What's your current mood [V.3]

[zakki]

lost and scared, even though i've already done a fair bit of study i fell really unprepared for my science yearly exam in a couple of days. and then i have my proper exam week next week and?? i haven't even really started for some subjects yet?? so much to revise and little time and oh god this is my third time doing this (sixth if you count half yearlies) i should be USED to this but i'm NOT i HATE THIS FEAR AND constant feeling that i'm NOT PREPARED am i?? i won't know until the exam starts until then i'm lost and helpless.

also irritated a bunch of twelvies are watching gaming/meme videos without earphones in the middle of the school library like. it's exam season. people are trying to study. can you not. there we go they've turned it down now, yeah that's right feel the wrath of an irritated older & taller student. also the scary librarian yes thank you librarian.

[xanthei]

exhausted
honestly my school is terrible im so done with the people there lol

[puppyjpeg]

neutral-good, little boredish

[watermelon.]

in pain
why haven't I been to the dentist in over a year? I don't know .-. my teeth hurt so bad to the point where I can't even bite down on things.. yay

[bvrd]

rip pup,,
mmmm

[My Immortal]

Sad. Just love me, someone.

[harv]

sososososo happy!! i got my speech feedback today!!

basically. my speech was about talk therapy!! and i went over stuff like who sees a therapist, how therapy works, why it’s nothing to be ashamed of, etc.. then i decided to make the speech a lot more meaningful and threw in what i go to talk therapy for (especially since nobody ever had a clue because i'm a very loud person who's almost always laughing, and knowing this fact i decided to surprise everyone and assure everyone that therapy is a big step in the right direction for everyone) and i just got my feedback today and i’m just. oh my god.

when i finished my speech, i saw a people smiling!! people came up to me and started hugging me and complimenting me on my speech. after i finished, 3 or 4 told me i did a great job, then after class 5 or 6 people approached me and said i did an amazing job and 2 people hugged me. i’m just so happy!!

and with my feedback, despite my feedback being pushed back a day due to time, a toooon of people raised their hands (which was unusual because most people don’t remember what their feedback is by then lmao) and i actually can not forget what one girl told me in front of the class:

“i see a therapist, and when you asked us to raise our hands if we have seen a therapist before, i was really scared to raise my hand because going to therapy is something that i’ve always been ashamed of, but after i heard your speech i warmed up and i feel like therapy is something i shouldn’t be so ashamed about.”

ghfhgidgid i’m just so happy and i really feel like i’ve. did something. HHHH!!

[amicia]

just really bland for some reason

[- ; bonk!]

feeling pretty good. c: ♥

[Normal]

I'm at the end of the rope, this is really bad. My environment is torturing me.
For a moment I could forget about things when my mom mentioned my step dad might go to China for work, and I thought about how awesome chinese art and nature is. I shouldn't of asked "Won't all places get as populated as china eventually?" because her anwser was that eventually everything will end before that because it says so in the bible.
Overpopulation is terrifying if you think about it,
and so is any type of eternity.
So I feel worse now.