Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[mikami]

dear saturn;

i really care about you. so much you can't even fathom it.
your old friend talks to the guy who ruined our friendship before.
all of our friends do. i guess that's why we became so close, we're
the only ones who seem to remember what he did, or at least the
two of us don't condone it. it's really strange, how things work out.

i honestly for the life of me cannot see how people can ignore you
and treat you like garbage. it's weird because you brighten my
entire day. when you say no one loves you sometimes i just want
to outright tell you how much i love you and wish i could spend my
life with you, but it's not going to happen because you really probably
don't feel the same. it's okay though, i want to be there for you whether
it's as a girlfriend, or a best friend. i'll be there no matter what happens.

i wish the people you're around cared more. i wish i didn't have to leave
soon. i'm hoping, clinging to that little chance that i get to stay here
and things return to normal. i'm hoping for that. i want the opportunity to
let anyone who hurts you know that they will not do so without getting past
me. i want to protect you.

you're one of the most important things in my life and i want you to stay. i
love you.

-sparki


edit:

dear everyone:

i really want to stay here. i really do, trust me, this isn't my choice. things
are going bad in my life right now. i'd rather not publicly say what's going on but
it's taking a huge toll on me. i'm sorry i can't be emotionally available for any of
you at the moment. i'm sorry i'm being a distant, always busy person at the moment
and i really wish i could help again. but i'm not able to do things like i used to.

i've been a lot more negative than i'd care to admit, and i've been irritable and
snappy for a length of time now. i'm sorry if i seem like a rude person or come off
that way. i'm just going through a lot and it's getting hard to contain at this point.
i'm not all here right now and i feel guilty about it.

please, please don't be afraid to talk to me. i'm very sad and lonely but i'll gladly talk
about anything else but what's going on right now. i need a distraction and i'm still
always here for you. i'm sorry.

-sparki

[vampz]

dear j,
i don't want to feel mad at you again.
don't do this to me.

love, naki

[ryan!]

Dear Love,

I like you a lot. Like, a lot-a lot. You're honestly just so wonderful and I don't know what I would do if I couldn't text you every day. I like how you tend to hate reading when I love it and always want you to start reading too. I like that you watch me when I'm not looking and when I do happen to glance over you never break our gaze. I couldn't do that, I always break your steady glances. I wish I wouldn't, but you just make me so nervous.
And hey, I've been going to the library a lot more often and find that everything I see is made up of you. In a good way, don't worry. It's not like everything I see is made up of little tiny you's but I find that I see you in a lot and I think of you a lot and I want to talk to you a lot and I wanna learn about you a lot. I've been saying the word 'a lot' a lot during this letter so I should probably just cut it out.
Ok I'm done but I like you a lot and I really want you to know it because not much can be portrayed between our hand-holding or my kisses on your head.

I like you. A lot.
Love,
A

P.S. I find that whenever we shifted while watching that wonderful show on that wonderful bed that smelled of you, I imagined the way our lips would meet how we would look. How we would fit, or maybe not fit. I would always lick my lips in fear of them not being smooth enough or worry about my breath until the end of our little time hanging out and we hadn't kissed and nothing too crazy happened and I think it may be good that we didn't. I don't want to rush into things, I mean, we are really good friends, right?

P.P.S. Please don't forget about me <3

[COLORBARS]

dear period

can you go away for once like why

why do you exist period go away

[r.ddler]

@mod Jack;

I hope you're having a good day. What people say about you and all, is terrible, and I want you to know that my inbox is open if you ever need someone to joke with or talk to. I know you're just doing your job and I hope you know many of us appreciate and love you for your work, and who you are as a person <3

[Karia]

dear me,

smile.

you're a beautiful creature. free as a bird, luckier than some.

like, bruh. you're sitting next to him. the only person that really matters. you're still survivalist, right? cool!

also, get off the pc.

do IT.
shower, eat, sleep, drink.

yeah. remember that.

from,
self.

[creed.]

Dear family,

I am sexually attracted to both genders.
Now I understand that according to you guys it is a "sin" to be LGBT+, but this is who I am.
No, I can't change myself, hit me all you want, curse at me all you want.
I'm bi, and I'm f***ing proud.

Love, Zoe.

[Europium]

Dear Mom,

I just want you to know that I know. I know that you've been cheating on Dad with the guy from work. I see you text him; I see you bite your lip and send him pictures of yourself. I see you lie when I ask who you're texting. I only ask because I'm giving you a chance to tell me the truth.
I don't know if I'm ever going to trust you. I've had my suspicions for a long time, but I've known for months now. Are you really that unhappy with dad? He's the man who does his best to give you the whole world, and that isn't good enough for you. I know that everyone has their flaws, but you've made me damaged beyond what I thought was even possible. I'm put under so much mental stress from this that I'm going to crumble. I can't tell anyone in fear that they'll judge me for it. I'm all alone, and it's your fault.
You ask me why I seem so angry with you. It's not just my 'resting' face like I tell you. It's because I know.
How can you go through the motions of this life with Dad and I every day with no guilt? You seem to feel nothing.
You disgust me. The fact that this family means nothing to you disgusts me. I will never tell you any of this in person because you've raised me to be scared of confrontation. I'll be alone because of you. I have no outlet, no one to talk to. Because of you. You were the one person I thought I would always look up to and be able to talk to about anything, but I know now that that was wrong of me to assume.
Thanks for 16 years of lies.

Regretfully,
Your Mistake.

[tifa]

_____,

i love you!! aaaaaa i love you i wish the best for you okay i will always be here for you

[carnivorous.]

Dear Me,

You're awesome my friend, you just aced that test ;3.

From,
Self ❤️