Dear B,
I don't understand. Everything was fine yesterday. Please tell me what I did wrong. All of a sudden I can't do anything right. All I can do it seems is make you mad. My heart is breaking again. I'm so sorry. I wish I could be with you without embarrassing you. I'm sorry your girlfriend is ugly with an acne ridden face. I'm sorry that I'm so short. I'm sorry that my hair is so crazy all the time. I'm sorry that I love you when you only love me every other day. I'm sorry that you don't have someone who's more perfect to hold in your arms. I love you. But I'm not sure how much more of this my heart can take. I hate myself when you hate me. I look in the mirror and all I can see are my flaws. I don't know how much longer I can do this and yet I'm terrified to even imagine life without you. I don't know what to do. And I wish I could ask you but you wouldn't reply. It seems lately, you never do.
Sincerely,
Your girlfriend; if you even remember who that is.










