Avolition wrote:i lied about not thinking i have depression and i feel really guilty. but i was too scared to say anything in front of my mom. especially since i'm not even sure i have it. but still, i had a chance to reach out for help yesterday and i lied about it and i feel awful. my boyfriend is the only one who knows and i feel so bad constantly being sad to him and crying to him but hes the only one that listens. i feel so annoying and clingy and ugh.
There is nothing wrong with having depression. It is your body's way of crying for help! Tell your mother. If you find it hard to say it verbally, how about writing it down?
Do you have access to YouTube? Because there's this Buzzfeed video you should see called What If Physical Wounds Were Treated Like Mental Wounds, or something close to that.
Don't keep quiet about this, love. You need support now, and you deserve it too. You are an amazing and wonderful human being. Don't let anyone tell you differently.
I am sure your boyfriend understands. Otherwise he would've left by now. Thank him maybe, and explain you're having a hard time? You are NOT clingy. You are hurt. And you are loved. By so many and so much!
Fallen Galaxy:
You have been through other first days of school, right? While it may seem terrifying, remember: It's a chance to start over. I have done this before and I can do it again because I am strong, stronger than anyone could ever know. You will do excellently, because I believe in you. My PM box is always open. You are in my thoughts and prayers- I know you can do it! Try and sleep well tonight. I find listening to soothing music helps. We love you!
Falling:
Don't worry. I've got them. <3
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