excited bc i'm streaming TRB sydney audio XDD tHEY'rE SCrEAMing om BTS MUST BE ON THE STAGE AHHH I WISH I WAS THERE D;;; i have to wait until sunday ughh can't wait SO EXCITING!!! OMG THEY'RE SPEAKInG
crying ;-; ;-; ;-; i want to be at sydney trb rn they're performing "we on" oH OH MY HATERS and now they're playing one of my favourite songs of theirs if the stream freezes on this i'll cry even more
i feel awful and lonely and this cannot get worse, it cannot because i don't think i can take much more of this. on another note i really wish mental illness didn't exist!
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i've come to my breaking point these past few days. that's it. the thing I was fighting not to be. guess I'm pretty weak, eh? why am I in tears over everything. hardly any friends seem to care, and of those none are irl... and I don't treat them as well as I should. what am I to do walk around like an idiot and cry at the smallest things in my life? too bad the people in my home don't care at all, and are even the cause of this. my mental state is degrading so fast...
So, pretty poorly. i'm surviving to put it in simpler terms.
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