Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Firnenfire]

Dear dad-
I understand why you left. I don't hold it against you. I'm not angry any more. It's been almost a year and I've even met her now. She's alright. I hope you understand that she'll never be my mother. I already have one, and she's strong and kind and wonderful and I don't deserve her.
Please though, please stop hurting her. She hates that she still finds it so easy to laugh with you. I guess I hate it too. And please stop telling me to do things here. This is not your home anymore. You have no power over it. Please stop pretending you still live here.
I hope you understand I still love you, however much I may hate you, I still love you and always will.

Dear N-.
I want you to know I don't blame you. Although I guess it was you who took dad away, I understand that you love him now and that you never intended to cause this whole mess. Please be good to him.

Dear D-
I love you so much. I know I don't deserve you and I am so happy I'm with you. Please remember that you're not worthless or boring, please remember that you're important to me, our friends, your family, even your brothers. You matter. You are wonderful, kind, smart, and however much you put yourself down just know that I love you. I don't deserve you.

Dear me-
You already know whatever I would write here. Please just remember everything.

Dear grandma-
It's been 10 years and though I was only 6, I remember you. I miss you. Apparently I take after you. I love you. I hope you'd be proud of me.

Dear mum-
Thank you. I love you.

Dear E-
Same to you. You're annoying and stubborn but I love you.

[deelane]

---dear lela,
i wish you weren't leaving. you're intelligent, gorgeous, and i don't deserve
you in any way, but i still wish you'd stay. i don't understand why they won't
let you stay with us, you're mature and hard-working. i pray that you do well
in your new place, even though the people are rough and the setting is different.
please stay in touch with me, i love you so so so much.
---dear fij,
please don't feel alone. i promise if you try talking to the people who are "ignoring"
you they'll listen. they love you, i love you. i'm not the only one who talks to
you, or wants to talk to you, and you need to understand that. it hurts me to see
you like this. get some help, talk to people. please, i hate seeing you upset.
---dear maryann,
i'm so happy for you!!! you have someone who'll actually take care of you, AND
you get to be with your siblings!!! but i also need you to be safe, because the
shooting and your dad and your family can be rough, and i don't want you
to hurt yourself anymore. please please please stay safe and happy, and contact
me whenever you need it! i love you and i'm here for you.
---dear lenore,
thank you for making me happy this summer. you're so cute and sweet and
friendly and i couldn't ask for a better friend. thanks for putting up with me.
---dear levi,
i miss you! i miss your gorgeous smile and your loud, slightly annoying laugh.
i'm really excited to see you again, and i love you so so so much. you're super
(hot)fun to be around and i look forward to seeing your face. miss you babe.
---dear mk,
you're gorgeous and hilarious and kind and i wish i could work up the nerve to
talk to you. sorry that i'm ugly and not your type. love you anyway.

[Kabuski]

Dear Markiplier,

You made my life so happy but even know I will never meet you this letter will always stay in your hands,

Sincerely Julie

[mikami]

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dear saturn;

you are important ok don't put yourself down shhhh

xoxo zim

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dear bff;

you are important and lovely and you listen to me talk about things that are too heavy for me to bear and you help me thank you so much

xoxo zim

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dear self;

put those memories back where they came from. try to never look back.
also remember to drink that tea stuff so you don't have nightmares/sleep paralysis

xoxo zim

[danheng]

dear me:
be patient, okay? they have lives. also be kind to yourself, idiot. Oliv's fine, he said so. Zoe would've told you if he said anything else. He will be back. He is okay. Everything will be okay with him. I know you love him a lot, but he's fine. He'll come back.

dear Oliver:
I love you a lot, don't you forget that bud. we all do, and please don't go leaving us like this. you'll be back, I know you will. I won't let anything else happen. we were going to meet, Oliv, I was going to see you and hug you and be with you. that will happen, i love you and please come back soon.

x

dear _
you act like you're so special just cause you own it. You aren't. dont act all special and cool and amazing. you have an amazing personality and you're kind, but stop showing off and flaunting everything of yours.

