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[undefined realities]

I know other people have much worse problems but I just need to let this out really quick, I don't need a reply.
I have tons of school work (summer homework) and I of course had to procrastinate.
So now I am stuck here doing all of the work, but I hate it... the books they make us read are a pain.
It's not even interesting.
It takes me at least 2 mintues to read every page and there's 500+ pages in each of the three books.
Honestly I don't even know what's going on half the time in this book. And better yet, we have to test on it when we go back.
I'm excited for school, but I'm nervous.. I don't know what to do.

Just do your best to read it.
Another option is to go on google
and see if you can find the books in auto-book
form.
Good luck!
-falling.

I don't know, can someone maybe PM me? I think I need to chat.

PMing^^;

[apollo.]

Bleh I just feel absolutely awful. I'm tired, and I have to go back to work tomorow and work for another who knows how many days in the blazing sun in the field, where I don't know anyone at all. This job is so physically demanding that about 11 people have quit so far, and I'm seriously debating being the 12th. My parents guilted me into this great field job because I guess I do need some of the money to pay for phone bills, but I've already made more than enough to pay them off, and they still won't let me quit because my boss is kind of sort of a family friend, and my mom refuses to let me out of my "commitment" before it's done. I know this job doesn't last a long time at all, but the hours are awful, like 7 hours a day in the extreme heat, we don't get weekends off, and they tell you the day before whether or not you have to come to work tomorow.
I had my first day off in almost 2 weeks straight of working today, and I went to the movies with a friend, and it was great don't get me wrong, but it just made me realize what I was missing. My social life was never great, but I always had a bunch of friends I could talk to, and hang out with. Now my social life is completely non-existent. I mean my only communication has been maybe 5 text messages this entire time I've been working. My days with this job are get up, go to work, come home get everything ready for work tomorow, watch half an hour of tv, eat dinner, go to bed then repeat. That's literally all the energy I have after working, and it's just awful especially since we aren't guaranteed any days off at all, and even when we do get one it can be cancelled with 10 hour notice. I'm so sick of this job literally the only thing that has been keeping me from quitting is that my family will never let it go if I do, they'll compare me to my brother, and if there's one thing I can't stand it's being known as weak.

I made one friend there, and he's been making it easier to go but yesterday he just seemed really mad and wouldn't talk to me at all. I kinda got him demoted because he was doing a bad job because he was really focused on talking to me but I don't get why he's so mad, he's still getting paid the exact same thing, and it really wasn't that big of a demotion at all. It's basically less work for the same pay and I have no idea why he was so upset after that.

[undefined realities]

Bleh I just feel absolutely awful. I'm tired, and I have to go back to work tomorow and work for another who knows how many days in the blazing sun in the field, where I don't know anyone at all. This job is so physically demanding that about 11 people have quit so far, and I'm seriously debating being the 12th. My parents guilted me into this great field job because I guess I do need some of the money to pay for phone bills, but I've already made more than enough to pay them off, and they still won't let me quit because my boss is kind of sort of a family friend, and my mom refuses to let me out of my "commitment" before it's done. I know this job doesn't last a long time at all, but the hours are awful, like 7 hours a day in the extreme heat, we don't get weekends off, and they tell you the day before whether or not you have to come to work tomorow.
I had my first day off in almost 2 weeks straight of working today, and I went to the movies with a friend, and it was great don't get me wrong, but it just made me realize what I was missing. My social life was never great, but I always had a bunch of friends I could talk to, and hang out with. Now my social life is completely non-existent. I mean my only communication has been maybe 5 text messages this entire time I've been working. My days with this job are get up, go to work, come home get everything ready for work tomorow, watch half an hour of tv, eat dinner, go to bed then repeat. That's literally all the energy I have after working, and it's just awful especially since we aren't guaranteed any days off at all, and even when we do get one it can be cancelled with 10 hour notice. I'm so sick of this job literally the only thing that has been keeping me from quitting is that my family will never let it go if I do, they'll compare me to my brother, and if there's one thing I can't stand it's being known as weak.

I made one friend there, and he's been making it easier to go but yesterday he just seemed really mad and wouldn't talk to me at all. I kinda got him demoted because he was doing a bad job because he was really focused on talking to me but I don't get why he's so mad, he's still getting paid the exact same thing, and it really wasn't that big of a demotion at all. It's basically less work for the same pay and I have no idea why he was so upset after that.

Just push through for the rest of the summer.
After summer ends, maybe you can quit.
If your parents get annoyed, all you
need to tell them is it's school that matters more now.
Now that you can pay off your phone, they
might accept your decision to quit better.
I'm sorry this is so physically exhausting for you.
Just push through.
The summer'll be over soon.
Not to much longer.
You're a strong person, and I believe you can do this.
I'm sorry your friend isn't talking to you.
Next time you see him, ask him why he wouldn't talk.
Try to talk to him about it and fix the problem.
I hope it gets better.
*hugs*
-falling.

