my best friend and i are dangerously close to breaking apart.
it's extremely personal; we're almost startlingly close to each other, but today...it all fell apart. she started yelling, i started getting upset at that, she yelled more....then, i tried to be assertive and failed. i failed miserably. i insulted her horribly and...oh, i hope this relationship isn't damaged beyond repair, i literally don't know what i would do without her. i'm absolutely shattered and guilty, she's still furious and hurt, and neither of us know what to do. we are dangerously, terrifyingly close to splitting up.
all i want to do is fix this, but i have no clue how....