What's your current mood [V.3]

[merrodi]

i usually only post in here when im feeling upset, so since im in a pretty good mood? a mix of it? I will change this?

a) GOD my friends r great wow i love having friends glow and finch and sapln and gay and rice aRE LOVELY AND I LOVE THEM
plus... im like 80% sure they like me as much as i do them which is always a good thing??? :D
b) i find it incredibly hard to get along with certain kinds of people. like, the ones who type all cool and stuff, because while im here being the world's most Excited Bean, they're just................ yo cool w/e man aND IT MAKES ME FEEL EEEUGHH AND HHDHHDHDHCVH????? like i rly like when people seem excited cause otherwise i feel like they hate me tbh
c) autocorrect is killing me here i have to keep things casual but then it takes me way longer than it should to fix it
d) we got nyako in the chat!!!!!!! which im happy abt!!!!(I WISH THEY WOULD TALK TO ME BU T ONE CAN ONLY DREAM I GUESS)
e) god i rly hope my friend is doing ok... maybe it would be awkward to reach out idk but they're not doing great
f) UM MY BACK HURTS AND I HATE HW
g) -stares dreamily at the stars- i hate life sometimes but im. doin ok.

[getting deleted..]

i cannot stop this sudden force between me and my actually feelings...
ok,, ;0

[sun]

I woke up in the middle of the night and for some reason I'm not tired at all even I got like only three hours of sleep

My head is really heavy, my mouth tastes awful, my mind is empty and it feels like the whole other world is sleeping even though I know that's not true

I'm filled with this strange feeling I've never felt before... it's almost as if I'd be disconnected somehow

Yesterday was awful... but maybe this day will be better
Also I love my boyfriend so much

[harv]

i'm very happy i just came back from a sleepover!! and it was super fun and we died on sugar

[hiraeth + hound]

sits down quietly
I watched Life Is Strange today, and the ending really got me messed up. I cried for a while, and it's kind of just put me in a bad mood i think.
I want to feel like it's Halloween, I really do.. But I can't.
It's like I'm too stressed out about everything and feeling so drained that I can't even celebrate my favorite holiday anymore.

I even get so happy over a frackin rp because i havent done one in so long, and i know they dont last very long but the fact that it got put off so early im kinda just?? it's really pathetic it made me so upset I cried a little
Now I have all these feelings and i guess ill just keep it living in my head. I get way too attached to these characters and its really just pathetic

Today started out so well and I thought it would be different, but every night turns out the same. No muse, drained, and just generally not feeling good.
I miss going to school, and I miss hanging out with him.
I feel completely trapped and alone and I just want a break but no one wants to come here
It's all my fault.

I just want a hug and to be told I'm okay. That I can really do this. Because I'm losing hope fast, and I cant take this for too much longer.

[Skittle.]

EXITED THERE WAS JUST AN EARTHQUAKE BUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[Zaranora]

Can't sleep. Still kinda down.

[amicia]

confused like send help pls

[breadstick]

groans
i had another nightmare last night & i'm at a friends house like??? I never have nightmares at friends houses but for the past few days I've been getting them non stop ;;
plus I miss talking to my girlfriend hh,,
i was asleep when she got back last night ;v;

[bromance]

ugly