by tawnypelt3 » Wed Oct 01, 2014 3:40 pm
Since the big thing late last night, I have progressed from the hurt, used, and betrayed stage through the "I don't give a damn about anything!" stage and straight into the pissed stage.
I no longer plan on pretending like it never happened. I also don't blame myself as much as I did. I don't deserve to suffer for the crime they committed.
I'm going to implement my plan, which will result in either them feeling guilty and completely humiliated or my true friends, who by now know at least the gist of what happened, will go Rambo on their asses. They don't have the same qualms as I do about not hurting anyone. And I can't say I'll try to stop them. The people who hurt me will be crushed into the dirt either way, and more importantly everyone else will know exactly how reliable and trustworthy they are to their "comrades." They wonder why they have no friends and are always being "betrayed;" well damn, maybe it's because betraying your friends is all you dang do.
May god have mercy on their pathetic souls.
And hopefully that will be enough for me to try to get over it and move on with my life. But for now, it all just hurts. I wish I had one of those friends or family members who you can say "I hurt but I don't wanna talk about it" to and they would be all sympathetic and comfort me.
I was hacked. Not going to remake all my groups and such unless I feel like it. That's a lotta work. Don't bother with trades, everything's a mess.
Need:

Will offer
reasonable overpay.
.Note to self:
Reduce idiot level.
