- Hello again,
i think i'm just going to start calling you bear because W is getting a little weird, i dunno. we had the first showing of the play today and it went really well! we were all so afraid but we did super good compared to rehearsal yesterday. i wish you could have seen it, we were all having so much fun with it. an interesting thing happened today when H was hanging out with us and stuff, i feel a little more comfortable around him, at least he doesn't scare me now but he still just brings up things that don't need to be said and makes things awkward. my friend asked out her crush tonight! i can't wait for the response, i'm sure it will be great! i wish i had the same guts as her, maybe then me and you could have at least talked for real by now. gosh darn it you weren't supposed to get me all weird and stuff, agh you don't even know who i am why have you got me all hung up? gosh darn it. you just had to be all cute with your awesome hair and cute sweaters and ugh. can we just date? like what? you'd never like me anyway though agghh.
-your weird and mushy O








































