Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[farewell]

Dear _____ (not a person on CS),

I don't know why you keep doing what you're doing. I know you're dramatic by nature and tend to exaggerate for people to agree with you or find humor in what you say. Sometimes you do get to me, maybe just a little bit, but I'm trying to realize that everything you do is just a reflection of how unhappy you are with yourself. It's really hard to come to terms with that because of how awful you are, but I'm starting to accept it as the truth. I wish you the best and I hope someday you can find enough positivity and happiness in your life that you no longer have to hurt others to feel better about yourself. That's really sad and I hope you sort everything out.

[thebluberry.]

dear m,
thinking about you made me really sad yesterday.
then the fact that you could make me that sad made me even more sad.
i didn't realize i liked you that much.
i wish you would have put in more effort,
but mostly i just wish i could forget that i like you and move on.

also, why her?
i guess i read too far into the compliments you gave me.
i guess you must like that she's always happy.
maybe i should have tried harder.
but where would that have gotten me?
maybe i should be happy that you seem to like her,
after all if you're not happy with me the way i am,
we probably never would have worked out anyways.

i wish you all the best.
-a sad m

[sunflower,]

dear l,

what you said today really bothered me.
i think you should be a bit more considerate over other's feelings and opinions, instead of just focusing on your own.
yes, people are different. and yes, different is okay.
thanks.

-b

[lion's tooth]

Why does everyone keep saying I'm fake? I'm not fake. I'm really not, I swear. I don't see any point in stunting. I don't care to make some persona out of myself. There'd be no point anyways. I don't even know if I'm going to stay here for much longer. I really don't understand. Why is it that everytime I try to look out for someone, it ends in some fiasco and everyone pegs me as the patsi, it all boils down to me being superficial. But I'm not. Please. Why does everyone insist that I'm not being real with them? I've never been more honest with people as to who I am in my life than I have this year. Why are so many people who know literally nothing about me assuming I haven't been true to who I am, and who I say I am? I just. I don't get it. What do they gain by falsely accusing me off being two-faced? This has me in tears. Please. I'm not that kind of person.





Am I?

[Clarrissa]

dear me,
Ugh. I'm so annoyed right now. I just sent out a trade for the 2016 gupps offering two 2016 uncommons and an unknown monthly (all three were WL) and the user was asking for WL trades on their personal thread. I mentioned in my message that I was reluctant to offer a rare because last year's GUPPS was uncommon.
I received a cancel with just about the rudest message I've ever seen.
Talk about making a bad day worse. I'll never understand how people can plead for trades but decline overpay wiithout a second thought. Declining without a message would have been 100% more polite than the nasty line they sent in response.
This is a bit of a rant but I just find it so irritating when I spend so much time trying to complete a full CS collection yet I keep coming up against users like this.
I know there are some amazing people on this website but I guess it's the rude ones that leave a lasting impression.
Do I have a sign on my head that says please be rude to me? Ffs.
I'm actually done with this. Forget trading, I'm having a long-term hiatus from this website.
I'm just going to come back each month to adopt monthlies.
~sincerely, me.

[wonpil]

dear j,
thanks for hearing me out

dear ___,
okay. i can't tell if i miss you? maybe i miss our friendship.
we haven't been friends for almost a year, when your speaking to someone i'm with you never look at me. which pisses me off to the max. like? i feel like you don't miss our friendship. i don't think you were affected by us calling our friendship quits. when we were the best of friends for four years. maybe i do miss you.

[chon]

dear v,
hi sorry i haven't written in a few days but ily so anyways im really really busy and im sorry if i've been boring lately, finals are next week and i've got a lot to complete before and after finals. also badminton is coming up and i won't be as active on this or skype so just a heads up. i'll try to contact you whenever i can!! i'm excited for you to get my letter + birthday gift pt. one out of three. i hope you like it because i have the matching one to it. i say this every time and i'll probably keep saying it bc im really annoying but ily and im really happy to call you my best friend, like seriously, i haven't had a best friend since i was like ten but yeah i hope you have a great day/evening whenever you get a chance to read this! c:

[ƐмσǀηAƓєяαя∂Ɯαу]

Dear R,

Thank you for taking my feelings into consideration, and know that I hope you and her are happy together, I wish you the best. Thank you for trying to save my feelings and I will still love to be friends.
~M

[Sleeping With Issues]

Dear S,

I'm sorry this is going to be so short but I talked to a physic I'm not sure if I believe her but she said we're gonna be together for a long time if not the rest of our lives. I hadn't even mentioned your name to her before she brought it up I guess that means she means it huh. Anyways you still make me nervous and I'm glad we trust each other enough to be able to go through each other's bags to get stuff for one another and go through each other's phones. I'm sorry if I accidentally grabbed your hair instead of my calculator today it was an accident if I did I was under a lot of stress but the way you smiled at me made it all better. I'm sorry this is so mushy I usually don't act this way. I also want you to know that J and I are just friends him and my other friend have a thing that I don't want to interfere with. I like you and only you. You're my first love. And those over protective looks you give to other guys when I talk to them makes my heart thump. I'm still struggling to ask you and to tell you how I feel. It's so weird that you're one of the only people I trust and yet I can't tell you this simple thing.


Love,
The girl that's always nervous.

[galaxial]

dear S.
if only you knew
how i felt about
you.

how i care about
you.