Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[ｐｒｉｘｉｅ]

Dear Prixie,
I'm not sure what to say. After all our years together I knew so little about you. I feel so guilty. I should have taken up more responsibility for you. but I didn't. and now you're gone. I miss the warmth you brought to me and my life. You were so patient, so loving. And I spent most of my day and time away from you. The very thing that mattered the most to me. My family didn't understand, they still don't. It's only been eleven days since you've been gone, and they're already trying to replace you with some random kitten we don't even know. I hope you're with someone you love up there in the stars. Because you deserve it. Far more than any, polluting, killing, abusing, idiotic human down here. Sometimes I wish I could have gone with you. You were my only friend. Every little quirk of yours was perfection, the way you insisted on clawing my most expensive soft blue blanket, and slept on my pillow so I couldn't use it. I love you Prixie, I will always love you. Although I may adopt other cats, and maybe even a dog eventually. You will always have the biggest place in my heart, my first pet, my first true friend, the one I had to let go. I hope you forgive me for all my mistakes, I have made so many when it comes to you. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I love you Prixie, my little warrior. I'll never forget the day that the blackberry bushes parted and little cat with a swollen shut eye walked hesitantly forward. It was the best day of my life. I hope I made the right choice for you, I hope I saved you from pain. I love you Prixie, I will never feel anything else towards you. I await the day we will be reunited, I will always remember you, as I hope you will remember me.
I love you.
-Juliette

[Shirosashi]

My sister,

We are nothing alike,
What I love, you hate.
You treat me like garbage,
you're such an ignorant freak.
The worst is when you say my art is "just paper"
It's more than that to me.
It's a piece of me, created from the soul.
And when you rip it up, crumple it into a ball
Or throw it mindlessly into the trash,
a piece of me dies.
But obviously, you don't care.
Because all you care about is looking like a superstar with too much disgusting makeup on.
You think the world revolves around you
And you make a point in showing that.

I hate you.
E.

[il tuo ♥ amore]

Dear ___,

I can't believe I looked up to you at one point.
I thought you were cool and awesome, one of those people that just had your life in order.

But you are really a little hypocrite who thinks they know better than anybody else.
You probably think you are so clever with your sarcastic little remarks and using people's words against them.
You have the maturity of a little kid.

From,
A very annoyed ex-fan

Dear ___,

THANK YOU
You knew exactly how I felt when I thought I was alone ;-;
Just knowing somebody out there was brave enough to speak their mind when I couldn't.

You have my respect.

From,
Someone who is silently cheering you on

[anathema]

dear n,
it's really hard for me to admit this, but i've always kind of liked you, and not just as friends. but you're so arrogant, and you think that nothing can go on without you. finally, last tuesday, i stopped talking to you. i stood up to you. you didn't know i had it in me.
but that's only because you've known me for two years.
it's been so evident that you're always going to be chasing c around, no matter how many times she says something to you or hurts you. and you've always come to me for help. but when i've had trouble, it was almost like you were nowhere to be seen. i've always been second-best, the second option.
the tables have turned.
now you want me back. now you are hurting.
sure, it's hard to stop thinking about your former best friend as your best friend, but at the same time nothing tastes sweeter than revenge.

yours truly.

[Beldam]

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[northern downpour ;;]

N,

No no no, love, it's okay.
Look, you're fine. Completely and totally, utterly fine.
It's fine. You are completely fine.
You'll get fixed up and everything will be okay, okay?
I love you.

~ C

[gravestones]

Dear Aunt,

I wish I could just blatantly tell you and it sink in that I am not Christian. I'm just not. I have studied,
I have tried for years. Those years of my life I consider wasted on something that never worked for me
outside of childhood. And even though it worked for me in childhood, it was only because I was just
that, a child. I really wish you could understand that. I accept that you're holding on to what
you believe in. It hurts you to believe I'm going to hell and you won't see me when we both die in the
afterlife. But honestly, no matter how much you cling to it, it won't make it true. I'll never actually
tell you this because I want you to believe what makes you happy and so long as you accept me, I
really can deal with anything else.

Also please stop worrying, if you do for sure, that I'm a lesbian just because I present myself in an
androgynous manner a lot of the time. I don't need make up to look good, I don't need long hair,
I can wear jeans with holes in them and mens button up shirts. As long as I think I look awesome,
it doesn't matter what others think. And if it "chases away men" so be it. I'm aromantic; I don't
care at all for anything involving a romantic relationship. Of course you're completely hetero-
normative and set in your ways so you wouldn't understand why I prefer going by "he/him" in
most situations or how I'm aromantic but androsexual.

These are things I probably will never tell you because I know you're set in your ways and you
have every right in this world to be, just like I do. I accept and love you; you love and accept
me.. no matter what. But some days... I just wish you could understand.

Love always,
Your "little girl".

[noodle cat]

dear christopher,
im sufficating, sinking,
losing my battle.
its all your fault.
it hurts to see you smile and laugh
with another face that's not my own.
my heart is damaged. my emotions numb.
the sad thing is,
if you came back and said a few kind things,
i'd probably jump back into your arms.
even after all the hurt you've put me through,
i still love you.
-emily

[trench]

space;
gosh, how I've always wished I was a part of you
i can literally feel myself disconnecting
maybe one day I will
it's getting harder to just do things
i can feel my grasp on reality shaking more and more now
i'll see you soon
thank god for autocorrect or this 'letter' would be a mess of things
a mess of things that don't make sense
i've stopped taking care of myself
stopped eating, stopped showering, stopped trying
but I don't mind
i don't feel too much
just gripping fear sometimes
but that's fine
i'll be with you soon
i'm just kind of here
trapped in a world of apathy, paranoia, and delusions
with you there will be nothing
and everything
i'm coming, friend
i almost passed out a couple times today
but that's okay
soon I will be a part of you
and it will all be okay
it's not bad being so distant
i can live inside the gap.

[ryan ross]

i hate you.

don't talk to me.

leave me alone.

i'd rather choke on solitude and isolation than be around you.

please. just go away.

why are you always the first thing to come to my mind?

why am i always thinking about you?

it's internally killing me.

stop it.

just leave.