Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Unleashed Squiid]

Dear my secret love,

Why do I love you so much when all you've ever done is hurt me. Why can't I let go of you, why do all of my feeling always come crashing down and crush me and suffocate me in that stupid, terrible love for you, when all it will ever do is hurt. Why can't I shut you out? Why are all of my thoughts flooded with your memories and your smile. Why do I love those memories. Why do I love those stupid, broken memories so much.

Because I am in love with the person you were. The memories we shared. I am far more in love with person you used to be than who you are today.

I am sorry.
But I hate you.

[regular;]

dear r.,
i really don't know what to say to you right now. please start to realize that you're not as innocent as you act. i apologized. why haven't you? i hate you, but at the same time i still like you. "hate's a strong word!" i don't care. it's not strong if it's 110% true. my hate turns into physical pain. so what's strong now?
sincerely,
a

dear me,
you don't deserve this. stop running back to him. go out, do something. find another guy even if he's not in your school. just go out. stop locking yourself up in your small bedroom and procrastinating what you could've done differently. nothing. you couldn't have because it happened. stop consuming your mind with things that don't matter. go somewhere. this isn't healthy and you know it. he's not healthy for you. get over him.
sincerely,
you

[axelandria]

dear me,
why can't you get over yourself? you've tried to, and were unable- I failed. -and that's okay. you couldn't have done anything. you sure about that? maybe if I'd fixed it back then- but now you can do something. why do you hide from the Light? He's waiting for you with open arms. I know that, but it's just so hard. it's easier to not. is it really? you cry every night. you have internal pain that can only be fixed with His help. let him back in. I just- I just can't. I don't understand it, and neither should you. no one can understand it, except God, and maybe me, in the future, whether that future be afterdeath, or sometime much later in my life, when I'm 70 years old and pondering my life. what if I just never get over it? listen- no, you listen. you've tried to help me, and you can't, because you're me. I can't help me. no one but God can, like you said. so just- just leave me alone.
I wish I could lie in bed forever.
from,
me

[sea glass.]

dear self,
why do you have to be such trash
you can't do anything right
get it together
- me

[stranger danger]

dear me,
y is coding so difficult??? for us??? i dunno get some sleep idiot

sincerely,
yourself

[birdiesong]

dear ex,
sorry dude i tried all i could for you. but it wasn't gonna work out. you painted me as some perfect savior who was going to be your light forever; but i am not and i cannot. but don't you dare say i didn't try. i tried all i did. i have done all i could. but you resisted every time. and even though i said i still wanted you in my life you have obviously shown me you cannot stay in my life without bringing devastation and unneeded drama into my life. we are going separate ways. believe all the lies about me you want to, that won't make them true. no, i did not with him. no, i did not fake my love for you. no, i did not pressure you. it is not your fault, it is both of ours. but i am done being pitiful. there comes a point where the choice is about myself, my happiness. it may seem selfish to you but there is a difference between selfishness and self care. i have worked so hard, gone through hell (still am) to get to where i am, and i am not throwing away my happiness or let it rot due to someone else. my happiness is my first responsibility; after all it is the only thing that i can truly control. i am the only thing in life i can control; and you bet i'm going to control myself. i have found a new lover, yes in him, hate him all you want. he is not you, you are not him. our relationship is equal and much different then the one you and i had. and we're not letting you take our happiness away. so go ahead, treat me like a villain, but be warned; if you treat me as a villain then you can damn well bet i'll act like one. don't be surprised if i have no sympathy anymore. you've run me dry.
it's over.
you need to move on.

[⭐stargirl.⭐]

dear n (male),
i don't think you know how much i really love you. honestly, i'd love to go out with you. the only reason i said no, and the reason i can't send this letter is that.. well, im stupid and insecure and i don't know.. i love you so much, but i don't know how to tell you in a way that actually seems true. i don't know.. im stupid.. i should've told you about n (female) bullying me and a (female). you could have helped. but im to stupid to tell realize anything. i can't do this much longer. i need you.

PS
tell a that s really likes him, please. she really wants to be with him badly haha

love k ❤ (female)

[⭐stargirl.⭐]

dear e, (female)
uhm i don't know how to say this but i think your brother (r - male) likes me... maybe we can talk about this on the bus..? haha this is awkward because we are friends and our brothers are friends.. i think your brother likes me though.. tbh lol
love, k❤ (female)

[jane doe.]

dear blue jay,

im not sure how to say this but..

i really really really like you and im sorry for being so salty about sam. i just
cant imagine you with anybody else-im such a selfish person. i cant help my
small obsession over you, and youve helped me through so much. your my be
st friend <3.

-the girl who loves to draw you birds

[Adonis]

Dear Jas,

Still missing you ha. Not sure why i still revisit these places and get all up in my feelings wit memories.

-

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