| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[bud]

But of course, I cried again. In front of my new
and old friends. I wish I could stop crying so much.
I just can't stop the tears.
I have to glare to stop them at first but the moment
someone talks to me I burst out crying. GREAT.

I hate crying. I hate it so much. You may say, "
It's okay to cry." And I know it is but I was
bullied for crying all the time, names like cry-baby,
stupid, weak. Those people are the reason why I
cannot cry and must remain strong.

I hate crying.
I hate you.
So why do I still love you?

I hate when people bully over crying, like they don't do it themselves. You're not stupid because you're crying over someone who you obviously really liked, and if people can't see that then they suck. You need a friend who you can tell everything to and won't judge, and I would gladly listen.

[samm.]

I could really use support right now from people who have been in my shoes.

For thirteen years of my life, and that is over half of my life by the way, my cat Spaz has been with me through thick and thin. She's the most wonderful cat a girl could ask for, and i'm one hundred and ten percent sure there could never be another like her. Her old age has finally caught up with her, and I don't believe she'll live through the day. The pain i'm feeling right now is worse than anyone could ever begin to imagine, and I wouldn't wish it upon even my worse enemies. I just, I need some comfort, or something, anything at this point that might help me from loosing my mind. My heart literally feels like its breaking, and it hurts so bad. I just want it to stop. I want this pain to stop, I don't want to feel like this anymore. I've lost so many people in my life this year, my grandfather, my uncle, my great aunt, and soon to be added to the list, my daughter. I've never referred to my animals as pets, they've always been my children. Some people find it weird, but to me right now it feels like i'm loosing my daughter. It hurts.

[chooch]

I could really use support right now from people who have been in my shoes.

For thirteen years of my life, and that is over half of my life by the way, my cat Spaz has been with me through thick and thin. She's the most wonderful cat a girl could ask for, and i'm one hundred and ten percent sure there could never be another like her. Her old age has finally caught up with her, and I don't believe she'll live through the day. The pain i'm feeling right now is worse than anyone could ever begin to imagine, and I wouldn't wish it upon even my worse enemies. I just, I need some comfort, or something, anything at this point that might help me from loosing my mind. My heart literally feels like its breaking, and it hurts so bad. I just want it to stop. I want this pain to stop, I don't want to feel like this anymore. I've lost so many people in my life this year, my grandfather, my uncle, my great aunt, and soon to be added to the list, my daughter. I've never referred to my animals as pets, they've always been my children. Some people find it weird, but to me right now it feels like i'm loosing my daughter. It hurts.

sh, it's ok,
I understand how you feel, I cried for hours when my cat had to be put to sleep. Just take a few deep breaths and think of all the good times you remember with your cat.
I know it's hard but you will fight through this.
your cat loves you.

[catdoqq]

I feel so horrible for coming back.
But I guess it's not going to get better anyways.
I'm sorry for coming back..
I just..
Don't know anymore
I don't know whose a real friend..
And whose fake..
I just don't know
I don't want to loose my real friends
But at the same time I barely know who those real friends are..
This is online wise..
I don't have any real life friends..
I wish I did
But nobody really likes me..
They wish me death
I don't know why they hate me..
I wish I did know..
But I don't
And probably never will..
Again..
I'm sorry for coming back..
I know it's annoying to have to deal with a worthless girl all the time...

[[Braveheart]]

I feel so horrible for coming back.
But I guess it's not going to get better anyways.
I'm sorry for coming back..
I just..
Don't know anymore
I don't know whose a real friend..
And whose fake..
I just don't know
I don't want to loose my real friends
But at the same time I barely know who those real friends are..
This is online wise..
I don't have any real life friends..
I wish I did
But nobody really likes me..
They wish me death
I don't know why they hate me..
I wish I did know..
But I don't
And probably never will..
Again..
I'm sorry for coming back..
I know it's annoying to have to deal with a worthless girl all the time...

You're not worthless! You're beautiful and loved and amazing. And anyone who tells you differently doesn't know what they're talking about.
I am here for you. I'll be your real friend. PM me anytime.
Hey, if it makes you feel any better, the only RL friends I have are related to me somehow. And I'm doing great!
We like you. We don't hate you, we promise. And if those old "friends" actually said they hated you, it's not because of you. It's because of their own problems. ^^
We love you. We are here for you.
I've got to go, but feel free to PM me.

[hoofbeat]

I could really use support right now from people who have been in my shoes.

For thirteen years of my life, and that is over half of my life by the way, my cat Spaz has been with me through thick and thin. She's the most wonderful cat a girl could ask for, and i'm one hundred and ten percent sure there could never be another like her. Her old age has finally caught up with her, and I don't believe she'll live through the day. The pain i'm feeling right now is worse than anyone could ever begin to imagine, and I wouldn't wish it upon even my worse enemies. I just, I need some comfort, or something, anything at this point that might help me from loosing my mind. My heart literally feels like its breaking, and it hurts so bad. I just want it to stop. I want this pain to stop, I don't want to feel like this anymore. I've lost so many people in my life this year, my grandfather, my uncle, my great aunt, and soon to be added to the list, my daughter. I've never referred to my animals as pets, they've always been my children. Some people find it weird, but to me right now it feels like i'm loosing my daughter. It hurts.

I know how you feel. I am only a young teenager yet about 100 of my pets have died in those years. Most of them were chickens, yet 3 of them were cats. My advice to you is know, if you've cared for Spaz and she's cared for you, those years have been fulfilled with happiness and love. If you like reading, I would recommend the books: "Dewey the Library Cat" and "Marley and Me". I read those when my cat Eddie died and they cheered me right up. I hope this helped!! Stay Strong!

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I'm sorry
I can't reach my full potential
I'm always too sad or mad to do things
I'm so sorry
I wish I could help people
I can't
I don't help many
I wish I was different
and that I could change

[undefined realities]

I'm sorry
I can't reach my full potential
I'm always too sad or mad to do things
I'm so sorry
I wish I could help people
I can't
I don't help many
I wish I was different
and that I could change

Don't say that!
You're perfect the was you are <3
You don't need to change.
*hugs*
-falling.

[chooch]

"why do you even try"
"fat"
"ugly"
"you can't do it"
every single word.
you don't understand how much it hurts me.
I try to make people happy but I feel like what I do is not enough.
I will never get my dream pet because I have nothing worth it.
I'm not worth it.
I want to be alone.

[undefined realities]

"why do you even try"
"fat"
"ugly"
"you can't do it"
every single word.
you don't understand how much it hurts me.
I try to make people happy but I feel like what I do is not enough.
I will never get my dream pet because I have nothing worth it.
I'm not worth it.
I want to be alone.

Don't say that!
You've helped to many people here!
You're so amazing!
Wonderful.
Spectacular.
You can do it.
*hugs*
I'm here for you.
-falling.