, i promise you!
just hang on tight okay?? <3






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