Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[divini]

dear s,
i'll be completely honest; i am so oblivious to you
why is now i realize that your voice softens an octave when i talk to you
why now, when i stammer about romance, you're peeking out of the corner of your eye
i literally just realized your hands are cool and soft
you touched them twice
i subconsciously become clumsy
then your confidence fades and you're the same
why >.<
your best friend wanted to sit next to you
yet
"you don't have to force her to move"
i bumped my head on the desk and hurried out because i thought i was being annoying
'they fight like a married couple'
you look again
you walked in really close while my eyes were closed
if the bell hadn't rung
if it hadn't...
i'm sorry >.<;
i really am
i have a month to make it up to you somehow
i'm a bit socially awkward though
maybe i'll hug you
or squeeze your hand..?
just fill you with kindness and happiness somehow
you're kind of void of emotions and i am so i'll see if i can bring out some to make you feel better
sorry for being so blind and shy (to everyone honestly) >.<

-frosted cream

[vampz]

dear j,
i've already become s's friend. now, if i could just, y'know,
persuade you as well? i haven't spoken to you as much as her,
depending on how you look at it. i don't know why befriending
you two seems this important to me, but i always wanted to
get to know you two better. you're both so nice, and.. oh, i just
don't know if you view me as an acquaintance or as a nuisance.
i just want you to know, you're a wonderful person inside and out!

love, naki

[crabodile]

Dear Myself,

Oh geez just just stop. You're fine no one knows. deep breath. Okay. Keep ahold of yourself. Okay. Okayyyy. You need to stop working yourself up, no one is worthy enough to make you cry, like your friends say. Sometimes. Okay good point not helping. Well I hope tomorrow comes soon. Another day to figure out your crush, hes so hard to figure out I mean what the am I supposed to know. Sigh. Great. Well time to watch anime night.

[widowed]

dear f,
thank you so much, the songs are absolutely
lovely, but really, i can't right now, and i'm
sorry. things have been tough for you and me
both, so why would you want to make things
worse? i know you don't intend to do that, but
it will, and i'm sorry.
- s.

[Misu]

Dear Y,
Wow, it's been awhile, isn't? You've become very distant to me because of that girl. You didn't send me text anymore, but I know, you weren't ignoring me. You talked to me once in awhile, but it was an awkward talk and not too serious.

Sometimes, I wonder, to be like in the past. To just you and me, not anyone else. When you're sick, I support you. When you're feeling down, I comfort you. But, can we end our friendship here? It's such a long journey to find a friend like you, an understanding and fun friend.

I don't have feelings for you, but I can't help but feeling jealous when someone get near you and talked to you. While you talking to that person, you didn't notice me at all. You didn't notice me when I'm talking to you. You grew distance of me, you betray me. Is it my fault? I shouldn't blame myself.

Well, the point is.. You've changed since you confess to that girl, you ignore me. I just want to say thank you for being there for me and being my friend. That was an awesome moment. And I think I'm going to end it here.

Your friend,
F

[galaxial]

Dear S,

Stop. I don't care that you have a new "mature" friend. You think it hurts? It doesn't. So stop acting so immature and stooping so low.

I've moved on. So should you.

- From, your ex-friend.

[.normal.human.]

Dear E,

Please stop following me. I do not like being around you because you are annoying. Leave my friends and I alone. You will probably tattle to the teachers like the little kid you are. Also you don't have any friends because you are new, you don't have any friends because you are annoying. When ever I did act nice to you it was because the teachers said I had to. You made my friends cry, just stay away from us.

--.normal.human.

[LuminousLights]

Dear S,

I strongly dislike you. If I was somebody else, I guess you could say that I 'hate' you. But I'm not that kind of person, so I simply strongly dislike you. There's a reason why I don't 'hate' you. It's because I know that you can change yourself. I know who you are.

Please don't think that you're always the best at everything. It's extremely annoying, especially to your peers and those sitting around you in class. Almost all the time, you are the loudest, the most obnoxious, the one who tries to direct attention to yourself. If that's what you're trying to do, you are succeeding. Everyone thinks, no, knows that you are the selfish child you are. Please... stop. You're making all of us suffer by trying to up your status.

Sometimes, I wish you could change like that. You don't always have to be right, and you don't always have to be perfect. Don't be a hypocrite. Honestly, I don't think it's your fault for blaming everything wrong that happens to you on someone else. It's just in human nature. Just... some people are more human than others. And that's why we're all so terrible.

However, it is your fault that you are "unpopular". I don't know why, but you're always trying to make people feel bad for you. You turn on your few friends, including A and I. I don't know why A puts up with you... perhaps out of pity. A could have been more involved in the school if it wasn't for you, dragging her and us down. You tattle on us like the child you are, even though we are your only friends, the only ones who even have the slightest chance of becoming your true friends.

Yet you throw that away. You throw us away like pieces of trash, like we mean nothing to you. It's only in those moments when we are just this close from leaving you that you seem to actually care. SEEM. It's like you're better than us, isn't it?

Please... just stay away from my friends and I.

-L

[Lacuna]

Dear N,
Lemme get this straight, so it can make its way into that thick skull of yours. I don't care if your my sister. I don't care what mom said. I don't care if I'm moody. All I know, is your a spoiled brat who loves attention, even if it's negative. You make annoying noises all. The. Time. Various 'meep's or shrieks. You open my door a crack, stick your stupid face in, giggle, shriek "DAEL-CHAN!" (Stupid nickname, not my name.) And leave the door open. You aren't CUTE, your not FUNNY, your annoying. Everyone thinks that. Everyone in this house wishes you would shut up for five minutes, but they ultimately gave up. I won't. I won't give up telling you to be quiet, or to stop doing that, or anything else of similar caliber. You are slowly eating away at my sanity.



Stop.





You're the reason I'm like this. YOU'RE the reason I have anxiety. YOU ARE THE REASON I CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT.



You are not a toddler. You are not a kid. You are a grown person.




Act like it.



Please.

[sunflower,]

Dear Self,

oml go to bed. right now.
it's already late enough and we're gonna regret this tomorrow
come on, it's not summer vacation yet. just a few more weeks.
get sleep. study. and actually put effort into your work.

love, you

Dear B,

ouch. toddlers eat insults like yours for breakfast. >.>

- me