the whole group is just a big train wreck and everyone is greedy. nice nice. i don't like anyone around there anyways, they annoy me as they try to ''fit in''.
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i don't understand some people sometimes, i just wish i can take a week off for some therapy sessions so everything that is stressing me off can go away
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i have not said a word since the minute i woke up and i learned that my brothers would try to annoy me until i scream or my parents would act like nothing had happened. i can hear the lies my whole family is saying to one another and it was so hard to resist trying to tell them wrong, but i remembered to stay quiet and see how they would act if i didn't exist. my brothers fight constantly and everyone is trying to make me talk after calling me a monster literally a day ago
wonderful
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i wish i could hug and cuddle someone. i wish to just feel loved for once. i wish someone could tell me that they loved me. i wish for someone to be excited when i'm around. i'm probably just dreaming and i'll simply die alone.