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[Chemicello]

yknow, I'm not sure if this will help anyone but....

I came across this journal from ages ago and I just really wanted to put something in it.
So I thought "I'll document something down" and I came up with THE QUESTION JOURNAL!

Basically, I wrote down some questions like:
Why do I try so hard to be liked?
Why don't I classify anyone I communicate and laugh to a friend?
When will I actually try to save up and get out of this place?

See I thought even though my questions may be unanswerable and depressive it would still be good for me to try and crack the answer over time.. I also kept note of the day each time I wrote and its just basically like writing down all the questions you ask yourself before going to sleep. My goal is to have an answer to all of the questions by the end of the year, and it's just soothing to put it down so simply.

Give it a try? Cause you never know

I agree with that, I find when your sad about something, if you write down everything to do with that subject and just get it out of your system it really helps. Also, if your stressed just getting your thoughts onto paper helps you think clearer and calm down.

[emoji movie]

Its been awhile since I've posted...

I wear a purple sweater everywhere because I'm insecure.
I don't like it when people see me in the flesh and without
it. I'm always worried they won't like me anymore.

But today, my mom sat me down and told me to stop wearing
it. She said it's practically thirty degrees Celsius, she said to stop
wearing it because she wanted me to be normal and when
everyone sees a person wearing a sweater during summer they
think the person has mental problems, she literally told me that I
can't be different from everyone else and I have to be normal.

She said it was for my own good.

Yeah mom, I'm crying a whole freaking river and you think it's for
my own good.

[Chemicello]

Its been awhile since I've posted...

I wear a purple sweater everywhere because I'm insecure.
I don't like it when people see me in the flesh and without
it. I'm always worried they won't like me anymore.

But today, my mom sat me down and told me to stop wearing
it. She said it's practically thirty degrees Celsius, she said to stop
wearing it because she wanted me to be normal and when
everyone sees a person wearing a sweater during summer they
think the person has mental problems, she literally told me that I
can't be different from everyone else and I have to be normal.

She said it was for my own good.

Yeah mom, I'm crying a whole freaking river and you think it's for
my own good.

It's natural to find strength in an object, don't worry, your not alone. Try and tell yourself that people like you for who you are and not what you wear, because you are such an amazing person, people like you for your lovely personality. That is harsh what your mum has said, and not really the right way of going about it. Why don't you go shopping with her for something that you want to wear, a t shirt or a thin jumper perhaps, and just tell her that it makes you feel comfortable and hopefully she will understand. Also, everyone is different and that is good so you have a right to be yourself, because you are a beautiful person who deserves to feel comfortable within their own skin. People don't think that people are mad if they are wearing jumpers don't get self conscious. Just let your mum know how you feel *hugs* don't worry x

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

Its been awhile since I've posted...

I wear a purple sweater everywhere because I'm insecure.
I don't like it when people see me in the flesh and without
it. I'm always worried they won't like me anymore.

But today, my mom sat me down and told me to stop wearing
it. She said it's practically thirty degrees Celsius, she said to stop
wearing it because she wanted me to be normal and when
everyone sees a person wearing a sweater during summer they
think the person has mental problems, she literally told me that I
can't be different from everyone else and I have to be normal.

She said it was for my own good.

Yeah mom, I'm crying a whole freaking river and you think it's for
my own good.

Firstly don't cry for her you have the right to be however you want to be and its good to be different as if we was all the same the world would be dull and its fantastic people like you who stop this from happening and provide the world with joy and wonderment and don't let her decide what is normal no one can decide what is normal because we are all different and we all have different opinions of what is nromal so don't let her decide for you only you can do that and if you want to wear that sweater then do so don't let her push you around because your wonderful and fantastic the way you are and always have been and if anyone tells you otherwise never listen to them because they will always be wrong and you will always better than them and you have the right to be different so stand tall and don't let her take it from you because I know your so much better than that

[Atomic Samurai]

