Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Chewy-]

dear mom.

i still miss you so much, it's only been a month, and it feels so painful. i want to hear your voice again, i want to see you again. i want to sit here and watch a freaking cooking show with you, but i can't. it's so unfair that you were taken away from me. I feel like i can't even remember your voice anymore. I want to wake up from this nightmare so bad. I wanted you to be out of this pain and misery that you were forced to deal with, and... I thought I'd be okay maybe, knowing that you weren't hurting anymore. but I want to be so selfish, I want you back, even if it means you are still sick, 'cause I'm not ready to go on without you. I want you back so bad I can't stand it. I feel like I'm constantly falling, and I just want to scream all of the time. I don't understand, why were you taken away from me ? why did I have to lose you ? I'm not ready, I won't ever be ready. I want you back so bad I can't hardly stand it, but I can't ever see you again. it''s not fair, none of this is fair. I want to hear your laugh again, I want to hear your voice or touch you again it's so painful, I don't feel like I can handle it. this is so unbearable, I don't want to handle it anymore. I want to see you again so bad.

- your daughter.

[Canis2954]

removed

[anathema]

dear m______,
god it isn't fair how cute you are
the way you look at me sometimes makes me think there's some sort of possibility
a possibility of us being, you know, an item.
but it'd be a secret because i'm not really 'out and about'.
i hope we get closer so that possibility becomes an opportunity, and that opportunity becomes a reality

dear c____,
i'm low-key crushing on you and i guess it's kinda obvious.
the only problem? m______.
i used to only have one crush at a time. i don't know what happened.
it's so confusing.

dear d_____,
i don't really, you know, like you any more.
i don't think i ever did. maybe i kind of just overthought the situation.
it's apparent you may like a___, which is totally fine with me.
and since it's alright with me, then i guess it's pretty plain to see i don't and never did have a crush on you.

[noodle cat]

dear me,
hhhhhh !
chill !
thankssss !
-me

dear ______,
im so sorry.
i did it even though you said not to.
i'll try harder next time.
(i'm somewhat surprised that you even noticed that small detail. it shows you care though)
-emily

[þella]

dear brother,

please please please please please please don't leave this world. mom and dad and grandma and grandpa and aunt jane and uncle elton and shaun and reggie and gloria and tanya and rosie and not to mention i love you so much and if you decide that you don't want to be alive anymore, i don't know what i'm going to do with myself. you've always been the one to listen to my problems and play blink 182 songs on your crappy ukulele for me at like 3 am when i can't sleep and you're awake. i'm pretty sure that you were only awake at 3 am so that you could do horrible things to yourself while everyone was asleep, but i was too young to realize that and i realize it now and oh my god i wished you'd talked to mom and dad and not done the horrible things to yourself and kept it a secret. but back to the ukulele thing nobody else on this entire planet can play it like you can and will do it when i wake up in the middle of the night with an attack or something. you may not live with us anymore but it's not like you're not my brother anymore and i get that everything's been hard lately and my diagnosis is probably why you're so depressed but i want you to know that i love and care about you more than words can explain and i need you to be okay so that i'm okay because if you decide to do something that can't undone i think i'll fall apart. so don't do it. and remember a lot of people really freaking love you.

love, sister

[lion's tooth]

Virgo and Gemini.
HEY. WTH. Are you kidding me? You act all chummy with me all day and then the moment gym starts, you ditch me? Did you think I wouldn't notice or something? You know, your disdainful looks towards me as you disappear to go hang out with some "cooler" kids? You're kidding right? I'll let it slide for now, but know that I don't have to put up with that sort of treatment. Watch your backs because you're in Scorpio territory now and you're a fool if you think I won't be willing to make a seen. If I'm not treated with proper respect, you better believe that I will ditch you and set fire to all you love while I'm at it. So seriously. Show me respect and I'll show respect right back to you. But I won't ever forget this. Fix it or so help me, I will. You should know by now that I'll spoil you, and treat you without asking for anything in return except for respect. Act like it.

[default]

Dear J.,
the past two times i've seen you, it's really upset me about how much you've
changed. i liked you for the dork you were, now you seem to be someone co
mpletely different.. long shirts and droopy shorts. that's not the you i knew.
what i saw today gave me mixed emotions towards you.. not sure if i care a
bout whether or not you still have an interest in me.

every time my mom makes a joke about how you "missed your chance", it hu
rts because she doesn't understand that you could have easily taken a chance,
knowing that your friends knew you liked me and they encouraged you to tell
me "how you felt".

the only friend i have to talk to over you is too busy with school. i write her mes
sages on FR at least twice a week, but i know it will be a while until she reads th
em.. if her parents even let her get on the computer anymore.

just wish i could get over you, haha..

love, noice.

[scarlet benoit]

Dear Internal Writer Me,
You are OKAY. It doesn't matter if you win anything for your fanfic. It matters that you TRIED.
Love, your stressed-out other half

[mimosal]

Dear Knee,

I really don't want to have surgery, so if you could get your life together, that'd be swell (ha, swell, cause you'RE FREAKING SWOLLEN).

<3


Dear Fish,

Please don't beat yourself up over this too much.

I love you.

[caf.]

R,
Please, I'm fine, I promise. I'm really not lying to you this time, I have such a clear conscience right now. Please, come find me soon, I just want to give you a big hug and tell you it'll be okay. Don't let this ruin your honors, you deserve it so much. You're amazing. I'm not mad at you, I fully forgive you. I know how it feels to be that guilty, but it's okay now. You don't have to apologize to me, I forgive you. I hate seeing you feel this bad, it hurts to know that I can't do much for you right now. I miss you, come find me, we can watch stupid videos and practice your region songs and just do the things I miss doing with you. It's going to be alright.
- overcaffienated.