Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Cloverwoods]

Dear friends at school,

I love how you guys extremely began to freak out in the middle of homeroom when I just randomly came out and said that my crush was actually female and not male.
Thanks for supporting me, it really helps knowing I have friends who actually care than last year.

[winterbreezy]

dear mum,
i miss you. lots.
math has sucked recently. my teacher is awful, and the class is too hard. i'm going to see if i can get switched into a better class with a more tolerant teacher, but i'm not going to get my hopes up.


dear m,
i hate you.
and even then, that's putting it lightly.
you always stare at me in class like you want something from me, and it creeps me out and makes me uncomfortable. you mentally and emotionally damaged me, and i want nothing to do with you. so do me a favor and leave me alone. i don't need more stress after what's happened to me.


dear b,
seriously?
i know you don't care about me, but the least you could do is pretend to.
maybe, once in awhile, ask how i'm doing instead of bellyaching about your non-existent issues.


dear c,
i'm catching feelings for you again. uh-oh.
you're cute. and tall. and overall, just pretty great.
i know you have a girlfriend but maybe talk to me once in awhile???? it would make my day.

[morrissey]

Dear W___

Hey there.
I know I kinda screwed things up when I told you I liked you two Friday's ago. I said I knew you were a year and a half older than I was and that it was childish and when I told you the weight was lifted and I didn't like you anymore.
That was kinda a lie?

From, E___

Dear M______

We kinda screwed things up senior year but you are a great friend. Sorry it didn't work out, I hope J_____ is good enough for you.

From, E___

[Ekans]

Dear S_____,
I love you. You're absolutely gorgeous, even if you think you aren't. I love your smile, and your gorgeous blue eyes, and your electric blue smurf hair. I love your band shirts and your glasses, and the way that your cheeks slightly dimple up when you genuinely smile. I love your random motions, and your scolding looks when I say something about myself that you even in the slightest remote disagree with, and the way that your eyes wrinkle up when you laugh at my jokes. I love your simple T's and band shirts, because you actually rock them. I love looking into the face of someone who genuinely makes me feel like my pathetic excuse of a life actual means something. And most of all, I love just seeing you on the other side of the screen camera just talking, because it makes me feel emotions I have never felt with anyone else. It makes me feel a new kind of happiness I have never felt, and one that I don't deserve.

But why I can't tell you these things, I don't even know. I wish I could.

Sincerely, K.

[morrissey]

Dear Aunt Flo,

Could you wait a couple of weeks before coming?
I have nutcracker auditions.
Don't need the red spot of greatness on my tights thank you.

From E.

[sunflower,]

dear me,

you somehow manage to screw things up. i don't know how you manage to- but you do.
the one time you have the chance to meet someone very special, you refuse because someone else is going?
you're so pathetic.
the others don't care if you go or not. it's your loss. and their gain.

-xx

[an6el]

Along time ago people believed that the earth was
flat and if you walk far enough you’ll fall in a void
of dust and stars and the ocean would be infinity.
We see and hear what we want, all just to be happy,
But we don’t like making decisions or sacrificed
i understood, that you made me watched a bee
drown slowly into its own honey. Where our
friendship became a little blue bird and crashed
into a pretty stained glass window. It’s all comes
back to the eyes. It’s not your fault; all i want is
that you are happy where you are...

-farewell

[hypnowave]

Dear N,

I know I shouldn't be blaming you but I'm a horrible person and I can't control myself sometimes and so much about you frustrates me beyond words that I really don't know how else to take it out on you. I'm sorry.
You just frustrate me so much.

[caf.]

dear counselor,
don't look at me like that. i know i'm curled up in a ball in a corner, but that gives you no right to give me the same god forsaken look you give everyone else on the planet. you don't know me. you're not special. i know you, i know too well that you'll say the same stupid garbage to me you've said to everyone else on the planet. "eat, talk to someone, grieve," whatever, i don't want to hear it. you'll turn on me the moment i say something "unhealthy" and put me in a hospital because you think i'm dangerous and you don't actually know how to treat me. i don't want you or any of your "prevention" crap. don't tell me i'm worth it, don't tell me i'm a good person, don't lie to me. you don't know what i've been through and you're never going to. stay away from me. i don't trust you or your kind. stay away.
- k

[This Is Halloween]

Dear Z,
You have helped me out a lot and i couldn't thank you enough. Although i am my annoying childish self and you can get upset at times, I'm happy you're still my best friend. Okay maybe we aren't as close as before, but i still love you just as much. We have known each other for almost a year, and thats a world record for me, keeping a friend for that long. Thank you for sticking by my side, i love you.

Signed,
E