by phenol » Mon Nov 10, 2014 6:03 pm
I just figured out that it's possible to regret every single life decision you've ever made. Every. Single. One.
I should have taken physics instead of bio.
I should have gone to the school my friend chose.
I should have started my homework way earlier.
I never should have stopped writing for so long, because now I'm rusty, and every single word that I put down sounds horrible.
I should have asked to transfer classes when my bio teacher started to make my life hell.
I shouldn't have distanced myself so much when I was younger, because now I have no close friends.
I should leave more time for drawing, because it's the only thing that calms me down, but all the time I have these days, is on the train going to and from school.
And all I want to do is stop time, curl up in a ball, and just wither.
I should do my homework.