by Lanton » Fri Jul 17, 2015 3:55 pm
A conjumbled mess of elation, shock, stress, anxiety, and fear. Trying not to think about it but I can't stop. I feel so dysfunctional right now.
I mean, on one hand I can't believe he asked and it's an awesome opportunity and I'm gonna do it but now I have to talk to him on Monday and the fear of disappointing is so real... urrrrrrrrrrg, can this week never end? :(