Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[agust]

Dearest L,

Have you ever raised a guard dog? I think the proper way to do it is to deprive them of being socialized. Keep them at home, and don't let them meet or bond with anyone outside of the family. This makes them scared of anyone, anything else. I know this first hand because I was raised that way.
All my life I was in and out of homeschooling, from grade 1, I was kept in my house and not allowed to meet anyone. It didn't help that I was raised wrong - I changed my clothes once a week and I didn't drink milk or eat any kind of candy or soda. (My grandparents are weird.)
So I'm the guard dog. Scared of new people and new experiences, without even the benefit of being scary and protective. Thanks to grade 8 and 10, when my mom finally got to take care of me, I became a little more normal. Thanks to grade 9, I suffered bad depression and my fears got worse.
Now I'm failing two courses. It could be fixed by talking to adults. But what are the chances I'll do that?
I'm so scared, L, so scared that talking or thinking about this makes me want to cry. I hate crying, because that's not the kind of person I am. I have nobody to talk to, not even you. But you're the only person I can think of, which is why I'm addressing this to you.

But it gets worse.

You're an A+ student, your GPA is double mine. You have fantastic prospects, you're fit, gorgeous, everything I wish I was. People think that I'm this lucky, amazing person, but trust me, it's cursed. I suffer with poor hygiene, anxiety, and fluctuating depression.

Ever since grade 8 I've been petrified with fear that I won't be able to fulfil my dreams. At that point I didn't even know what my dreams were. I just knew that I couldn't possibly fail - couldn't back down and work somewhere that I hate. I want to pursue my passion but it's hard when you have to be good at Math to sing and preform for people.

And now that I'm failing the two courses, and barely passing my last, that means that there's no way I'll get into that acting school.

Which is... Just awesome.

- Tearfully yours, A.

[miyadera]

Dear A,

Stop being so adorable and making me obsess over you. Can you be rude so I can stop liking you omg??

Love, V

[forgive!]

dear ----

sTOP YOU'RE TOO CUTE ND I LOVE YOUR BRITISH ACCENT AAAAA
WHY ARE YOU SO cUtE
mmMMMMMmm m wh Y do you say i'm cute i'm not cute you're the cute onE
i also can't wait

[Mercury.Muses]

Dear self,


STOP BEING INDECISIVE AND PICK AN USERNAME.

Also self. Very surprising turn of events right? Keep dreaming.

Sincerely me.

[vampz]

dear friends,

you're?? online?? more?? often?? now??
it's because school's just ended for most of
you, right?
O-K! quality friendship time, BEGIN!

love, naki

p.s. i can't pm this to each and every
one of you individually, 'cause that'd take
a while. just consider it sent if you happen
to read this owo

[Wileyfangs]

Dear nobody,
...derit os m'I

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.nwod em mlac ot gnihtemos tnaw tsuj yllaer I tub gniyfirret si cinerhpozihcs ro ralopib gnieb ebyam tuoba noitasrevnoc taht gnivah dna kcurt a yb tih teg d'i hsiw I .derit os m'I .gnineppah s'taht gnihtyna htiw laed ot lanoitome oot leef I dna tihs siht htiw epoc neve t'nac I .enola tfel eb ot tnaw tsuj I dna desufnoc dna detartsurf os m'I .htw yltsenoh ekiL .derit os m'I

[rice;]

dear __,
sorry for that time. i was wrong and regretted it since. i hope you don't remember it aaaaaaa

[HypnoticLies]

Dear me,

Tell him you love him. It's just a kiss and run! It'll be the first kiss and last kiss from him...! Do it and stop day dreaming about it! Today is the day so go kiss him and run just don't trip because he might tackle you...!

[fluffy-kitsune]

Dear E,

I'm sorry I don't make enough time for you. I don't make enough effort, do I? Do you still love me? I wouldn't. You deserve better. You're a good person. You don't deserve someone like me. You're a wonderful girl, the only person I've ever felt this way about. And now I'm not even bothering to keep things going. I'm a terrible girlfriend. I'm sorry. I love you. I'm sorry.

[oodles]

dear sg -

ya'll didn't need me anyways, you suck.