TheComfortCorner | v.6

[Avolition]

I have like 2 friends and I'm super lonely lol. Oh well.

[sharkgut]

i'm trying so hard for him

i do everything in my pathetic amount of power to help him, to make him happy. i would never ever cheat on him, betray him, lie to him...
he misread something and suddenly i
never loved him,
i'm 'playing' him,
i'm a cheat,
that i never even cared.
the worst part was - well. i love him so much that i was too afraid to argue back, i was too scared of loosing him because without him i'd be nothing. he apologised.
but i don't think he loves me back.
he says that he does.
i just couldn't bring myself to hurt him.


now i'm sitting on my own.
crying my eyes out.
because he thinks i'd
he


how could he?
i've lost all of my damn friends for him, i spend hours after hours talking to him, comforting him, telling him how much i love him. he thinks i'd throw him away?
because i said to a friend that i wanted a hug?
i've lost everything for him.


i'm too scared of loosing him.
so scared that i'll let him do this.
and i'll apologise endlessly.

is this what love is?

[strawberryjeons]

I have like 2 friends and I'm super lonely lol. Oh well.

At least they're true friends right? *Nudges shoulder* XD

[Tealtrees]

I'm literly in so much pain right now I can't even lie on my back. Why'd you have to fracture my back? I thought you cared about me.

[DELETE-PLEASE.]

I'm sick of this. I've kept a personal diary on my phone and these are the notes:

- I have a crush on him and she likes him. he likes her too I think. all my friends use social media and I don't. I've never gone out alone or with my friends.
- why? why does my foot have to have this condition to make it hurt so badly?
- everyone leaves me out. my friends aren't that close as they used to be. they've made other friends, friends with the popular people. I just try to ask them to join in, but once I got a response saying "ew, no". I tag along with the groups, silent, because I don't want attention. I don't want them to know my pain.
- I've had enough of this stupid foot.
- I can't stop thinking about him [my crush]... I love him...

I feel like nobody likes me, and I only have Ellie, which is going through the same thing as me. but she's going to another school soon, and then I'll have nobody.

[lisica,]

my mum and stepdad accused my brother of smoking - which he hasn't.
i'm sick of them bickering. he's done nothing wrong! I don't understand why they're so short-tempered with him, especially in public. it's so annoying, and hurtful to him..

[䏠xote]

i've never had a worse nightmare than the one that caught me in its claws last night

[koda,]

i'm sooo tired of always being the second choice... No matter how much i try, i'm always the second choice, i'm always the one who gets left out.

[sentinel]

[[Of all my family the only ones who might attend my graduation are the toxic members.
But of course my mother couldn't tell me this before just now. She didn't want me to invite the cops because "you might have a limit of people and you need to invite your family because family comes first!!!!" And now even though I know most of my family members aren't coming, guess what, there's no time to invite the cops.
So now I have nobody there who's even supportive or a decent influence in the slightest aside from friends who are graduating with me, but I won't even get to socialize with them because my parents will want to leave as soon as it's over. Such fun.
I just. I don't even want to go there. It's not even worth it. I really don't even care all that much. It's just another day that'll probably turn into an argument about what I want to do with my life, or a lecture about me needing to go get a job over the summer, or being threatened with a "now that you've graduated, we're going to kick you out if you don't obey our every whim!" from my parents. If I had to guess, it's going to turn out worse than an ordinary day. My mother will want me to wear a dress or something that's not my style. She'll throw a fit when silly string gets on my robe (apparently it's a tradition and there's no opting out, so I'll just have to pick it off before I get in the car, or else my father will also throw a fit.) There's drama between my friends, too, and I just... really don't want to deal with anyone who's going to be there.
It's like I'm cursed. Every day that's supposed to be special for a normal person, for me it just becomes a bad memory I'd rather forget.]]

[ghost queen.]

why does everyone suddenly decide
to stop talking to me? is it ignore ghost
day/week/month/year? am i really that
annoying or boring or or or whatever?