Specklez wrote:Hey all~
I feel like I'm doing a really bad job at "lifing" lately, meaning, I'm never good enough for anyone, not up to standards, and I just constantly feel sick and stressed and tired... I also feel that all my friends are slowly leaving me and I get super lonely and weh omg I don't know anymore ;u;
I'm gonna be honest with you, i have no clue what "lifting: means lol. All i know is even i go threw random phases when i feel i am not good enough for anyone ever. I have also been feeling sick stressed and well not really tired but the other 2.
And i also feel like my friends are moving away from me, i feel like a devolved species when i am around them sometimes. They are all evolving except me, and it hurts worse then anything ever.
I always tried to put up a fake smile and tried not to think about it but it does come back to you.
I found that actually crying helped me, that letting it out alone was actually taking some pain away.
I know just how you feel, and tbh i can't really help much, i promise one day it will go away, and you will feel happy and excited and your friend will be stuck to you so much you will actually want them to loosen there grip. Your pain will fade hopefully, and i am sure your good at "lifting"... whatever that means XD.