discouraged i guess. i still feel like im never going to own a plumie. i feel awkward posting in the fanclub but i get so excited about the art and species... im not very fast at making art and im not good at coding and i miss timeframes for entries and i just kind of feel hopeless idk this is whiny
𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂 𝓼𝓶𝓲𝓵𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 >i love you for 365 / lights OFF >blake/onion, it/its, adult! >rwby, kpop ggs, sel, touhou th / pound / carrd / en ᓚᘏᗢ 𝓽𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓶𝓮 𝓲 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 ♡
Annoyed and anxious and generally bad. I'm still a little sick but of course my mom guilt tripped me into going to work today- which admittedly wasn't that bad but it meant I didn't get to finish my homework
i'm so worried for my friends. i really am. i was so close to being so happy for these next couple of weeks, but i have exams coming next week, a presentation due this week, and friends that are very unstable???? i've been crying for this last past hour because my soft heart can't handle thinking about everything and i don't want to complain to anyone because then i feel like i'm dragging them down... it's okay. i'll get through it, and this will blow over and the earth will still be spinning like nothing ever happened.
lol i'm so done...... this account is going to be deleted for good.
kinda upset...maybe im just being sore loser but when you work so hard to try and win something and you think you may have won but then find out you lost and weren't even mentioned for your hard work just kinda brings you down. Especially if trying to get it was your goal and you kept a positive vibe just to give yourself a chance...