by exixst » Sat Nov 29, 2014 5:06 am
I guess it's time to put myself to the test.
I wonder if I'll start to freak out.
There's going to be so many people out today.
Maybe I'll be able to push it aside. Maybe. I keep telling myself that it can't be all that hard, but then when the time comes, I freeze up.
Hopefully I don't become a hinderance. Hopefully my parents don't start thinking I need to see a doctor or whatnot, because there is no way I'm taking pills or seeing a therapist once a week. I'm, like, 96% sure I have social anxiety, but I've never been diagnosed, but I've never gone to see anyone about it. And I really don't want to.