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[Space Cadet Marz]

I'm feeling despondent and down... I thought I was improving but I have to accept that it is just my medicine that makes me feel like I am improving but the real me will never be anything more than emotionally stunted, unable to connect to others, and alone. I shared something with my mom yesterday that should have been emotionally wracking, ground shaking, and maybe a relief not to have to hide any more... but I felt nothing, I feel nothing, and that's how I am... I am so passive and "Roll with the punches" because I can't get myself to be stirred emotionally enough to care what's going on around me.

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

I'm feeling despondent and down... I thought I was improving but I have to accept that it is just my medicine that makes me feel like I am improving but the real me will never be anything more than emotionally stunted, unable to connect to others, and alone. I shared something with my mom yesterday that should have been emotionally wracking, ground shaking, and maybe a relief not to have to hide any more... but I felt nothing, I feel nothing, and that's how I am... I am so passive and "Roll with the punches" because I can't get myself to be stirred emotionally enough to care what's going on around me.

I understand however sometimes it can be hard to show emotions while others are around and because of this you might feel more when your alone than with others as its easier to express emotions while your alone and you might not think that your improving however even in the smallest ways you may think of you are improving it might take time but you are improving you might not realise it but you are and no matter what happens you won't ever have to go through this alone and you could always pm me If you would like however try to remember that no matter what happens you are and always will be loved and I'm sorry if this doesn't help much as im unsure on how to help the situation however I hope things get better

[BlingBling]

I haven't been the greatest... Long story about how the public high won't let someone go in immediately from homeschooling so they want to 'transition' me where the delinquents and behavioral issue kids are held x-x
I just wanted my AP courses!! They don't have those there and if I were to go I'd be behind since they have three basic computer-based classes and none of my important animal vet electives or advanced classes and AAAAGGGHHHH

[Space Cadet Marz]

I'm feeling despondent and down... I thought I was improving but I have to accept that it is just my medicine that makes me feel like I am improving but the real me will never be anything more than emotionally stunted, unable to connect to others, and alone. I shared something with my mom yesterday that should have been emotionally wracking, ground shaking, and maybe a relief not to have to hide any more... but I felt nothing, I feel nothing, and that's how I am... I am so passive and "Roll with the punches" because I can't get myself to be stirred emotionally enough to care what's going on around me.

I understand however sometimes it can be hard to show emotions while others are around and because of this you might feel more when your alone than with others as its easier to express emotions while your alone and you might not think that your improving however even in the smallest ways you may think of you are improving it might take time but you are improving you might not realise it but you are and no matter what happens you won't ever have to go through this alone and you could always pm me If you would like however try to remember that no matter what happens you are and always will be loved and I'm sorry if this doesn't help much as im unsure on how to help the situation however I hope things get better

Thank you, I just had a session with my counselor and getting some really heavy stuff off my mind has at least brightened my mood a little bit, not to mention your kind words, thank you.

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

I haven't been the greatest... Long story about how the public high won't let someone go in immediately from homeschooling so they want to 'transition' me where the delinquents and behavioral issue kids are held x-x
I just wanted my AP courses!! They don't have those there and if I were to go I'd be behind since they have three basic computer-based classes and none of my important animal vet electives or advanced classes and AAAAGGGHHHH

I understand but that decision won't end everything and you will be able to do the courses that you want to do as long as you don't give up and you Keep working hard you will get there in the end and be able to do whatever you want to do however try to remember that this moment in time won't end everything and that you can do as you dream to do as long as you don't give up and I'm proud of you for trying so hard however you have to keep going

I miss them... I want to fix things but they'll say no anyways... I got a message and I don't know why but I hoped it was one of them... *Sighs*

I understand how you feel and I'm assuming this is due to the same situation as your last post however try to remember that you don't have to go through this alone and that you are and always will be loved no matter what happens and if you would like you could always pm me

[Young and Beautiful]

How does someone deal with someone's death when all they can do is think over and over about what could have been changed to make a different outcome.
;-;

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

How does someone deal with someone's death when all they can do is think over and over about what could have been changed to make a different outcome.
;-;

I understand how you feel however try to remember that ethier way no matter the result they would never want you to be upset because of them and they would always want you to carry on being that wonderful and fantastic person that you are no matter what happens and they would want you to keep providing the day with love and wonderment like you always have and even if you may not be able to see them it doesn't mean that they are gone because they will always be in your heart and they will always love you and they are proud of how far you have come so don't give up I know it can be hard but you could always pm me if you would like

[Totty]

How does someone deal with someone's death when all they can do is think over and over about what could have been changed to make a different outcome. ;-;

Whatever it is, I'm sure it's not you're fault. Just know that whoever has passed is now watching over you, no matter what you do. That person will always like and love you. That person is now safe. It's not your fault, nobody's perfect. If you feel like crying, for me it always helps to let it out. Stay strong. Praying for you <3 ( Sorry if I didn't help much. Just letting you know- it's not your fault <3 ))

[Young and Beautiful]

How does someone deal with someone's death when all they can do is think over and over about what could have been changed to make a different outcome.
;-;

I understand how you feel however try to remember that ethier way no matter the result they would never want you to be upset because of them and they would always want you to carry on being that wonderful and fantastic person that you are no matter what happens and they would want you to keep providing the day with love and wonderment like you always have and even if you may not be able to see them it doesn't mean that they are gone because they will always be in your heart and they will always love you and they are proud of how far you have come so don't give up I know it can be hard but you could always pm me if you would like

How does someone deal with someone's death when all they can do is think over and over about what could have been changed to make a different outcome. ;-;

Whatever it is, I'm sure it's not you're fault. Just know that whoever has passed is now watching over you, no matter what you do. That person will always like and love you. That person is now safe. It's not your fault, nobody's perfect. If you feel like crying, for me it always helps to let it out. Stay strong. Praying for you <3 ( Sorry if I didn't help much. Just letting you know- it's not your fault <3 ))

Thank you both so much. It's just so hard to lose someone, even though you may have not known them well, just knowing that such a young person was taken from their life so early is just terrible.
And I know I probably couldn't do anything to change what has happened, but I wish they knew how much they will be missed /.\

[Tomura]

Honestly I really need comfort right now. I've been hiding my sadness by, in my trade rules, shouting that I've been feeling "peachy." Really, that was just because of the candy event. But it seems that I've been doing almost all the work, and no one seems to appreciate it. I'm sick of my little brother taking his diaper off constantly -- he's running through a whole package of diapers in the matter of two to three days because of it.

And, although my birthday would be really fun and I'd be extremely excited for it, the only reason I'm even slightly excited for it is because ny brother is taking that day off. But I'm obviously not going to get anything for my birthday, because my parents, upon saying that there were two birthdays that week, asked, "whose birthday is that?" In a serious, non joking way.

So they don't care at all. Even if they did, I still wouldn't get anything, simply because not only is my step-father's birthday in the same week, but his and my mother's wedding anniversary is as well. They won't even be bothered to buy me anything on their trips to the grocery store with my own money because they want to "quickly go and get back home." Then it turns out that they took several hours to get everything, and bought a whole ton of junk food for themselves.