Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[atychiphobia]

__________
Just try it. So what if it doesn't work out, so what if it fails and everyone you know will know that you failed? You're not going to get very far if you keep on thinking this, just take your first step, it might work. You might be good enough, you might be able to do it. So what if you can't? Try again. Try harder. Try more. I know you're scared, and you don't want to show it. I know you're afraid of being judged, and afraid of being laughed at for all the wrong reasons. Use that fear, use it to become amazing, use it so you can inspire. There is someone else who has been in this position too. They either went for it or not. They are either happy they tried or regretting not trying. I get you don't know who to tell first, I can feel how you are being torn up trying to decide. You've still got years ahead of you, but your scared that even by then you will still be in this same position. If only you hadn't built such a hard exterior around yourself, then people would be able to see you. See you and your ambitions. See you and your strengths. See your and your weaknesses. You and your fears. You and your need for someone to believe in you and tell you, YOU CAN DO IT.

Please please please believe in yourself, don't give up on this dream. Tear down your wall and let others support you. There is only so far you can walk this path on your own, soon you're going to get too tired and wish you had a friend to walk it with you.
-
the person you know best and whom knows you best

[leeheeseung]

dear bts

i love you :^)))))))

[ryan!]

dear a,
you are so amazing. we share so much. one of my dreams is to have one of those laughs where it just never stops and your stomach hurts but in the good way. I want it to become and inside joke and I want to tell your dad that he's not wrong. I've liked you for a while and when you told me about your crush on him, I knew that I liked you a lot because I freaking cried. I AM kinda emotional sometimes but no one knows that. Except you, really. I tell you a lot of stuff. Because you're the best. You're mine. And I love you. And I know that's a strong word, love. And I'm not going to use it in conversation ever. Ever. Because it's too early. It kinda feels like it's always gonna be too early. I love a good confession and all of my "love" but we're just kids right now. We have so much time to figure this out (if we want to) ((I prefer not to stay in my own dark)) But I think you matter to me too much. It's kinda scary, but you're always there, keeping me faithful that there's always something good. And there is. I believe that because of you.
That other night when I was freaking out? You calmed me down because you are one of the only ones who can. You assure me when I think I can't and then I do and I don't know why I ever doubted myself. You are so assuring and brave and kind and sweet and I miss you and I want you here with me now. :)

love,
a

[eff]

dear f,

i feel sick. i feel like crying. but that's okay.
i puked but i'm good. i get school help because
of you, but that's okay.
they think it's something else.
something normal.
but i think it's worse. but that's okay.

i love you.

[knittingandnoodles]

Dear Grancha,
I love you and miss you more and more everyday
x
x

[Montgomery Gator]

dear J

I miss you I miss family and I want to go home

yeah..

bluh

[.-Tired-.]

Dear C____,
So how do I put this? I'm just gonna be blunt and say it. I like-no, more like love- you. I've liked-loved- you for rights years now. Ever since grade one. And I know, why am I telling you this on our last year? Graduating in less than a year. I was afraid. Scared. A wimp. I was scared about rejection. So I kept to my self for eight whole years. None of the girls even guessed I could have like you until I told them. To be honest, they all thought I liked L___, but to me, he's only a friend. And to explain why I'm seemingly around you a lot more recently, not my fault, I'm honestly just following the group, and your just there I guess. I know this sounds cheesy and all, but my heart seriously starts to speed up when I hear your voice, when I'm near you, even when you cross my mind. Remember when we were reading for religion? The cross, holy water, well that story. When you started speaking after I did, I seriously thought I was going to faint, because of how fast my heart was beating, and I know it's cheesy, but it's true. Just writing this letter I have shaky fingers because I still am scared, and I know I'm going to be rejected, but I also know that it won't hurt as much as it did when I indirectly confessed. Remember last year, you may not, but I do perfectly, as if it were yesterday. You were wearing your batman under armour shirt, and black shorts, I was wearing my white tiger seethrough top with a tank top and jean shorts. We were at the white mid-field soccer posts, the guys, T______, J___, L___, and you, and I think H_____, was there, along with H_____.G, G____.F, S_______, K_______, C_____. I described you perfectly, your red-orange hair remind me of fire, your pale blue eyes that just seem to drag one into their depths, your freckles that stand out yet don't, how sporty you are. Everything. I described it all simply. But what you said crushed me, more than the others when I dropped tiny hints. You said exactly this. "L____, please tell me you don't like all red heads with freckles, because I defiantly don't like you" I could literally feel everything just drop and shatter in my entire world. I just put on a fake smile and shook my head and said 'No, I don't like all red heads' and you seemed happy. We've known each other for nearly our entire lives, ten years to be exact, and I've loved oh for eight of them, at first a petty school girl crush, which turned into love over the years. I know you've dated S_______, and K_______, and it was painful, yes, but I always told my self, "Of he's happy, I'm happy" and that's how I've always been, if you were happy, I was. And no, I'm not saying all of this just looking for a relationship, no, really, it's just to get it up and off of my chest so then I at least know that you now know. So please, don't just say "Will you go on a date with me" or whatever you guys say to a girl when you want to date, just to make me happy, then break up with me two days later, as it would crush me even more. We already have one L___, we don't need another. Well, on that note, I better stop writing and just leave it here or you could be here all day reading this. But, the point of this letter was: I love you, no matter what you've done to me, I've always loved you.
~Love, your secret admirer of eight years
L____

[GammerDog]

Dear sans,

How many Chara's have you dunked so far? How is papyrus? Are you doing good? Thanks if you can answer me OuO

[hateno]

dear o,
just stop
stop everything
i hate you and you hate me
no one can trust us
- o

[Rooster Cult]

Dear horror movie advertisements,
please stop. TnT
love
someone with anxiety