by asher. » Sat Jun 18, 2016 10:11 am
dear ashley,
hey buddy o' pal. when are you getting back from your cousins? i am always really lonely now that it is summer... but i understand that when you get back and you dont want to hang out, i am pretty boring haha. also, if you do come over i want to try something new, go on an adventure, do ANYTHING new! i am glad you are gettig better, i am too now that i am focusing all of my energy on getting skinny, making videos, and giving myself goals for middle school. i love you, stay strong!
- dakota
dear mother,
please let us travel back to MN for once sometime... the pain of leaving my friends there is back, and i am getting worse 'cause of it, even if you think it is all for attention. yes, i am depressed. i know you think it is all for attention, but i swear it isnt... i trusted you to help me, but you pushed me away and told me how i was just doing it for attention. you are why i cant trust people, because if you open up they will believe it is for attention and push you away. also, i really want to wear boys clothes, so allow me please! i want to experiment with identifying as a male in apperance. i know i havent told you yet but can you call me dakota instead of angelina? thanks! i most likely wont tell you until i am out of the house, but whatever. also i am bisexual. i hope you understand.
- dakota
dear self,
i am giving you the summer to figure out a good makeup style for you and how to look presentable. in middle school i want you to get two more friends. just two more. then you will have three friends that you can hang out with, like you had in MN. that is all i am asking, two friends. be kind for once, but be your witty, hostile self. also, dont open up very easily, because they could just be wanting to hurt you. make sure to only trust the people you know wont hurt you, please. stop being so numb, actually feel again. you only have one life, and you cant waste it on being depressed. sure, you wont ever fully change but try to get a little better. your life is slowly slipping away, every second of time, now just try to be a little more happy.
- your self
sorry for the inconvenience but i won't be on very much since
school is starting, and i plan to focus my energy on that so i
can get all A's. if i am on here i'll probably just pm some peps.
i hope you can all understand, school is very hectic and since
i am new to the school and don't know where everything is it
will be crazy lmao perhaps after i get used to it i'll come back.
peace out for now, i hope to see you later chickensmooothie cx