Things That Annoy You (V. 77)

[exixst]

Yes, I think he is attractive. Yes, my face colors when I talk to him. No, I do not have a romantic interest in him.
And the fact that you said that I have a crush on him, and then he had he nerve to say that he knows, is just embarrassing for me. Because I don't like him like that, I promise.
God, these stupid freaking social issues are really awful. I have trouble looking people in the eye or just flat out talking to them - especially guys - but when I do, my face turns pink, I get really flustered, and I get really nervous sometimes. It's not that I have a crush on everyone, it's just that I can't help it.
Now I'm just embarrassed... Because, apparently, he's 'known' for a while, and just hasn't said anything because he's 'polite'. Well, whatever he thinks he 'knows', he doesn't, but it's not like I could ever tell him without getting all red in the face like I always do. How in the world would I ever be believed if my face is bright red?
Besides, if I did like him, I wouldn't talk to him very much, in fear of saying something dumb. I talk to him regularly, and make an effort to make some eye contact. It's incredibly difficult, but I try, a least. Apparently, it looks like I have some kind of interest in him like that. That wasn't my intention, but, either way, I got indirectly denied. So... that sucks, though I'm not really all that surprised. I'd be more upset if I did actually want to date him, though, so at least I don't feel that bad. Just embarrassed, that's all. I'll get over it...

[saka.]

i want december 18th to come
two days is so far away.

[Rei Cloudshift]

I feel odd today. I don't know what I want...

[another eternity]

i feel awful
is this seasonal depression or have i finally accepted the fact i'm depressed
i should really go t the doctor
or whoever you go to to get tested for stuff

[KasumiFoxen]

My new tablet came via UPS today. They threw it. It better not be broken.

[coreykins]

My fringe is too long it's like going inmy eyes but I'm scared to cut it in case I stuff up

[epimetheus]

im so excited for the new annie movie... but my mom has voiced her quite strong opinions on the movie so i doubt ill be going to see it. ugh.

[contra]

In my performance group dance class (it's like dance, but somewhat theater) I made a girl cry today and literally I can't stand people who get personal about stuff like this. She wouldn't do the drops in Welcome To New York because she's too insecure, I mean, I understand, but she's holding the whole group back, if she can't do it she shouldn't have joined the group, and she wouldn't do the easiest freaking part, the clapping in the intro, because it was too long like IUGUUGHGH this whole group is going to hell I swear. People are getting lazy and I'm so annoyed cause I'm working my ass off practicing so much and she won't respect me enough to clap her freaking hands. Also, every 5 minutes she yells "THIS ISN'T GONNA WORK" BUT IT CLEARLY WORKS UR JUST DOING IT WRONG, SIT DOWN.

[leslie knope]

I have the worst luck

[hound.]

extreme self hatred

cough me cough