by regular; » Fri Oct 14, 2016 11:48 am
dear r,
i still love you.
even though I seem distant, I do. I really do. you hurt me and I felt so revengeful. but I've come to terms with the situation and you've proved you're worthy of forgiveness. i can't stop loving you. you said you felt the same. you proved you felt the same. i love you so much and am sorry about all the horrible things i ever said and thought of you, because i felt so outcasted and put aside by you. but now i realize you're afraid of getting hurt in a relationship. if only i'd known... maybe i wouldn't have been so desperate for one and gotten upset. but you must realize that i am not reserved for you. i have the option of dating someone else. i am single. you aren't my boyfriend and i have to accept that, but you have to accept that any guy has the right to sweep me off my feet. i have feelings for others as well, maybe not as strong as ours because of how long i've felt for you, but slowly my feelings have been transferring towards others and you need to accept that when the time comes that i'm taken again, it's not going to be you because you missed the chance. i've waited 2 years for you to ask me out. i'm still waiting.
love your love,
a
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dear c,
oh how i wish i could tell you my feelings towards you. but they're so strong and i have to be faithful to r until the time is right. i can't do him wrong as he has done me wrong. not until i'm fully sure of who i want. man, i love you, but i think we'd be best as friends whether or not you like me. for now, i suppose. and when the time comes when you tell me your feelings for me (if you like me, or not) I will accept what you say and continue life as it is.
love you unexpected admirer,
a
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dear j & s,
i know you both like me, but we're all girls. and i am straight. i'm sorry but i can't change that for you.
sincerely,
a
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dear d,
i don't want multiple crushes. but you, you're in my way of that. you're so so nice. and caring. and i can't stop thinking about you. i can't stop wishing you were here. i can't stop searching until i find who my one major crush is and you're just another addition to my mission. i know you like me, too. but i can't admit my feelings yet.
love your friend,
a
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dear k,
make up your mind. i know you think I like you, but i don't anymore. you lead me on. you lead everyone on because you expect them to like you. yes, lately i've been ignoring your everlasting and intriguing stares. you are adorable and i hate that i ever fell into your misery trap for girls in your class. i've fallen in once, after you said you liked me last year, but you left me after a week. so stop playing with my emotions. stop texting me at midnight and having long conversations about random stuff. i'm over you. leave me and my precious feelings alone.
sincerely your target,
a
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dear world & all the people that like me,
why do things have to be like this? why do so many people like me? i don't think of myself as a very likeable person. i don't think i'm pretty, or fantastic, or even that smart. you have made my feelings twist and turn inside me and some of the heart throbbing situations i've been in killed me. but yet i feel like an outcast when someone stops liking me. what is it, world? what is it about me that you're making everyone love? i'm not a heartbreaker and don't intend to be. when i hear someone likes me my heart bursts into a joyful scream, but then i stop and ask why?
love your crush,
a