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[Burns Living Flowers]

I'm scared of my father. My mother just left when I was 2. and my father doesn't care about me. All I care about is horses. But he makes me play piano at competitions. When I don't even want to, and am scared. I have nothing to look forward to in life. I fend for my own. Work and earn the best I can, and yet still I feel I cannot do anything.

You know, the best thing you can do is try and talk to your dad. Sit him down one day, and say something like, Hey dad! You know, I am really not liking piano, could I try something different. Like dance or a sport? Or maybe he really wants you to do piano, because your mom loved it, and he wants you to be like her to satisfy his love for your mother.
Just a thought!

[EresTheRat]

Things are getting worse. I used to be able to flick happiness off and on like some sort of mental switch, but I guess it's out of order now. I'm stuck in a gross and muddy hole, spinning in circles trying to figure out why I'm so unhappy. It's not even in my head. The only thing that gets in there is the anxiety. All the empty pressure lives in my chest. The heavy pressure that won't go away. Sometimes it feels like a hole, but that's a little dramatic. I suppose I'm pretty dramatic anyways. I think the worst part is that I can picture my whole future ahead of me. I can see all the people I'll meet and the things I'll do, but it still doesn't make me happy. It doesn't make me feel like there's things worth seeing and doing, even though I know there are. I need to write again, because I know it will help. Still, it's difficult. I'm killing two birds with one stone here: venting and writing just a tiny bit. Sorry this was overly dramatic, I'm just trying to describe my feelings the best I can. And sorry for dumping this all on here, but I don't want to share this with anyone close to me. Please don't reply. Also, I was with some friends yesterday. It wasn't normal. I can't be who I was anymore. I can't feel what I used to when I was with them. I expect maybe I'll be thrown out soon.

[♥pastelcore]

I Guess I Dont Need Urgent Comfort, Or Comfort At All, But Recently For 5 Months Now I Had Head Lice, And Just 1 Week Ago I Had To Cut All My Hair Off, Leaving Me With No Hair School Is Rolling In And I Cant Wear Hats To School, So Now Im This One Huge Hot-Mess Of Anxiety Rolled Into A Ball And Tossed Over A Volcano Do You Think That I Could Have A Special Acception For This? My Principal Already Knows About It...

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

I Guess I Dont Need Urgent Comfort, Or Comfort At All, But Recently For 5 Months Now Im Had Head Lice, And Just 1 Week Ago I Had To Cut All My Hair Off, Leaving Me With No Hair School Is Rolling In And I Cant Wear Hats To School, So Now Im This One Huge Hot-Mess Of Anxiety Rolled Into A Ball And Tossed Over A Volcano Do You Think That I Could Have A Special Acception For This? My Principal Already Knows About It...

Pming (if its okay) i do have a few ideas as something a little similar happened to a student in my old school

Had the perfect trade
Got cancelled
Felt like a perfect day
But I'm broken and can't be fixed
I'm not worth it

Im sorry about the trade however try not to bring yourself down as this still can be a perfect day if you still want it to be and i know that it can be difficult at times however it will always be worth it in the end as even though that trade may have seemed perfect believe me there will be so many more even better trades than that one in future it's just the case of carrying on working hard to find those trades and i know it can be disappointing however good things come to those who wait and it will be worth it in the end and you are worth it and you always have been so try to keep going and keep trying as the only way you wont ever reach your dreams is if you give up on them however your so much stronger than that and you always have been so keep going and keep being that brilliant and hard working individual that i know you are because you can do this if you keep your mind set on it

[♥pastelcore]

Had the perfect trade
Got cancelled
Felt like a perfect day
But I'm broken and can't be fixed
I'm not worth it

Dont Beat Your Self Up Because Of A Measily Trade, Chicken Smoothie Is About Having Fun, Socializing, Not Just Trading! Sure, Trading Is Fun, But Hey, Beating Your Self Down Isnt Gonna Help, If Your Broken And Cant Be Fixed (As You Say) Beating Yourself Down Will Make It Worse, Everyone's Worth It.

[spooktunes]

i'm so mad right now
someone please pm me i have some things i need to get off my chest

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

i'm so mad right now
someone please pm me i have some things i need to get off my chest

Pming

[marmoris]

i just-
i have a sore throat, the one thing i looked foward to today, turned out to be a waste of time, i just want to do something but i feel so horrible and down today. i just feel stuck in a hole right now.. im just tired of being lied to, being made fun of, and people thinking im something im not.. i really just need a hug.

[♥pastelcore]

i just-
i have a sore throat, the one thing i looked foward to today, turned out to be a waste of time, i just want to do something but i feel so horrible and down today. i just feel stuck in a hole right now.. im just tired of being lied to, being made fun of, and people thinking im something im not.. i really just need a hug.

Awww, I Hope Your Sore Throat Gets Better, And If Your Getting Picked On, Tell Those Bullys To Back Down, And If They Dont, Tell An Adult!

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

i just-
i have a sore throat, the one thing i looked foward to today, turned out to be a waste of time, i just want to do something but i feel so horrible and down today. i just feel stuck in a hole right now.. im just tired of being lied to, being made fun of, and people thinking im something im not.. i really just need a hug.

*Hugs*
I understand how you feel and im sorry that today hasn't been going all that well as you deserve to be happy and you always will and i know its hard to keep going however try not to pull yourself down as you really are a wonderful and amazing individual and you always have been and if perhaps your questioning that trust me you are more lovely than you think as i have seen some of the brilliant and kindhearted things you do for others including myself and it takes a big and kind heart to do the things that you do so try not to doubt yourself as your so much better than you think and you always have been and always will be and as for your sore throat try to take it easy and maybe drink some water to keep you hydrated and if you have any maybe try to eat some cough sweets or cough syrup as it might help a little or even honey if you don't have any medicine i know its hard when your not feeling yourself however it wont always be this way as long as you keep going and keep trying as your so much stronger than you think and im sorry that people lie to you and make fun of you as you deserve so much more respect and better treatment and you always have however try not to let them get to you as you will find others out there who will respect you in every rightful way you deserve and i know it can be hard however all of those people who make fun of you don't matter nor ever will as you will always be better than them and if they cant see you for how brilliant you truly are then that is their loss not yours because they lost the opportunity to get to know a wonderful and fantastic individual and nothing can ever change that fact so don't hide away just because of them as you deserve a chance to shine for just being you just as much as anyone does and i hope this makes you feel a little better because you are and always will be loved and if you might like you could always pm me if you might like to talk about it however never change for anyone because your lovely the way you are you angel