by .Deku. » Thu Jan 12, 2017 2:52 pm
Dear A and M,
Was it really necessary to be that blatantly rude? I mean seriously, it's not like we were forcing you to join or anything, we put it up there for anyone interested and there you are practically mocking it because it's not your thing. What happened to this being an open minded group where we could share anything? I'm feeling more and more out of place lately, and honestly M especially, you are making me feel like just up and leaving. I'm starting to feel like I can't talk about what I want anymore, and if I mention wanting to spend time with T or any of your friends, you start being a jerk to me and shoving in my face how you've known them longer, and how you're in college and all this unnecessary garbage.
Say what you want about feeling like you don't have friends, but you have T, ST, M and so on, so it's not like you don't have friends. And no matter how hard I try, I'll probably never mean as much to them as you do. Because you know them personally, which I don't. Not all of us are lucky enough to have met and still have real friends like you do. I've cried my eyes out over this. It's things like this that make me not want to reach out to people and talk or try to be close to them because I feel like nothing but a nuisance. If this keeps up, I think I'm just going to have to take another break away from the group, because this has been putting me in foul moods and I really don't want to end up snapping at something and saying things I'll regret.
- M
Dear K & G,
Thank you K and G for being there for me, at least I have you two. I'm glad to have friends like you guys, you never fail to cheer me up, and give me confidence in myself.. I really feel like I can be me around you, there's no judging, or poking fun with you guys, you just accept me for me and that's really something that is harder to find than you might think. You two really are like my sisters and I love you both dearly. If you ever need someone to listen to you, lift you up when you fall, or wipe your tears away when you're crying, I'll always be there. I know I'm not always the greatest at being there at the right times, but just know I will always do my best to make you smile and love yourself as much as I love you.
-Sincerely M
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