by mackstarr » Sat Nov 05, 2016 6:43 pm
dear ex,
I told you I didn't like to be called Kenzie. I have been called Mack my entire life. Why did I think it was endearing for you to continuously call me by a name I hated? If you think I couldn't see through all your lies or see the way you looked at me when my hands were shaking (most of the time caused by you), you are so wrong. I thought I deserved to be treated like this. I thought it was my fault that you thought I was a pushover, or that I cared just a little too much. I told you I loved you (oh how wrong I was) and you told me you just didn't love me. And then I stayed with you, because I thought I deserved it. I thought it was because of me. It was only because of you. I wish you hadn't seen me sitting in the dirt crying when you broke up with me on the fourth of July (independence day, pun intended). But I do wish you had seen what happened after.
So on a lighter note... Thank you.
Thank you for dropping me right into the arms of your best friend (who you don't deserve, by the way.) Thank you for pointing me straight at the love of my life. You destroyed me, but that night when you made me cry, he saw what you had done to me and he drove me home, and then he started to rebuild me. Without you, I never would have seen what was right in front of me the whole time. I would never be so in love or have this boy who is one of the best friends I could ever ask for (who I also can kiss so hey bonus). And I am going to marry him someday. We are going to have a family, complete with kids, dogs, cats, and, of course, a few snakes for me. We are going to be so happy. We already are. All because you were so absorbed with yourself that you couldn't see what you were doing to me.
So goodbye.
See you never.
Your loss.
But thank you.
sincerely,
MACK not Kenzie
ps. yes I broke the boy code. no I'm not proud of it. (jk I kinda am)
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