What do you mean ''It's not funny, it's not cool, stop it.'' I'm anti-social, that's not something I can just stop. Besides it's hard to be happy when you're so overprotective. I don't even know anymore, last night I was thinking about the whole thing ( she had had a headache, and impatiently yelled at me ) and I became depressed for a few moments. This is ridiculous, I want to leave. I want to be alone. I'm impatient, bad tempered, and rude. Biting remarks and snide comments about my attitude haven't gotten you anywhere yet, in fact I've just gotten worse. I'm sick of people telling me I have great parents, Dad isn't here alot, and Mom drives me crazy. Stop talking about things you don't know. And don't you DARE yell at me, and then about five minuets later smile at me and say ''I love you''
Please stop.
Just leave me alone.

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

What do you mean ''It's not funny, it's not cool, stop it.'' I'm anti-social, that's not something I can just stop. Besides it's hard to be happy when you're so overprotective. I don't even know anymore, last night I was thinking about the whole thing ( she had had a headache, and impatiently yelled at me ) and I became depressed for a few moments. This is ridiculous, I want to leave. I want to be alone. I'm impatient, bad tempered, and rude. Biting remarks and snide comments about my attitude haven't gotten you anywhere yet, in fact I've just gotten worse.
Please stop.
Just leave me alone.

I understand you feel however try not to let her get to you because your wonderful the way you are and no one is perfect and we all make mistakes and its nothing to be ashamed if and I'm sure she has her flaws as well so don't think for one moment that she is any better than you because she's not nor ever will be and I'm sorry she shouted at you as you don't deserve to be shouted at as its not your fault nor ever has been and I hope she realises this because you deserve far better but don't let her get to you we all have flaws no matter what we do its just a matter if time for finding those who accept them and those who don't accept them don't matter nor ever will so try to stand proud and don't let her bring you down your so much better than that and you can always pm me if you would like

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

-removed-
Half the people here hate me
I'm tired of it
I want to be liked here
Yeah I know you'll say " You are liked!"
No apparently I'm not
If I'm foed
Or bullied
I'm just so depressed
I wish you'd all care enough
And I'm ignored
You're gonna probably ignore this too

I really need to talk with someone...

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

-removed-
Half the people here hate me
I'm tired of it
I want to be liked here
Yeah I know you'll say " You are liked!"
No apparently I'm not
If I'm foed
Or bullied
I'm just so depressed
I wish you'd all care enough
And I'm ignored
You're gonna probably ignore this too

I really need to talk with someone...

Please

I could pm you if you would like me to?

[X-Cat]

I really need to rant.

On Thursday my dad is taking me on a trip to Ottawa which sounds really exciting but honestly all I am is scared about it. My dad and I have a few issues with our relationship which I'd rather pm someone about then directly post on this thread. The thing is usually when we get into fights and my dad does something, I can always call my mom or worst comes to worst I could go to my moms house to get away, but on this trip I won't be anywhere near her nor do I have cell service and long distance doesn't work terribly well on hotel phones. I'm just really scared that something is going go bad, just last Tuesday we went to dinner and his girlfriends sisters house and I was feeling quite terribly (cramps and other things) so my mood wasn't very good. So at one point my dads girlfriends nephew was showing off a card and I responded with "I don't care" which I know was very inappropriate. So when we got home around midnight that night he began screaming at me and calling me a horrible person. He said that the reasons my friends don't like me all the time is because I am a horrible person who doesn't deserve respect and basically told me I was unworthy of many things. I'll just say that it really hurt especially with the comment on my friends which if you pm me I can go into much more detail on. I'm just really scared something like this will happen while were away and I won't be able to talk to anyone, I only have one friend I can contact and I don't think he wants to here about my problems, he has his own life. I really at this point need to be reassured, because I am so scared about this trip and that something will go horribly wrong.

[Loneliest]

Now that my friend thinks I quit I can post about him. I wish I could figure out what goes through his insane head. He seems so distant.