[catdoqq]

Bleh I just feel absolutely awful. I'm tired, and I have to go back to work tomorow and work for another who knows how many days in the blazing sun in the field, where I don't know anyone at all. This job is so physically demanding that about 11 people have quit so far, and I'm seriously debating being the 12th. My parents guilted me into this great field job because I guess I do need some of the money to pay for phone bills, but I've already made more than enough to pay them off, and they still won't let me quit because my boss is kind of sort of a family friend, and my mom refuses to let me out of my "commitment" before it's done. I know this job doesn't last a long time at all, but the hours are awful, like 7 hours a day in the extreme heat, we don't get weekends off, and they tell you the day before whether or not you have to come to work tomorow.
I had my first day off in almost 2 weeks straight of working today, and I went to the movies with a friend, and it was great don't get me wrong, but it just made me realize what I was missing. My social life was never great, but I always had a bunch of friends I could talk to, and hang out with. Now my social life is completely non-existent. I mean my only communication has been maybe 5 text messages this entire time I've been working. My days with this job are get up, go to work, come home get everything ready for work tomorow, watch half an hour of tv, eat dinner, go to bed then repeat. That's literally all the energy I have after working, and it's just awful especially since we aren't guaranteed any days off at all, and even when we do get one it can be cancelled with 10 hour notice. I'm so sick of this job literally the only thing that has been keeping me from quitting is that my family will never let it go if I do, they'll compare me to my brother, and if there's one thing I can't stand it's being known as weak.

I made one friend there, and he's been making it easier to go but yesterday he just seemed really mad and wouldn't talk to me at all. I kinda got him demoted because he was doing a bad job because he was really focused on talking to me but I don't get why he's so mad, he's still getting paid the exact same thing, and it really wasn't that big of a demotion at all. It's basically less work for the same pay and I have no idea why he was so upset after that.

Don't worry.
I know it is stressing,
Your parents can't really tell you which job to work.
Yeah, they are your parents,
but still.
You have a right to quit something if it is giving you stress,
Just because he is a "family friend"
doesn't mean you have to work for him forever
I would suggest telling your parents that it is stressing you out a lot,
they will probably understand.
As for your friend,
It's rude of him to ignore you,
It really is.
Try talking to him,
If you haven't,
try apologizing
but just know,
Things WILL get better
I promise

If you need a friend, feel free to PM me <3

[danheng]

you know that feeling when you're completely mortified because you feel attacked and embarrassed but the people have forgiven you and everything's okay? Help...

[undefined realities]

you know that feeling when you're completely mortified because you feel attacked and embarrassed but the people have forgiven you and everything's okay? Help...

Yes.
I know the feeling all to well.
But;
It'll be okay.
I'm here for you.
My PM box is open if you need it.
You shouldn't feel attacked or embarrassed.
*hugs*
You're amazing.
-falling.

[Princeton]

I had a dream last night. It was about me with my true friends against my fake friends, well, the friends that were fake, they aren't my friends anymore. My fake friend was cursing at me and insulting me. But my true friends stood up for me. Do you think of this as a "sign" that those friends who stood up for me are true? I'm not sure if this sounds crazy, but I feel it isn't.

[Khrusolophos]

When he's unhappy I feel responsible.
As his best friend and girlfriend I should be able to make him happy, even in the slightest bit, but I can't.
I can't make him happy.
I should be able to.
I feel like a failure.

[shade.]

I had a dream last night. It was about me with my true friends against my fake friends, well, the friends that were fake, they aren't my friends anymore. My fake friend was cursing at me and insulting me. But my true friends stood up for me. Do you think of this as a "sign" that those friends who stood up for me are true? I'm not sure if this sounds crazy, but I feel it isn't.

I don't think it's crazy
Your dreams are your subconscious and your instincts
follow them, but trust your own logic as well.
I don't believe in signs, but I do believe in belief.
And if you truly think someone isn't a real friend to you,
confront them on it.
If you think they are real and you wish to know them better,
do it.
Everything will be okay c:
Remember though, that even if things go wrongly, there is always someone who cares
and always someone that will be true and amazing to you, you just have to find them.

[[Braveheart]]

I could use a hug right now. My best childhood friend turned out wrong. I worked really hard, but she rebelled. I'm older than her, so I've always kind of raised her, I guess? Ugh. There's nobody in the world on my side.
Everything was going so well, too. I was so happy until this came along. Happy for the first time in THREE YEARS. And now my enemy has won.