- i didn't deserve her.
not at all.
i just pushed her aside,
when really she was my bestest friend.
but of course, now i can't do anything about it but regret.
i could speak to her, but i'm too much of a looser to do that.
i can't speak to anyone.
it hurts to speak, just knowing i'll probably end up hurting them.
just like i did to the rest of the people i know.
//continues on ranting about how annoyed i am at myself\\
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...oh
we had a playing test today
i didn't practice
oops
oh well
