Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Spotenya]

dear b,
aww your so sweet <3 you created a rap song about me and sung it to me whenever you saw me XD I remembered you came out of the classroom, followed me heading downstairs and started rapping, there's a guy who's behind us and his expression was like 'wait what?'
You're literally one of the sweetest guys I ever met.

Hope to talk to you soon!
From your friend.

[sunflower,]

dear dad,

you told me it would take ten minutes.
instead, it took twenty.
i think you knew that the whole time. i think you just wanted to get it out of the way.
can you please be more considerate?
i'm late, now.
thanks.

xx, me

[caf.]

r,
listen, i'm as tired of seeing you as you are of me. i'd prefer that you quit pretending you're the only one affected by this setup. so maybe you think i'm a terrible person, that's a fair point, but i'm every bit as talented and deserving of this choir as you are, and i don't plan to stand down anytime soon. this isn't personal, r, it never was. do yourself a favor and stop obsessing over every appearance i make. you only have to put up with me for 2 more years anyway, right? this isn't healthy.
listen, if you want to talk about me behind my back, that's fair. go for it. honestly, i couldn't care less if you tried to poison everyone against me. my actions speak for themselves, everyone has a right to choose whether they want to associate with me. you've got a lovely qpp and a strong circle of friends, they'll hear you out.
but seriously? the eye-rolling, the signing and groaning, really? kicking me to the curb at ren fair because you can't deal with me being within 30 feet of you? this isn't right, none of it is right. if you want me gone be honest, don't give me this "big groups don't work" garbage. don't lie to me. you've lied enough.
you want to talk about abuse? how's about we talk about the way you grabbed me by the hair and threw me to the ground when i was too young to know that wasn't okay? when you and your friends would gang up on me to throw insults at me for your own entertainment? when you pushed me to the side because you couldn't bear to associate with a middle schooler? when you refused to associate with me and then blamed me for ignoring you? when you abandoned me at homecoming for your "better friends" even though i was having the worst anxiety attack of my life? when you lied constantly to s and ruined her trust and our friendship? when you blamed me for years of abuse that occurred before we even met? when you played me like a puppet on a string for five and a half years - plus the ten months we've been apart - to make me think i actually mattered to you?
i realize that i finally don't miss you anymore. i miss the friendship and the fun and i'll admit it, i'm lonely and sick and there are some nights when i'd take you back in an instant just for the affection you used to bestow upon me. but most times the thought of your hands on me is haunting and chilling. i miss when you loved me, r. i don't think you ever did.
if you're worried about me still crushing on you, don't bother. there are better people for me that will actually take care of me and won't accuse me of being a predator just because i happen to be attracted to my own gender.
i won't hurt you, r, that's not who i am, that's not how i am. i dearly, honestly hope you end up happy. but i also hope that's very far away from me. i guess i should recognize now that we can't coexist in peace, that you're not going to make the effort to make high school a positive experience for either of us.
this is goodbye. i'm moving on. consider what you're going to do.
firmly,
k


f,
i'm sorry in advance if you become my fp. i didn't mean for it to happen, i'm trying to heal but i'm so torn up and dependent that i just need a "protector". my heart will break when you leave. it's not your fault. i will heal.
i love you. it's too early to say it but i do. nothing will ever happen between us, but i do appreciate the scraps of affection you do give me.
sorry i was wrong about the clapping thing yesterday. sorry i haven't returned my dress. sorry i don't have a copy of winter wonderland. i'm trying to impress you but stumbling and failing, you're a saint for dealing with me anyway.
love,
k

n,
you're such a good friend. i'm sorry i've treated you so poorly. thank you for being so honestly lovely and for respecting my age and my sexuality. i trust you.
k

l,
thank you for saving my sorry butt at ren fair for a little while. i'm a little ticked you stayed with w but i don't blame you. you're a good friend.
k

m and k,
you two are actually pretty cool. i liked hanging out with y'all at the fair. i'd like to talk with you both some more sometime.
k

s,
you were right.
k

[LOCW_Bluestarwarrior]

To a certain person,
I guess that this is it then. If you want to stop being my friend, then okay. I never could tell what you wanted out of life, but whatever it is, I hope you get it. I won't hold any ill will. I'll just be sad, but with my luck for friends, I guess I should have seen it coming.
Love Me.

To my internet friends from every website,
Even if you're being nice to me so you don't hurt my feelings, I appreciate it. And regardless, I'm grateful for you guys and care about you a lot. Thanks for making things bearable.
From Me.

To my new friends,
Thanks for including me; it's a pleasant surprise every time.
From Me.

[skeleton,]

dear r.
stop.
it hurts.
it really hurts.
you should have told me.
you shouldn't have hidden your secret.
now it burns.
it burns and i hate you for it.
just.
stop.
signed, s

[appi]

i'm sorry

i don't know if i'm making a big deal out of it and thinking of it as something
more than it actually is, but i feel so so bad and i'd understand if you hate me
for it. i honestly .. i wish i could say something to defend myself but that would
just be excuses and i'm not about that. so, sorry. i really am a bad person. i
should have cared more. i don't know why i acted that way but i wish i could
go back and change myself. is this the end? i hope you can forgive me and try
to be open to a better side of me. i wish i could have shown you that then. i wish
i cared more. i really do care for everyone but i don't show it often and sometimes
i don't know how to.

i'm really sorry. i truly am a bad person.

[regular;]

dear weird dream last night,
ok i can't exactly remember all of you, except for the part where i was kissing someone.
why in the world did it feel so real and why can't i remember the rest? who it was? please give me some answers. i don't understand.
- a

[ewe]

Dear _,
Why do you stare at me during band? I know I'm being really weird, but I'm just having fun.
Stop staring at me...
~K

[sam,]

i don't expect anything back, but-

i love you i love you i love you

thank you for teaching me to love.

[forestfolke]

Dear everyone who thinks Christmas starts the second Halloween ends.

It's not Christmas time.
Thanksgiving literally isn't even here yet, stop putting up Christmas decorations
It disgusts me, it starts earlier and earlier every year!
I know it must bring you happy vibes or something and that's great
but keep it to yourself, I don't need to see everyone being like "XDD IM SO EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAZ!" the first day of November
I don't even start Christmas stuff until the 8th of December
It's just ridiculous, it's not Christmas, stop acting like it is.

From a very "triggered" usamagnol.