[|Hype|]

Dear Ryan,
I can't do it anymore. Its not fair to me that you are just going to keep me around until the end of summer. Its not fair to me that just because of your past experience that you don't even want to try. If you don't want to even try, it just shows me that you're not afraid to lose me. And if thats the case then we need to break up now. Its hard to stay with you knowing that im just going to lose you in a month. It doesn't work that way. If you really love someone, you do anything to make that person happy and keep them around. I don't want to lose you, this isn't what I want. But its harder to constantly be falling for you more, knowing that there is an expiration date. I hope you're right. I hope you do come back for me and find me and we can fall in love all over again. But i cant keep waiting around dreading the day you leave. Its going to be hard whether we break up now or later. So for now I guess we can be friends. And maybe one day you will come back and all of our dreams will come true. But until then, Im going to miss you so much. And I will never stop loving you. Im going to miss the way you look at me, and hope that maybe someday I will have that with someone again. Im going to miss dreaming about the boys, and our two dogs and our fat cat. Im going to miss planning out our beautiful house, and the big yard, and the beautiful dinning room table. Im going to miss imaging the kind of parents we would be, and how we would be the house that all the kids would party at, and how we would take away their keys so that they would be safe. Im going to miss having your hand on my leg when you're driving. Im going to miss your arms around me. Im going to miss the times when you piss me off by tickling me. Im going to miss going to the church parking lot. This is going to be one of the hardest things I have to do. And I hope you know that the only way Im getting through this is that I am hoping you are right and that someday you will come back for me like you promised. I wish nothing but the best for you. And I really hope all of your dreams will come true. You are the most amazing guy, and you have so much ahead of you. I was just going to hold you back. And I know that someday you are going to fall in love with the most beautiful girl. And you will have beautiful kids and everything you've ever wanted. You are going to do some amazing things. And I'm going to miss being there and supporting you through it. Im always going to love you.

-Kara

[SairenMin]

Dear mom,

Can you not turn another evening into this? I come over to visit, to celebrate and have fun with everyone. And it turns into a nightmare. A nightmare I can not escape. You literally think I am going to listen for the 1000th time patiently and sweetly about how much you think my relationship is wrong. And you say you barely ever bring it up! That your holding back!

I can't do it anymore. I literally can not. Your literally pushing me away like this. You haven't asked me to choose between you and them, nor have they -but your making it pretty close. I feel physically ill with how much you've upset me. And you probably feel the same way. Why must you do this?

You really don't realize that I will literally be moving as far away as possible when I am able. That I can not continue to do this, to come home from visiting you with tears of pain and frustration in my eyes.

Love,
All Grown Up
But ready to be gone

[sunflower,]

Dear family;;

you wonder why i'm not happy. are you kidding me? i don't want to go! i know i sound like an ignorant child, but i want to spend christmas at home. y'know.. like we always have done it. i love how we always have done it. not be over 7 hours away from home, where chloe is. you know that chloe, my husky, is my baby. she has brought me so much happiness, and i don't want to leave her for christmas. i don't care how fun you think this trip will be, i don't want to go. and i refuse to go. save your money. i'd rather be here, home, and do our routine like we always have. not thousands of miles away from home.

lots of love and frustration
- twaimz.

[Cloverwoods]

Dear Life,

Heeeeyy paallll, I hate your guts but for some reason I still am capable of dealing with you and your STUPID SHANANOGINS!!
*cough* *cough* Sorry didn't mean to be harsh there but I just wanted to let you know how much I hate you at the moment..
Why does everything have to go wrong for me?! I just think that you don't like me,
I don't think any body does...
All I ask is to have a good summer, but I doubt that will happen because of all the stupid things that happened already.
First it was the trip being canceled,
Then my friends talking bad things about me,
Now I have to go on some stupid vacation I don't want to go to.
I just want to stay home and relax, does it look like I have the time to deal with all this?!

Sincerely,
Victoria

[tifa]

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hey, i hope you're doing well and i miss you i know you are in a tough spot right now and i want you to know that you mean so much to me i want nothing more than for you to be okay i miss you